INSOMNIA STREAM： WINGMAN EDITION.mp3

00:00:00 Knights in white satin.
00:02:01 Never reaching the end.
00:02:06 Let us over it.
00:02:10 Never meaning to send.
00:02:16 Beauty at all with these eyes before.
00:02:25 Just what the?
00:02:29 I can.
00:02:33 I love you.
00:02:54 The people.
00:02:58 Some have.
00:03:02 Just what?
00:03:07 They can understand.
00:03:12 Some try to tell me.
00:03:16 Folks, they cannot defend.
00:03:21 Just what you want to be.
00:03:29 And I love you.
00:04:45 Knights in white satin.
00:04:49 Never reaching the end.
00:04:54 Let us all with you.
00:05:08 With his eyes before.
00:05:16 I can't say anymore.
00:05:20 Because I love you.
00:05:42 Because I love you.
00:06:45 Say say, say, say, say, say, say say say say say say say say
00:07:23 You can stay here.
00:07:28 Don't stray.
00:07:30 Say say, say, say, say say wait.
00:09:35 Good evening, good afternoon, good morning.
00:09:39 Good golly.
00:09:41 I'm Devin stack.
00:09:42 This is the insomnia stream, live and direct from the pillbox Wing Man edition.
00:09:51 Well, the pill box isn't wingman addition.
00:09:53 The insomnia stream is wing net addition.
00:09:56 The pillbox is Nazi light fixture addition right now.
00:10:03 I was, yeah, so since I've.
00:10:07 I don't know.
00:10:08 If it was because the the place got foreclosed on and and they because my when I got this place, it wasn't just really ghetto fied, it was stripped like they had ripped every fixture, like everything out of.
00:10:18 Everything so it's.
00:10:21 You know, because like, I'm not a fancy boy.
00:10:25 I had a lot of my lights were just light bulbs hanging from the ceiling.
00:10:28 Kind of a thing.
00:10:31 And in an effort to make it look a little less.
00:10:35 I don't know ghetto.
00:10:37 And but not to get too fancy.
00:10:40 I was just I.
00:10:41 Was putting in a couple light fixtures, so it wasn't just a light bulb hanging from the ceiling.
00:10:46 And I went cheap.
00:10:48 But yeah, I'm a fan.
00:10:49 Of the.
00:10:49 The mid century modern look, you know, the atomic look.
00:10:54 And you know the Sputnik look.
00:10:57 And uh, but you know that for some reason a lot of that stuff's pretty expensive. But if you shop around, you shop around, you can sometimes find stuff that qualifies that will match the rest of my stuff without spending an arm and a leg. Although it's surprising how much some of that stuff goes for.
00:11:14 UM.
00:11:16 Anyway, so I get this light fixture.
00:11:19 That looks like all right, that works.
00:11:23 That works, that fits.
00:11:25 It's a little.
00:11:26 It's a little mid century mod, a little easy.
00:11:30 You know, it looks like the little Sputnik key.
00:11:33 I mean, it's not quite and I start to put it into the ceiling.
00:11:40 And as I as I'm well, first I have you have to assemble it and.
00:11:44 I'm like assembling it and I'm still not.
00:11:46 It's still not clicking.
00:11:48 The the, the, the, the, the the odd.
00:11:51 Thing about this light.
00:11:53 And then the.
00:11:54 Instruction booklet which you know for this sort of.
00:11:56 Thing you don't.
00:11:56 Really have to look at slips out of.
00:11:58 The box and I looked down and I'm like, oh, holy ****, and this is what I see.
00:12:07 Let me bring this up here.
00:12:10 It was very surprising to me that this is.
00:12:14 That this was the light that I had purchased.
00:12:19 There it is.
00:12:24 And I was like, ah.
00:12:26 Yeah, I guess, I guess it's there, yeah.
00:12:30 All right.
00:12:34 I have a base light.
00:12:35 Fixture. So anyway.
00:12:42 Oh, for those of you just listening, it's it's.
00:12:44 It's literally the shame of a swastika.
00:12:46 Like it's now.
00:12:48 The thing is, you really don't.
00:12:49 You don't like if you're just walking into the room where you don't see it.
00:12:53 You don't see it unless you're looking up at.
00:12:55 It you know, I've got fairly like this place.
00:12:57 I called the bunker because in in many ways it is pretty bunkering.
00:13:00 There's the ceilings aren't exactly, you know, cathedral ceilings.
00:13:04 Some of the ceilings are quite low, in fact, and this is one of those.
00:13:08 So unless you're laying down looking up at it, you don't notice it.
00:13:11 It just looks, you know, it just looks like, oh, you know, it's like very.
00:13:14 Very MCM until you look up and you're like, oh, Zig Heil.
00:13:19 So anyway, yeah.
00:13:25 So I was doing that, just fixing some other stuff around the pill box the last couple of days.
00:13:32 Listening to there was an interview.
00:13:36 And I know, I know that Tim Dylan is a degenerate ****** and and I mean that wholeheartedly, especially when he thinks he's being funny and doing his very pedophilic advertisements for some of his spot.
00:13:52 Answers thinking that if he makes light of pedophilia, violent pedophilia as often as possible during his sponsors spots that that's hilarious.
00:14:01 And but anyway, he's still very good at rhetoric and he's not a bad guy to listen to sometimes for that reason.
00:14:10 And he interviewed a, A YouTuber, very big YouTuber by the name of a Jewish or a Russian Jew by the name of.
00:14:20 Lex Friedman.
00:14:22 And Lex Friedman, if you don't know, is this very low key?
00:14:30 I don't know.
00:14:30 I wouldn't want to say that he's like a centrist.
00:14:34 But yeah, he's one of these, like, fence writing.
00:14:37 I ******* love science types, but he's very, very, very, very low energy.
00:14:43 But somehow gets these really big guests, so he he'll interview uh like well, he interviewed Elon Musk recently.
00:14:53 And so I'm listening to.
00:14:54 This while I'm, you know, putting up Nazi light fixtures around.
00:14:58 And one of the things that he talked about.
00:15:02 Was, you know?
00:15:03 Tim Dillon asked him something about like, I don't remember the exact wording, but somehow it came up.
00:15:08 Like, well what?
00:15:08 Is there something in common like you had?
00:15:11 You've had all these big guests, like all these people that are are pretty successful people.
00:15:17 Is there something that you know that ties them together?
00:15:19 Is there something that you notice about them?
00:15:22 And one of the things that came up was, yeah, well, oftentimes.
00:15:27 You know, if they're not part of.
00:15:29 A power couple.
00:15:31 They have a very effective high performing performing, you know close circle of friends.
00:15:39 And you know, very rarely, if ever, do you have these, you know, successful highly, you know, high output kind of people that are just completely solo they they always rely on on that other half.
00:15:57 Or that group of friends to uh, you know, keep keep the creative juices flowing to, you know, to keep motivation up and and this.
00:16:08 Sort of.
00:16:08 Thing, and this is something.
00:16:11 That I think lots of.
00:16:16 High performing talented solo people.
00:16:21 Are painfully aware of including myself.
00:16:25 You're painfully aware of that, and in fact sometimes one of the reasons why it it it does make such a difference is we get in this mode of kind of what I was talking about in the.
00:16:40 Last stream which which?
00:16:41 Got pushed back, by the way.
00:16:43 There is people that push.
00:16:45 Back on the idea that.
00:16:46 You should know how things work.
00:16:49 That you should understand how things work and that just simply having an academic understanding of something wasn't adequate and that you should actually know how things work.
00:17:00 There's people that push back on that.
00:17:03 There's people that.
00:17:05 That obviously don't know how things work.
00:17:08 People who have the entire world is a magic box to them.
00:17:12 They don't know how anything works except for this tiny little thing that they.
00:17:15 Focus on it.
00:17:16 Where they know they they've memorized at work, what buttons to push, what levers to pull and they think, well, I've, I've, I've got the world figured out.
00:17:26 I'm going to now holistically outsource everything else to the rest.
00:17:30 Of the world because.
00:17:31 That that that's never caused problems before.
00:17:34 That's never led to scientists telling me to put a ******* vaccine on my arm for a disease that is basically the cold that might give me a heart attack.
00:17:44 That's not a problem.
00:17:45 Trust the science guys.
00:17:48 I can't believe there was ******* pushback on that.
00:17:53 There were people that were like, what are you talking about that you should actually have real world experience?
00:17:58 That's insane.
00:18:00 That's insane.
00:18:02 I shouldn't have to actually know how any of these systems work.
00:18:06 I should just trust what the experts say.
00:18:08 I should trust the experts.
00:18:10 The experts, who also don't have any.
00:18:12 Real world experience.
00:18:14 What the ****?
00:18:17 What the ****? Seriously, what the ****'* wrong with you? Why would you push back on that, you stupid ****?
00:18:25 Is that where we're at right now?
00:18:28 Is that where we're?
00:18:29 At right now.
00:18:30 I don't want to know things.
00:18:33 I can't possibly be bothered to.
00:18:35 Know things about things.
00:18:39 I don't want to actually have hands.
00:18:40 On experience with stuff.
00:18:42 No, that would be too enlightening.
00:18:45 I can't be bothered to get my hands dirty.
00:18:50 These are the stupid folks that hire illegal immigrant Mexicans to raise their kids if.
00:18:55 They have kids.
00:18:57 They can't be bothered to do anything themselves.
00:18:59 They're so wrapped up in their own ******* entertainment.
00:19:03 I just can't.
00:19:03 I can't even.
00:19:04 I I it just.
00:19:05 It boggles my ******* mind that anyone.
00:19:09 Like left or.
00:19:10 Right or center or whatever that you would push back on the idea that having that that just an academic understanding of things was not adequate.
00:19:22 It really makes it like.
00:19:23 Where are your insecurities?
00:19:26 Where are your insecurities if?
00:19:28 If the idea that.
00:19:29 That simply having an academic understanding of a of a topic wasn't adequate.
00:19:34 Triggers the **** out of you.
00:19:40 I just.
00:19:40 I couldn't ******* believe it.
00:19:41 I couldn't ******* believe it.
00:19:44 It was.
00:19:45 See, This is why This is why I really This is why I avoid reading the comments under my videos, and this wasn't even like a bit shoot comment.
00:19:52 It was an Odyssey comment, which are usually well, not usually they're always.
00:19:56 Way better.
00:19:58 The bit shoot comments like I've just.
00:20:00 Thrown in the towel on that ship.
00:20:05 Oh, bit shoot the platform where Q Anon still reigns supreme.
00:20:11 Still, I can't.
00:20:13 It's so, you know, I just just, just for my own amusement.
00:20:18 Just for my own, I know I'm.
00:20:19 Going like on way.
00:20:20 Too many tangents.
00:20:21 Well, I'll circle back here.
00:20:24 Just for my my my own amusement, I went on the YouTube or bit shoot trending page today today.
00:20:32 And I was like, oh, it's.
00:20:33 It's literally the.
00:20:34 Same fox like than it was a year ago because as everyone knows, it's it's now technically January 6th.
00:20:41 It's a year since the great insurrection of January 6th right now.
00:20:47 And here we are, a year later, a year later.
00:20:53 Lots of grandma's locked up.
00:20:56 And none of the deep states locked up.
00:21:00 Trump is still not president.
00:21:03 In fact, he's pushing vaccines.
00:21:06 He's getting mad because Biden's getting the credit for his super vaccine.
00:21:11 And Q *****.
00:21:13 Ohh by the way and Q hasn't posted since like December.
00:21:18 Of 2020.
00:21:23 Custards are still trusting the ******* plan.
00:21:28 They're still trusting the ******* plan.
00:21:32 It's good for morale, guys.
00:21:38 Oh, oh, anyway, yeah, it was amazing to me.
00:21:42 None of the like, all the top trending videos were the same that they would have been like a year ago.
00:21:46 The same, you know, content creators, same same.
00:21:49 Narrative because I thought by.
00:21:50 Now you you feel a.
00:21:51 Little bit of shame, or at least you know, you'd think that, OK.
00:21:55 I've been literally telling people that any day now Trump's going to arrest the deep state for, like, actually for some of these guys since like 2017 for five years, for five years.
00:22:08 I've been saying two more weeks.
00:22:13 Surely my ****** audience, even you know, even with that extra chromosome, they have to have put things together, right?
00:22:22 They've they had, they have to have have put it all added it up and said, well, I don't know.
00:22:28 You've been saying two more weeks for like.
00:22:31 400 weeks, you know, like what's going on?
00:22:36 This sums up here this this doesn't seem like it's, uh.
00:22:40 Like it's it's.
00:22:41 Going to happen?
00:22:41 No, no, it's it's like they.
00:22:44 It's amazing to me.
00:22:45 It's amazing to me, these people anyway.
00:22:48 So that's that platform is just.
00:22:50 You know.
00:22:51 And it sucks.
00:22:52 Cause like, yeah, look.
00:22:53 I like the.
00:22:53 Bit shoot guys, or at least you know my interactions with them.
00:22:56 Have been pleasant.
00:22:58 It just you know you you see what Odyssey is accomplished in in less time.
00:23:03 And uh.
00:23:05 Yeah, I mean they they it's because they, you know they were the 1st to get market but you had you know they had.
00:23:12 They had the.
00:23:14 They were the first to to offer an alternative and and really I feel like you know anyway.
00:23:22 So where was I?
00:23:24 Where was I?
00:23:25 So Tim Dillon?
00:23:29 Is interviewing Lex Friedman a Russian Jew?
00:23:34 And they talk about how successful people.
00:23:39 They always seem to be part of a power couple and that doesn't mean that the like, you know Elon Musk case, right?
00:23:46 It's not like his wife is the head of some massive organization or whatever, but she's she's a, you know, a high output, high IQ, high performing person, right.
00:23:58 And you could say the same thing.
00:24:00 You know the bill.
00:24:01 Until recently, right, Bill and Melinda go.
00:24:04 And it doesn't always have to be like a wife.
00:24:07 It can just be a close circle of friends.
00:24:10 close associates, but rarely rarely it does happen, but rarely do you just have these isolated, you know, solo.
00:24:23 People putting, you know, having this kind.
00:24:25 Of output, right?
00:24:27 And lots of people.
00:24:31 Including myself.
00:24:33 I know this to be true now I don't know as I've gotten older, it's it's less of a a thing, but especially when you're younger, you put a lot of energy.
00:24:46 And this is one of the reasons why that this is the case is you put a lot of energy as a single person into finding a person.
00:24:56 Right.
00:24:57 So a lot of that energy that would have been put into your career that would have been put into whatever passion, whatever big goals that you have a lot of energy gets redirected.
00:25:10 Into trying to complete the circle.
00:25:14 So to speak.
00:25:16 And in fact, the longer you go.
00:25:20 Without completing the.
00:25:21 Circle the more energy gets directed into this because you're like alright, you know like.
00:25:28 Clock's ticking. We got to get.
00:25:29 This show on the road.
00:25:32 And I was talking to a friend of mine and married friend of mine about what it's like, kind of as you get older and and how what this process kind of feels like sometimes.
00:25:46 And I came up with a it's a little bit goofy, but I feel like a.
00:25:49 Lot of people will be able to.
00:25:50 Relate to this.
00:25:52 And so I came up with this metaphor, and I was just kind of, you know, make it up as I went.
00:25:57 And I thought to myself afterwards, this would actually, I think this would.
00:26:03 Make for a.
00:26:04 Good explanation on the stream.
00:26:06 So we're going to go ahead and do that.
00:26:09 Just go over.
00:26:09 I I don't know.
00:26:10 I think a lot of people will be able to relate to this and I think that it it as goofy as it.
00:26:14 Kind of is and you'll see what I mean by that.
00:26:17 All right, so think of it this way.
00:26:20 Let me see where.
00:26:21 I pull this up.
00:26:23 That's not.
00:26:24 Oh, no, don't tell me it did that.
00:26:27 Uh ******* obs.
00:26:30 Am I going to have to do some?
00:26:33 Moving around **** now.
00:26:36 Yeah, I'm going to have to do that.
00:26:40 We'll make it work.
00:26:42 We'll make it work.
00:26:45 All right.
00:26:49 Hang on, hang on.
00:26:51 This wasn't supposed to work like this.
00:26:53 But whatever.
00:26:54 We'll make it work.
00:26:58 OK, I know this is.
00:26:59 I've just.
00:27:00 Made it even goofier.
00:27:03 So I said basically.
00:27:07 It's kind of like.
00:27:11 Everyone's like the wing.
00:27:13 Of an airplane.
00:27:16 You know, different kinds of airplanes. You know, you've got, uh, you know everything from, like a 747 to SR71. You know the Wright brothers airplane, you know, the red Barons airplane, but everyone's like the wing.
00:27:32 To a different airplane.
00:27:34 Right.
00:27:37 And you know, men and women, we're all just wings of an airplane hanging out on the tarmac.
00:27:46 And what the hope is?
00:27:49 That one day.
00:27:51 You find the other wing to the airplane.
00:27:56 Right.
00:27:58 And then together and this is more the case when you're younger, when you're both, say, fresh out of high school and you're just, that's all you have to offer, you're both just wings and you.
00:28:07 Know that you fit together.
00:28:10 And so you build the rest of the airplane together and you fly off and accomplish whatever, right?
00:28:26 Now the problem with this.
00:28:31 Is there's a lot of these wings.
00:28:35 Who don't have a very good.
00:28:39 Self-awareness.
00:28:42 Like they look at themselves.
00:28:45 And they don't like this wing.
00:28:47 For example, this is the wing of, you know, some World War 2 fighter.
00:28:55 And that wing thinks to himself.
00:29:01 Look at the Concord flying around.
00:29:05 I want to be like that.
00:29:09 I want to be like the Concord.
00:29:15 And So what they do?
00:29:17 Is they they find.
00:29:20 The another wing that doesn't match them whatsoever.
00:29:25 And it's it's completely lopsided for one reason or another.
00:29:31 But it's it's just a terrible, terrible ******* match.
00:29:36 And because it's so lopsided, and because it's not a good match.
00:29:43 Either the airplane never gets off the ground.
00:29:47 Or it gets off the ground.
00:29:52 And crashes.
00:29:54 Because it's lopsided.
00:29:57 It's not a good balance.
00:30:00 And you know that's that's that's the way that it is, right.
00:30:11 What happens in the mean time?
00:30:14 Especially with men.
00:30:17 Is the men will say, well, ****, I don't want you to sit here on the tarmac waiting forever.
00:30:24 May be the reason why I haven't found the matching wing to my airplane.
00:30:31 Is I haven't demonstrated how good I am.
00:30:35 Or how awesome the airplane is going to be.
00:30:39 You know how.
00:30:39 I am at building this airplane.
00:30:42 So a lot of times what?
00:30:44 Men will do is they, they just they say **** it.
00:30:46 I'm going to just start building the airplane.
00:30:49 Because a that'll make it easy.
00:30:51 The the matching wing will see it.
00:30:53 It'll just become more obvious.
00:30:54 Oh yeah, that's what.
00:30:55 That's what I.
00:30:55 That's where I'm supposed to connect up to.
00:30:59 I should be able to connect up to that airplane.
00:31:01 We'll be able to just fly right away.
00:31:02 That'll be great because you've.
00:31:04 You've done most of the work.
00:31:07 Right.
00:31:09 And so they start to put together the airplane.
00:31:12 And put a lot of time and energy into that thinking like, well, I mean, I guess that's what I got to do, right.
00:31:18 But unfortunately.
00:31:22 When the matching wing shows up.
00:31:25 It looks at that airplane.
00:31:28 And it says.
00:31:30 That's never going to fly.
00:31:34 That can't fly because, I mean, which they're right by itself.
00:31:39 It's not going to fly.
00:31:42 It's not going to fly.
00:31:45 Because they're not putting together in their head.
00:31:47 Oh, wait.
00:31:49 I'm the missing piece to this puzzle.
00:31:53 You're right, it's not going to fly because.
00:31:55 I'm not there.
00:31:59 Because sadly, and I look I and this is going to sound like there's women, they get upset by this.
00:32:03 But look, ladies, and and this is the modern women in the West, I can tell you this is a common thing, very common thing.
00:32:12 And this goes.
00:32:12 For like quote.
00:32:13 UN quote based girls too. It just it, it just is.
00:32:20 Very often.
00:32:22 Women do not ask themselves.
00:32:25 What do I bring to the table?
00:32:29 What's in it for him?
00:32:32 That literally doesn't even cross their minds.
00:32:37 Because they see themselves.
00:32:38 I'm the prize.
00:32:41 That's what's in it.
00:32:42 For him is me.
00:32:43 I'm the prize.
00:32:49 Not realizing.
00:32:50 No, you're not.
00:32:51 You're not the prize.
00:32:53 You're the other side of this.
00:32:55 Aircraft, you know you have a job.
00:32:57 To do.
00:32:59 What's in it for him is is.
00:33:01 Is the equilibrium that you need to bring.
00:33:05 You're not a passenger on this airplane.
00:33:09 This airplanes never get in the air, if that's what you think this is.
00:33:13 You know, you got to hold.
00:33:14 Up your end of the bargain here.
00:33:17 But unfortunately, a lot of modern Western women.
00:33:21 They that literally never doesn't even cross their mind that to ask themselves.
00:33:25 Well, what what?
00:33:26 What's in it for him?
00:33:27 Am I doing something?
00:33:29 Yeah, they'll, they'll.
00:33:30 Ask, you know their men to sacrifice and to.
00:33:35 You know, cater to whatever needs they have, thinking that that.
00:33:38 Oh, it's just it's built in the value that I bring is just obvious it's just.
00:33:43 Because I've got a vagina or you.
00:33:45 Know whatever it is.
00:33:47 Without actually doing any kind.
00:33:49 Of math.
00:33:50 So they they, they, they, they.
00:33:53 Show up.
00:33:53 They see that airplane and they say, well, why would I?
00:33:56 Why would I hook myself up to that?
00:33:57 That's never going to get off the ground.
00:33:59 That would crash immediately.
00:34:03 And they they'll look at other airplanes, the same jet, the same jet that's got both the wings.
00:34:09 Like they're friends that, you know, she's got a friend that that they're in a.
00:34:13 They're a couple.
00:34:15 You know, she's got a husband.
00:34:17 And that guy that, that, that her friend is with is is pretty much identical to.
00:34:23 You know, to this guy.
00:34:25 The only difference is you know this guy has the other wing.
00:34:31 And and again not, you know, thinking, Oh my friend.
00:34:34 'S so lucky.
00:34:36 My friend, so lucky to have found, you know, her partner in life.
00:34:43 And you know, look how high they can fly.
00:34:45 And that's that's so great.
00:34:47 And for some reason all I can.
00:34:49 Find are these guys.
00:34:52 These these these airplanes.
00:34:54 With only one wing.
00:34:57 And and here she is.
00:34:59 Part of this airplane.
00:35:00 With two wings.
00:35:02 Or worse yet.
00:35:05 They'll look at airplanes like, you know that, don't match at all.
00:35:10 They'll look at these jets.
00:35:13 That that are in no way compatible with what she brings to the table.
00:35:20 That if you were to attach her to that jet, the jet would crash immediately.
00:35:27 If you know if he could if.
00:35:29 He could even get off the ground.
00:35:32 And it doesn't have to be.
00:35:32 A jet?
00:35:33 It could be anything.
00:35:33 Like that it's.
00:35:35 Just ill suited whatever it is.
00:35:38 Now overtime.
00:35:42 All the other wings find the other wing and.
00:35:45 All The Jets are built.
00:35:49 And, you know, it's tolerable just being this wing on the tarmac.
00:35:53 You know, if you're, you know, if you're a guy, you've probably if you're a single guy that's a little bit older, you've you've experienced this where when you're younger, it's when you're in your early 20s, a special, it's no big deal because like everyone's single.
00:36:04 Right.
00:36:05 So you're always going out if you go out, you you always have at.
00:36:09 Least you know.
00:36:10 You have enough friends with you to where you never you never feel like lonely or anything like that because you have all these other friends.
00:36:18 But the problem is, as those friends find the matching wing to their aircraft, they fly off.
00:36:26 And this happens to guys and girls, right?
00:36:29 And little by little, that group of friends.
00:36:38 Now, a lot of women.
00:36:40 If they're that delusional type.
00:36:43 That didn't want to be with their their their other half because they just lack self-awareness or or whatever.
00:36:54 What they'll start doing, especially in the West, with this whole independent woman thing.
00:37:01 They start building their aircraft.
00:37:05 But when they start building their aircraft, it's not the aircraft that they that they're.
00:37:10 They are designed for.
00:37:13 They want to be that jet.
00:37:16 That doesn't match.
00:37:19 And so they do a **** **** job because you know they don't know what they're doing.
00:37:23 It has nothing.
00:37:23 To you know, that's not.
00:37:25 That they're ill suited for that.
00:37:28 But they do that in the hopes of attracting.
00:37:32 The the jet wing.
00:37:34 If you will again I told this is silly.
00:37:36 You just got the.
00:37:39 You're going to have.
00:37:39 To just follow me on this one.
00:37:42 But the jet wing?
00:37:44 No, that's never going to fly.
00:37:47 That's never going to fly.
00:37:50 And so that they never attract that other half.
00:37:54 And if somehow they managed to trick someone, it doesn't last long and they, you know, end up crashing.
00:38:02 And now they're all banged up.
00:38:07 So now that they're all banged up.
00:38:11 Eventually, at a desperation.
00:38:14 They show back up.
00:38:17 Where the guy that that you know was building?
00:38:19 The plane once.
00:38:21 Only now they've got like, all the remnants.
00:38:24 Of the stupid jet they were trying to build.
00:38:28 Connected to them.
00:38:31 So if you were to try to Weld those.
00:38:33 Two planes together.
00:38:34 It wouldn't fly.
00:38:37 The only way?
00:38:39 That's going to fly.
00:38:42 Is if they saw off all that ********.
00:38:46 That they've been building, trying to attract the wrong kind of person.
00:38:52 They have to saw off all that ******* nonsense.
00:38:57 And then attach themselves.
00:39:00 To the plan that they match.
00:39:04 Now this is not always.
00:39:07 Sex specific.
00:39:09 OK, there are plenty of guys.
00:39:12 That do the same sort of a thing.
00:39:15 That try to build a life that that is ill suited for them.
00:39:20 That's not what they.
00:39:20 Should be doing.
00:39:22 And then they find a woman who has done all the right things, so to speak.
00:39:30 And want and want it start a life with her, but they're not willing to give up the the stupid dream that they had that was unsuccessful for them.
00:39:39 For the, you know, for their whole lives.
00:39:43 You know, they they want the woman, but they.
00:39:44 Don't want the light?
00:39:46 But because I'm a man, I don't know what I don't see that as much.
00:39:51 And I just quite frankly don't think that happens.
00:39:53 As often.
00:39:56 I see the other side of that because that's just where I'm coming from, but I will acknowledge this probably happens both ways.
00:40:04 Where you meet a lot of women.
00:40:08 They say they want the life that you can provide that you want, you know, they go in the direction that you want to go in.
00:40:17 But they don't want to give up.
00:40:19 They're stupid. Nonsense dreams.
00:40:22 That have gotten that have done nothing for them.
00:40:25 Their entire lives.
00:40:28 And in fact, and and in fact it's all.
00:40:29 It's done is it's.
00:40:30 Given them more and more baggage.
00:40:35 And so what's the solution?
00:40:40 What's the solution?
00:40:43 There is no political solution.
00:40:43 That there's.
00:40:49 Sadly, honestly, I'm not going to lie again.
00:40:52 This was this was a conversation between me and a friend of mine.
00:40:57 Yeah, if if I had the solution to that.
00:41:01 I you know, I would have solved one of humanity's great problems.
00:41:07 This is just this is the scenario that a lot of men and women find themselves in.
00:41:13 And you get to because in the mean time.
00:41:18 As Lex Friedman was telling Tim Dillon.
00:41:22 You know, these high output high success people are usually part of a team.
00:41:26 They're not just solo operators.
00:41:29 And there comes a point.
00:41:33 In time where you have to say.
00:41:36 Is it worth it for me?
00:41:40 To keep putting so much energy in this ******* plane.
00:41:45 That no one wants to attach.
00:41:46 It's never going to fly by itself.
00:41:48 It will literally never fly by itself.
00:41:54 Like I'm in fact, if anything, I'm wasting all of my time and all.
00:41:59 Of my resources.
00:42:02 Adding to this jet and this plane, if it's never going to get.
00:42:06 Off the tarmac.
00:42:10 You know, I I can't.
00:42:12 Just sit here doing this forever.
00:42:15 I would have to.
00:42:16 You know, I have to basically go a completely different direction.
00:42:21 Something like this?
00:42:23 Or you're still a wing.
00:42:26 But now you're you're you're.
00:42:27 You're a sail on a boat.
00:42:29 You can.
00:42:29 Be by yourself.
00:42:32 And be that sail on the boat.
00:42:36 You know, that's something you don't need.
00:42:38 The other wing.
00:42:41 You also will still, you'll never fly.
00:42:45 You'll never fly.
00:42:48 But you'll you won't.
00:42:49 Be stuck on the ******* tarmac anymore.
00:42:55 So you you at a certain point, you reached this crossroads where you're like, well, I.
00:42:59 Don't know.
00:43:01 Is it worth it?
00:43:03 To just sit here on the tarmac hoping.
00:43:07 That the other wing is going.
00:43:08 To show up.
00:43:09 And want to jettison all their baggage.
00:43:13 And if they have any.
00:43:15 And get going, or do I say **** it?
00:43:20 Do I say?
00:43:21 **** it.
00:43:23 And float around on the ocean.
00:43:26 And justice, do something completely different.
00:43:29 You can still do cool stuff you can.
00:43:30 Sell around the world.
00:43:34 It's not as fast as flying around the world.
00:43:38 But it can be more fun.
00:43:41 They can absolutely be more fun.
00:43:47 It's just going to be way different.
00:43:50 And I think that's where a lot of guys end up.
00:43:53 They end up at this, this crossroads where they're like, ****, I don't know, man.
00:43:58 Because if you if you are high IQ and and high potential.
00:44:04 If you have a high potential energy.
00:44:06 And it's just being it's just stranded on a ******* tarmac.
00:44:13 It's it's really ******* frustrating.
00:44:15 And again, I said I I speak from experience.
00:44:18 A lot of my.
00:44:21 A lot of my time was wasted.
00:44:25 When I lived out on the east.
00:44:26 Coast and I was making big money.
00:44:31 You know, I spent so.
00:44:33 Much of my of that big money.
00:44:36 On trying to find.
00:44:39 Someone to **** *** with, basically.
00:44:42 And look, some of it was was stupid to spend money on, like, you know, getting a fancy car wearing really expensive clothes, kind of peacocking or whatever.
00:44:52 Taking women out to expensive dinners and but I spent, like a lot of money on this project of of.
00:44:57 Trying to find someone.
00:45:00 And and and dated a lot of of of women.
00:45:06 And it was.
00:45:07 So it wasn't.
00:45:08 It wasn't from lack of trying.
00:45:12 And the whole time thinking because you're aware of this the whole time you're like, ****, I want this part to be over.
00:45:21 I want this part to be over so I can.
00:45:22 Get on to.
00:45:23 Uh, you know the the fly.
00:45:24 Because I still got to learn how to fly this thing like this hasn't even been off the ground yet.
00:45:30 You know, it's not like there's not going to be any turbulence.
00:45:32 There's, like, stuff.
00:45:33 There's other things they're going to, you know, there's other challenges.
00:45:38 And the whole time your friends are, like, buzzing around up in.
00:45:40 The sky. You're like ****.
00:45:42 I'm a better airplane.
00:45:44 I'm a better ******* airplane than that.
00:45:46 It doesn't matter because I only have one wing.
00:45:50 So it doesn't matter if you're friends like in some ****** ******* biplane and you're a Learjet.
00:45:57 Because you only got one wing.
00:45:59 So you're stuck on the ******* tarmac.
00:46:09 So you you you either remain in this paralysis.
00:46:18 Right.
00:46:18 Because all you can really do, the longer it.
00:46:21 You know, the more time you put into this.
00:46:25 The more you have to assume like, OK, well, if if this is the situation.
00:46:32 And it's been, you know, let's say 10 years you've been trying to make this happen 20 years.
00:46:37 You've been trying to make this happen.
00:46:42 You have to you have to start doing the math and saying OK.
00:46:47 My plane's getting old now.
00:46:54 There's newer models available.
00:46:59 You know.
00:47:00 Maybe this is the better idea?
00:47:04 Maybe I'm a sailboat?
00:47:07 Maybe I'm a ******* sailboat.
00:47:09 And look, I don't have the answer to this question.
00:47:10 I'm just saying this crosses.
00:47:12 The minds.
00:47:14 Of a lot of men out there.
00:47:17 This is just this is what crosses.
00:47:19 The minds of a lot of men out there.
00:47:22 Because ladies.
00:47:25 This is more attractive.
00:47:29 Then just waiting to maybe hopefully.
00:47:34 Maybe. Maybe, hopefully.
00:47:38 Attracts someone.
00:47:39 That's that's already, you know, look and.
00:47:43 And usually at this point the guys been through the ringer too.
00:47:46 But you've both been.
00:47:47 Through the ******* ringer.
00:47:50 You're bringing all this baggage.
00:47:54 And you're still not asking yourself what you bring to the table.
00:47:58 Doesn't even cross your mind.
00:48:02 I'm the prize.
00:48:09 Well, to, to be honest like this seems like a better prize laugh.
00:48:14 Excuse me a lot of times.
00:48:18 I mean, ladies, I know you don't have to.
00:48:20 Deal with you.
00:48:26 Sometimes solitude is a better alternative.
00:48:34 Anyway, I know it's a goofy metaphor.
00:48:39 I was just talking.
00:48:40 To this friend of mine and.
00:48:43 And it just it made a lot of sense.
00:48:45 It made a lot of sense.
00:48:48 You know that that, that, that, that is that's what.
00:48:50 Leads to the paralysis.
00:48:53 Is you get stuck in this linear thinking which is which again is something I talked about.
00:48:57 Last stream.
00:48:59 Where you feel like, well, I can't do this until I do this.
00:49:03 Because it would make more sense, right?
00:49:04 It would.
00:49:05 In an ideal world, it would be better if you know if if if, let's say as an example.
00:49:13 I want to go out into the world and and find a girl and we, you know, we get married, we get a house and we raise some kids or whatever.
00:49:21 And so one of those goal posts.
00:49:24 Is let's just say get the house.
00:49:26 Right.
00:49:26 Like you don't want to plant your flag.
00:49:29 Until you can find a woman and that way you can together decide.
00:49:34 Well, where are we going to plant the flag, right?
00:49:38 And so you end up just never planting.
00:49:39 A flag.
00:49:41 Because in that linear way of thinking.
00:49:45 You think well and before I.
00:49:47 Can buy a.
00:49:48 House, you know, before I can get property before I can, you know, whatever.
00:49:51 I'm just.
00:49:52 This is one example.
00:49:53 There's other things, right where you feel like.
00:49:56 I'll take care of that once you know, once I take.
00:49:59 Care of this?
00:50:02 But if you never find the other wing.
00:50:07 You just you you end up being in this Arrested Development.
00:50:15 In this this you know, failure to launch mode, you're just sitting there.
00:50:20 And in some ways not.
00:50:24 Not, not, not even maturing, right?
00:50:28 You're almost stuck in this adolescence.
00:50:32 Because there's a lot of things men will also put off, not just.
00:50:35 It's not just, you know, goals and terms of, you know, I need to buy a house or I need to, you know, whatever, you know, save for my kids college or.
00:50:44 You know what?
00:50:45 Yeah, save for even retirement.
00:50:46 Like there's a lot of people that that you.
00:50:48 Don't think about these things.
00:50:52 Because a lot of your focus, a lot of your energy again is put into trying to find.
00:50:56 The other half right.
00:50:58 And you're like, OK, well, once once we're together and we're flying around, you know, this is.
00:51:02 The stuff that we'll take care of.
00:51:07 So you just keep putting it off and putting it off, and then you know.
00:51:09 And and putting it off indefinitely.
00:51:17 And so either way.
00:51:20 Whether you decide to do this.
00:51:23 Or whether you decide to do this.
00:51:28 You have to get past that.
00:51:30 You have to realize you live in an unnatural world.
00:51:34 And so the natural order of things, the thing that makes instinctually makes sense.
00:51:41 You know the first this should happen and then I.
00:51:43 Can do this.
00:51:45 That that's not.
00:51:46 That's not reality anymore.
00:51:50 That's not reality anymore because the, the you know the look, I'm not going to go into all that stuff, but everyone's at least somewhat familiar with, you know, the the the deregulation of the sexual marketplace.
00:52:02 And just all, you know, all these other factors that.
00:52:04 Have played into why?
00:52:06 It is this way.
00:52:09 That doesn't matter.
00:52:10 It's it is this way.
00:52:14 You have a lot of people that are high potential.
00:52:18 High potential to really, really **** *** and knock out of the park who are putting things on hold.
00:52:28 Because they're they think they they can't tick off anymore boxes.
00:52:34 Until they tick off this big box.
00:52:40 They think, oh, well, I can't do all these other things.
00:52:45 Until I find you know, the other half so that we can, we can do the flight plan together.
00:52:56 And so again, like I said, a lot of stuff just ends up just.
00:53:00 Not getting the attention that it needs and that.
00:53:05 Is another reason why.
00:53:07 A lot of times, not always a lot of times, solo operators are not.
00:53:13 The the same high high output.
00:53:21 Some of it's not so much.
00:53:23 And look the going wrong.
00:53:25 This is a big this is a big problem, but some of it isn't just the.
00:53:31 Oh, I don't have the emotional support or or the affection or whatever it is that this the other half brings to the table, right?
00:53:42 I mean that that is part of it, but that's that's not the whole thing.
00:53:45 The other a lot of it is just on the individual themselves.
00:53:51 Delaying on purpose?
00:53:55 Doing the high output stuff because they they want to take into consideration this other person who's who's maybe never going to arrive.
00:54:17 Anyway, again, like I said, I don't have.
00:54:19 I don't have the the solution.
00:54:23 But I can tell you if you if you start getting getting stuck in this paralysis mode.
00:54:30 If you start saying if you start linearly thinking about this and thinking well, I really can't.
00:54:38 Try to accomplish these goals until I've accomplished this goal.
00:54:43 You're not going to accomplish those other goals.
00:54:51 Or at least there's a really good.
00:54:52 Chance you're not going to.
00:54:57 If you make your success contingent on something that you really don't have a whole lot of control over.
00:55:02 I mean, you have some control over it.
00:55:07 Right.
00:55:08 There's a lot of guys that.
00:55:09 Are single for you know.
00:55:11 It's there, there's they.
00:55:13 They play a.
00:55:13 Big part in that, you know, it's not all just luck of the draw.
00:55:17 It's not all just like, well, I rolled.
00:55:19 The dice and you know I got snake eyes.
00:55:23 A lot of.
00:55:23 Times it's, you know, it's it's you.
00:55:29 But yeah, increasingly.
00:55:32 In the modern world.
00:55:34 There is a high level.
00:55:38 Of a chance involved.
00:55:41 Increasingly, as we live in a feminized.
00:55:48 Where men don't have.
00:55:54 And a lot of this stuff just you don't like, you know, socially, legally.
00:56:02 You know the system is designed to disempower you.
00:56:08 And sometimes it succeeds.
00:56:16 And so if you if you delay achieving.
00:56:22 The things that you're meant to achieve.
00:56:28 Because you think that they would be easier to do.
00:56:34 As part of a team.
00:56:36 Which they would be.
00:56:39 Probably not always.
00:56:42 You never know that's going to workout, right?
00:56:50 You're never going to accomplish these big things.
00:56:56 Now, that doesn't mean that you you completely abandon.
00:57:01 You completely abandoned the.
00:57:05 The possibility.
00:57:10 But I think again, I think there's too many young men.
00:57:15 That it's it's they feel like all the rest of their life.
00:57:19 Success is contingent on this.
00:57:27 It's like they can't.
00:57:28 I cannot take a step towards my my passions, my dreams until I check this box.
00:57:37 Everything hinges on this when it doesn't.
00:57:42 When it doesn't, and again in the natural order of things, you'd be right.
00:57:49 If the world.
00:57:50 Worked the way that it did, even just you know.
00:57:52 When the boomers were younger.
00:57:55 You'd be right.
00:57:57 That's the great irony, right? During the peak of of the the Women's Liberation movement or whatever it it was still heavily regulated sexual marketplace. In the 1970s, women still had to get their husband's permission to.
00:58:12 Get a credit card.
00:58:15 The 1970s.
00:58:18 When all the boomers were were young and.
00:58:24 And finding their wives and stuff.
00:58:29 Post hippie era.
00:58:35 That's still how it was structured not that long ago.
00:58:42 You're an uncharted territory is why this is difficult to adjust to.
00:58:49 But you must adjust.
00:58:59 You must adjust.
00:59:01 And look, you're not only are are you battling?
00:59:06 The the rearrangement.
00:59:10 Of the natural order of things.
00:59:16 But one of the reasons why you feel so strongly.
00:59:21 About this order of things that you're you're trying to assimilate to that you know it's no, it's no longer a relevant order because it's not the order of.
00:59:30 Things anymore, right?
00:59:31 But one of.
00:59:32 The reasons why.
00:59:33 It feels it's such a powerful draw.
00:59:38 It's the same.
00:59:41 Power behind that feeling is what?
00:59:45 Has brought you into existence.
00:59:49 It's that power that got your your dad to to create you with your mom.
00:59:57 And their parents and their parents and their parents going back to, you know, infinitely to the dawn of time.
01:00:04 That drive that has successfully mated.
01:00:10 2 beings.
01:00:12 Over and over and over and over again.
01:00:14 Millions of times over until it finally gets to you.
01:00:20 That drive is is.
01:00:22 Is there?
01:00:27 It's just the environment has so drastically changed.
01:00:36 That if you don't change with it.
01:00:38 You will be the first dead end.
01:00:42 In a link going back once again to the.
01:00:45 Dawn of time.
01:00:50 Think about that.
01:00:51 If you fail and and look just.
01:00:55 Statistically, this a lot of people seem to be doing this.
01:00:58 If you fail to reproduce.
01:01:02 It's one thing that sucks to think about.
01:01:04 But it's just, you know.
01:01:06 Think of all the people.
01:01:08 And they're just people. Let's say we're just going back. Let's let's look at. Let's take the Bible literally, right. And only. And let's just say, what is it, 6000 years or whatever.
01:01:21 So for 6000 years, then?
01:01:23 It's probably a lot longer.
01:01:24 Than that, but let's just say.
01:01:26 For 6000 years.
01:01:28 Over and over and over and over and over and over, generation after generation, your ancestors have successfully reproduced over and over and over.
01:01:40 And then it gets.
01:01:40 To you and then stops.
01:01:48 If you don't reproduce, you will be the first one to fail in that chain. Going back 6000 years.
01:02:00 And probably much longer.
01:02:09 How's that for a?
01:02:10 Black pillow.
01:02:16 Ohh boy.
01:02:21 Anyway, yeah, it's it's it's a bumpy Rd.
01:02:24 out there or or I guess, bumpy.
01:02:27 Was it turbulent skies?
01:02:30 Bumpy seas.
01:02:30 OK.
01:02:33 But bottom line, you got to get out of this mode.
01:02:36 You got to get on this mode that, you know, I need to do X before I can do Y.
01:02:39 You're right, normally, but we don't live in normal times.
01:02:44 You need to start you.
01:02:48 You leave the option open.
01:02:49 You don't close the door.
01:02:50 I think it's foolish.
01:02:51 Even when you're older.
01:02:53 Because no one wants to die alone.
01:02:55 Mean maybe someone?
01:02:55 Does, but most people don't want to die alone.
01:03:00 So even if you never end up with kids or whatever, it would be nicer to grow old with someone than.
01:03:06 To grow old with no one.
01:03:08 Right.
01:03:09 So you never, you never totally closed the door.
01:03:12 But you readjust your goals.
01:03:16 You readjust your goals and say, OK, well, I still want to accomplish XY and Z and yeah, those things would have been way.
01:03:24 Yeah, with with the other wing.
01:03:26 But that's apparently not happening.
01:03:33 Or if maybe it is happening but I don't have control over when.
01:03:38 It could happen in six months.
01:03:39 It could happen.
01:03:40 In six years.
01:03:43 And I don't want to be sitting on a tarmac for six years doing nothing.
01:03:48 So I'm still going to go after these goals.
01:03:58 So anyway.
01:04:03 That's what a lot of you listening out there, a lot of you guys.
01:04:06 Have to deal with.
01:04:09 I think that's relatable to a lot of people listening.
01:04:12 And a growing number, unfortunately.
01:04:15 People listening.
01:04:19 And again ladies.
01:04:21 Do you even ask yourselves?
01:04:25 What's in it for him?
01:04:27 You know, beyond the vagina, you know, because trust me that that it's not that big of a deal.
01:04:33 It's not.
01:04:34 It's not the big deal that.
01:04:35 You think it is?
01:04:40 All right.
01:04:43 How do I get rid of this?
01:04:51 So I'm going to ask chat, what do you guys think?
01:04:55 Let me actually let me go over some super.
01:04:57 Chats and I'll we'll go into there.
01:05:01 Uh, no.
01:05:03 High Priest King Terry says you should save these bitter black pills for the Saturday stream, not the middle of the work week.
01:05:12 Yeah, well, I mean.
01:05:15 It's not that, honestly, I don't.
01:05:17 That's not the point of it, the.
01:05:19 Point of it isn't.
01:05:21 That it's it's it should be.
01:05:23 There shouldn't be bitterness tied to this.
01:05:26 That's what I'm saying is, I feel like it it's you're more bitter about the problem if you're just sitting there on the tarmac waiting.
01:05:34 That's what's to me.
01:05:36 That's the sad story.
01:05:38 The sad story are the people that keep putting off these, you know, they've got all these big goals, these big dreams that they want to chase, but they want to, you know, I could only chase these dreams if I've got a Co pilot and.
01:05:50 It's like, no you, no.
01:05:53 I mean, you're right, that'd be easier.
01:05:59 Would you would you rather work harder and still achieve those things alone?
01:06:06 Or just the bitter.
01:06:08 Like I said, the bitter, sad story would be just sit on.
01:06:10 The tarmac forever.
01:06:18 Let's see here.
01:06:19 Let me go to the.
01:06:21 The Super chance here.
01:06:24 $10 I am hosting an independent chat server using XMPP. The last comment on Subscribe star.
01:06:32 It has the details about how to access the server.
01:06:34 Would love to get your input Devin set you up as an admin.
01:06:39 All right.
01:06:39 Well, I'll tell you what, I'll.
01:06:41 Take a look at that.
01:06:44 I've never.
01:06:45 I don't love the research that but.
01:06:47 I will take a.
01:06:48 Look at that.
01:06:49 Maybe that's something we can do.
01:06:51 I don't know if that's the most secure option.
01:06:53 I forget what the.
01:06:56 I'm not familiar with XMPP or you know, not.
01:07:00 It's not fresh in my mind off the relook at that again, but I'm.
01:07:04 I'm always glad when people step up and want to volunteer and and do stuff, so maybe that's a solution.
01:07:11 UM.
01:07:14 I one thing I I think would be important though is is having voice I one of the reasons why I'm sometimes hard.
01:07:20 To get a hold of.
01:07:23 Is I don't like communicating.
01:07:26 Over text.
01:07:28 I'm I'm one of the few people I know that's that's that blows a lot of people's minds, especially zoomers who like it's like they don't talk on their phones like they don't.
01:07:35 Talk. You know they.
01:07:37 They like to text everybody and I don't like doing that.
01:07:42 You know, I like communicating vote.
01:07:44 I mean, obviously, look, look what I do here, right, let's.
01:07:48 I do this instead of write blog posts.
01:07:52 So I would like it whatever.
01:07:54 It is.
01:07:54 It'd be awesome if there was.
01:07:55 Some kind of?
01:07:56 Voice option.
01:07:57 Uh, ********.
01:07:59 Would you ever consider doing a review of the experimental movie gummo?
01:08:02 Oh God, I hate that ******* movie.
01:08:05 And may I please get a shout out for my man Richard Klinski glare.
01:08:14 From Gab, he's a big fan of yours.
01:08:17 PS Any thoughts in simplifying any method to contact you?
01:08:24 Well, you know, like I said the the contact method is.
01:08:29 Is we'll figure that out.
01:08:34 I'm I'm so busy right now that.
01:08:35 I don't want to open the floodgates.
01:08:36 Just yet, the.
01:08:40 Was the other thing, uh, the gummo?
01:08:41 Thing Gummo is a terrible ******* movie.
01:08:44 It's so bad it's so bad.
01:08:47 I watched it years and years and years ago and I was just like.
01:08:50 It just made me feel like I'd been visually raped afterwards, like I had to take a shower.
01:08:56 I just felt dirty afterwards, like it was just.
01:08:59 I don't know if I want to subject myself to that again.
01:09:01 It's like.
01:09:02 I said it's.
01:09:02 Been over probably over 10 years since I've seen that and it and.
01:09:05 It was just it was so.
01:09:08 If those you don't know, it's.
01:09:09 This horrible movie made by the same guy who did that movie, kids.
01:09:15 Only it's, it's just it's just it's just disgusting trailer.
01:09:22 Rapey, and you know, there's like parts of it that include literally, like ****** Down syndrome, trying to trash girls like it's it's just.
01:09:31 It's just bad, bad, bad.
01:09:34 And gross and ugly and dirty.
01:09:37 And so I don't know if I.
01:09:39 Want to?
01:09:40 I don't know if I want to.
01:09:41 Take a look at that.
01:09:42 The the the ****** ** thing is is when I watched.
01:09:45 It the norm the the what would be considered the you know the the tolerance level, I guess.
01:09:54 Of of me personally and just the society at large.
01:09:57 It was a lot more sensitive to this kind of stuff.
01:10:00 You know the ugliness of the world hadn't quite expanded to the level that it is right now.
01:10:07 And so I'm almost wondering it because it's been so long as I saw it, because I saw it when it was actually fairly new.
01:10:13 And I wonder now if I were to go back and watch it, if it would be a lot less.
01:10:22 Because of the the calluses and the scar tissue.
01:10:26 That's built up over.
01:10:28 I mean, just the fact that that because of how I mean, for ***** sake, all right, I'll show you this thing, you know like.
01:10:41 Just as an example, when that movie came out, which?
01:10:46 Was roughly 20 years ago.
01:10:50 When that movie came out.
01:10:59 This was not the cover of New York magazine.
01:11:04 This would never be the cover of New York magazine.
01:11:11 OK.
01:11:13 This would be so horrifying.
01:11:17 That almost nobody, like anyone who subscribed to New York magazine.
01:11:22 Would probably like almost all, even you know, even these liberals that live in Manhattan and **** would have cancelled their subscription.
01:11:31 And then the magazine itself probably would have been in legal trouble.
01:11:37 Certainly people wouldn't.
01:11:38 Keep their jobs.
01:11:41 But because this this is now what's on news stands.
01:11:49 This is what's on news stands.
01:11:53 Whereas you.
01:11:54 Know when I watched that movie.
01:11:57 It would have been a a.
01:11:59 Well, I don't know.
01:11:59 Let's look.
01:12:00 Let's look.
01:12:00 Let's just see.
01:12:01 Let's see what your gummo came out.
01:12:08 1997 so it's been over 20 years.
01:12:12 So let's see what the cover of New York magazine.
01:12:22 New York magazine cover.
01:12:27 1997.
01:12:30 All right.
01:12:30 You want to see.
01:12:31 How things have changed.
01:12:34 Oh, here we are.
01:12:35 That's The New Yorker.
01:12:37 Where's New York?
01:12:42 OK.
01:12:45 So these are pretty boring.
01:12:47 I'm trying to find.
01:12:47 One that's like.
01:12:48 At least like a photo on it.
01:12:52 1997.
01:12:58 97 right anything. Anyway, a lot of these are none of these are all particularly.
01:13:03 Interesting, but nothing. Nothing.
01:13:05 'S like that right? Like at all. Nothing's, like, shocking. Or it's just like people, you know, I'll bring one up. I think it's 1997. Yeah. OK. It's 97.
01:13:16 This is just like a this is.
01:13:17 Just a random guy.
01:13:35 So this this was and this was.
01:13:41 So I watch gummo.
01:13:45 This was the disturbing.
01:13:51 Where it talks about, funny enough, the the cover is 9 years ago, Al Sharpton falsely named him as Tawana Brawley's ******.
01:14:00 Now, Steven Pagones wants Sharpton to pay.
01:14:04 So yeah, this was back when Al Sharpton, who I think doesn't work for CNN now, was.
01:14:11 Going around pretending that white people were ****** black women, something that literally never ******* happens ever ******* happens.
01:14:23 Trying to make a career out of these false rape accusations.
01:14:28 So yeah, it was a horrible in terms of like what was the cover was about.
01:14:35 But it was it was amazing that you would even have.
01:14:39 A look look at.
01:14:40 That difference, the fact that the cover was exposing Al Sharpton for falsely accusing a white male of ****** a black woman.
01:14:53 You think that the New York magazine would would ever make that a story, let alone a cover story?
01:14:59 Of course not.
01:15:00 Now the cover story is mutilate your **** and have a leg penis.
01:15:06 Cut a big part of part of your leg off and make a penis.
01:15:09 Out of it.
01:15:13 And that's awesome.
01:15:17 Pump yourself full of hormones, be this just complete monstrosity.
01:15:25 Affront to God.
01:15:29 So that's so maybe gamma wouldn't seem that shocking anymore.
01:15:35 You know, maybe maybe I'll have been so worn down that if I watch gummo now, it'll just be like.
01:15:45 It'll it'll be like watching Sesame Street.
01:15:51 But I still kind of don't want to watch it.
01:15:54 OK.
01:15:56 Another one from ******** ****** thoughts on the fact that conservative boomers are still trying to say Antifa is responsible for storming the capital in protest.
01:16:04 The only base thing they've ever done since ever while calling Patriot front feds and sucking Trump.
01:16:11 'S ****.
01:16:11 Yeah, well, they they don't want.
01:16:13 Their like I said.
01:16:16 They're afraid.
01:16:19 They're afraid of opening that.
01:16:22 That Pandora's box.
01:16:25 And when you say boomers, what you're talking about really is boomers are handed a script.
01:16:31 Boomers still trust in the approved mainstream voices, right?
01:16:40 They they're still playing the team Red team blue.
01:16:45 They're still looking at places like Baltimore and saying, oh, it's all look at that.
01:16:50 It's so terrible that city, because of all the Democrats.
01:16:56 You know, Baltimore is so full of crime because of all the Democrats.
01:17:01 Detroit is a complete shithole because of the Democrats.
01:17:06 They're still stuck in that stupid team red team blue ******** and the the approved voices that they listen to.
01:17:14 That's, of course, that's why they exist.
01:17:16 They're pressure valves.
01:17:18 So boomers just they listen to the pressure valves cause.
01:17:20 That's I mean.
01:17:22 That's look, there's no way to get around it.
01:17:24 Look, obviously there's exceptions.
01:17:25 There's obvious.
01:17:26 Obviously there's exceptions.
01:17:28 But generally, generationally speaking, I would say 90% of boomers are just they're still, they're still.
01:17:38 Listening to the approved narrative.
01:17:40 And even Gen.
01:17:41 X it's, you know, it gets a little better, but a lot of them are still, look, every generation really.
01:17:48 But with the boomers, it's really high.
01:17:50 Because they didn't grow up with alternative sources of information.
01:17:54 And when boomers think they're listening to like alternative voices that they're listening to, ******* like queuing on and stupid **** like that, like they don't have a whole lot of discernment because they.
01:18:02 Weren't raised using the Internet.
01:18:05 They weren't raised, you know, getting emails from Nigerian princesses at age 10.
01:18:10 They're getting emails from them now and they, you know, they're they're they're learning the lesson now.
01:18:14 That, like a lot of people who grew up with the Internet, learned when they were like.
01:18:19 You know, they, they they're.
01:18:20 They're just now learning how to deal with the if they, you know and and it gets harder you know your you lose your brains plasticity and stuff and it just I don't know old you know old dog new tricks kind of thing.
01:18:33 Let's take a look here.
01:18:40 Sir Charlton the based.
01:18:42 All right.
01:18:42 I'm going to go to sleep now.
01:18:43 Have a.
01:18:43 Fraction of a shekel.
01:18:46 Yes, that is it.
01:18:47 That's that's about two and a.
01:18:48 Half cents.
01:18:53 But thank you all the same. Not happier 69 with five cents. I'm still waiting for the swamp to be drained.
01:19:00 Wish we had a actual insurrection rather than a bunch of Feds and Larping *******.
01:19:05 If we are going to take the Flack anyway, we I guess.
01:19:10 Might as well get.
01:19:11 The job done.
01:19:12 Yeah, it's.
01:19:15 You know, there's not a whole lot we can talk about in terms of that unfortunately, but I feel you $5 from Pebble in the pond have a great show. I'll need to catch the replay since I can't stay.
01:19:29 All right.
01:19:29 Well, hopefully you you you'll hear this.
01:19:35 Tipsy Max stagger with $0.60.
01:19:40 Maybe that's where I'm going to start saying that the actual cash value.
01:19:43 Of these things.
01:19:48 Excuse me, I've used this same analogy with normies, but with a trailer hitch being off center without the alignment, there is really no success, even when the man is forever correcting the woman's mistakes.
01:20:02 Well, right, like I said, you don't even get the ground.
01:20:03 You don't even get off the ground.
01:20:05 You have to go a completely different route.
01:20:08 In fact, you know, and look I I.
01:20:11 I I'm not.
01:20:12 I wouldn't say I'm a supporter of Midtown, but I get it.
01:20:15 I get it for that very reason.
01:20:18 I get it because you will just wait.
01:20:20 You will waste your life.
01:20:22 You will waste your life if you put everything on hold and justice wait for.
01:20:27 Oh, I'm not a complete person until this other person shows up, and then I can succeed.
01:20:34 No, I mean, I get why you feel that way, because in a way, you're right.
01:20:39 It will not be as easy to succeed, although in some instances.
01:20:45 It'll be way easier because there's you could hook up to a wing that doesn't fit your aircraft and you end up either never taking off or crashing after you do.
01:20:56 So it it's it's no because there's no regulation, right?
01:20:59 There's no regulations, there's no FAA regulations, they're just haphazardly, you know, mixing the wings together on the tarmac.
01:21:08 So you you never know, you never know.
01:21:10 But I understand why it feels that way to a lot of men.
01:21:14 Why like Ohh well I need to do this before I can do that because that's the way historically things always work.
01:21:21 You know, if you were a 25 year old woman who was single, you were a spinster already.
01:21:31 The the Mormons have a funny quote.
01:21:36 From Brigham Young, the guy who, after Joseph Smith was, was murdered in Missouri, and the Mormons moved to Utah.
01:21:44 He was the one.
01:21:44 That that kind of took over the.
01:21:46 Church at one of their conferences.
01:21:50 He I think he said that a a man, a single man over the age of 30.
01:21:55 Is a menace to society.
01:22:00 You know, and you know.
01:22:03 You'd be right in some ways.
01:22:07 And look the.
01:22:08 The ruling class is, you know, Speaking of of January 6th and stuff.
01:22:13 The ruling class is becoming increasingly.
01:22:17 Uneasy with this too.
01:22:21 Because it is a a, it's not a.
01:22:24 Let me just put it this way, it's not a great thing for society to have a lot of single men.
01:22:31 With, how can we put it with nothing to lose?
01:22:36 That's it's not a good it's not a good scenario for most societies.
01:22:45 Let's take a look here.
01:22:48 $0.05 from Spiderman 12848 God bless the boomers for ruining the airplane wing industry. That is correct.
01:22:57 UM.
01:22:59 What is that point point?
01:23:00 Five cents.
01:23:02 I feel you, man.
01:23:03 The society changed.
01:23:05 So we either adapt or we die out.
01:23:10 Oops, it updated there.
01:23:11 So there we.
01:23:12 Go is a ******* evolution, even if not a natural one.
01:23:17 Improvise, adapt, overcome should be our model.
01:23:19 Well, that's The thing is look and a lot of people don't want.
01:23:23 To think of.
01:23:23 It like this because it's not not exactly complimentary thought.
01:23:28 If you fail to reproduce.
01:23:31 You are being, uh, your genes are being bred out.
01:23:38 You're being selected out.
01:23:41 Because you didn't adapt to the changing environment.
01:23:46 And it doesn't mean that your genes are inferior.
01:23:48 It's just that your genes were prepared over generation after generation after generation, to succeed in a in a specific environment.
01:23:59 And then that environment changed.
01:24:04 You know you didn't change it, but it changed.
01:24:10 And so you are now ill suited to succeed.
01:24:13 Not everyone.
01:24:14 This only applies, you know you.
01:24:16 Know who you are.
01:24:18 You're you're well suited to succeed in this environment, and so you can.
01:24:22 You can try to adjust.
01:24:24 And and and go for it.
01:24:26 But that's why I think one of the reasons.
01:24:28 Why a lot?
01:24:28 Of men get very angsty about it, like like.
01:24:31 The whole idea.
01:24:31 Like I said, you're the first one in in a line that goes back, you know.
01:24:34 At minimum 6000 years, you're the.
01:24:37 First one to not.
01:24:38 The first one to fail to reproduce because all those other people had to succeed for you.
01:24:43 To exist, right?
01:24:46 So you'll be the first one in.
01:24:47 This big long line.
01:24:50 To to stop.
01:24:52 To stop the.
01:24:54 The that branch for that branch, the die right? That branch that's been growing for 6000, probably more way more than that. But yeah, at least 6000 years.
01:25:04 But additionally.
01:25:07 Yeah, it's it.
01:25:08 It'll be because you fail to adapt.
01:25:13 It is what it is.
01:25:15 Just call it what it is.
01:25:16 You fail.
01:25:16 To adapt to the changing.
01:25:19 Now look, you could.
01:25:21 That's again, I'm not saying that it's not always a reflection on you.
01:25:25 Sometimes it is.
01:25:26 You could say if I were growing a bunch of plants in my front yard.
01:25:32 And then I pour boiling water onto them.
01:25:35 And they died.
01:25:37 Will they fail to adapt?
01:25:39 You know.
01:25:41 And it would be kind.
01:25:41 Of true.
01:25:43 You know, but it's like.
01:25:44 Well, I mean, yeah, what do you?
01:25:46 Expect kind of a thing.
01:25:49 OK.
01:25:52 Let's see here.
01:25:54 $5 from core of the day, Frodo did some interesting polls on Telegram this week, which showed a lot of right wingers have some very unrealistic standards for women in in modernity body count of more than five is a deal breaker for the majority.
01:26:09 Yeah, I honestly, I don't even care about that.
01:26:12 That is a very zoomer thing to care about.
01:26:15 And I understand why.
01:26:19 Especially as you get over the age of 30, if you're worried about her having sex with more than five guys.
01:26:29 Good luck and yeah, there are lots of men that have unrealistic expectations.
01:26:35 There are lots of men.
01:26:36 It's not just a a woman problem.
01:26:39 I'm just saying as a man, I am witness to a lot more of the the female issues than the male issues because I'm not dating dudes, all right?
01:26:53 There are a lot of people with unrealistic expectations.
01:26:57 And I I.
01:27:00 I don't think.
01:27:00 That was ever me though to be honest, because I don't think.
01:27:05 At least not in in terms of that right.
01:27:08 Because I've dated women with that have been covered in tattoos, I've dated women that have had, you know, I've dated pink haired feminists.
01:27:18 I've dated women that were a little on the heavy side.
01:27:21 I've dated girls that were little on the skinny, you know, two skinny side.
01:27:26 I I've, I've I've look, I've dated a lot of women and I've, I've.
01:27:33 I've tried every flavor in the.
01:27:34 Variety pack, you know.
01:27:38 And I've been fairly equal opportunity.
01:27:41 And it's.
01:27:44 This is a.
01:27:45 This is a A A.
01:27:47 Lot of men have.
01:27:50 And yeah, obviously another thing you got to think about is the common denominator and all of your failed relationships is you.
01:27:58 And I will tell you that absolutely a lot of times relationships failed.
01:28:05 Because of me.
01:28:08 And there were maybe a handful of instances where my expectations were too high.
01:28:13 Not in that area, but they were too high.
01:28:18 Because it does take you and I think in the modern world that's it's not just women that get bombarded with these these impossible expectations.
01:28:27 You know, with it it's I think it's way out of control now, but even when you're younger and you know men and women, you watch a a lot of movies, a lot of romantic comedies or or whatever that give you this.
01:28:42 False idea as to what you know, the perfect relationship look.
01:28:46 Like and you get this unrealistic idea as to what you will end up with, right?
01:28:53 Because we've talked about this in the past, when you, when you're in, when you're watching a movie, a lot of guys have a hard time separating that from reality.
01:29:03 And not just guys.
01:29:03 A lot of people.
01:29:05 Like on a conscious level, you know it's not real.
01:29:08 You know, it's not actually something that's happening to you.
01:29:12 But the movie is not a good movie if you're not able to lose yourself in the.
01:29:17 Movie, they call it suspension of disbelief and on which means on some level you believe what's happening is happening.
01:29:26 And in fact, when the movie does something extra fake and it takes you out of that moment, you feel that switch being flipped.
01:29:34 You stop enjoying the movie.
01:29:37 Because you go from literally feeling as if this is something that's happening that you're observing, or maybe on some level that's that's happening to you.
01:29:46 You know you're you're projecting yourself onto one of the characters and then something super unrealistic.
01:29:53 Happens in the movie and then all of a sudden you're very aware of being an audience member.
01:30:00 Right.
01:30:02 And so you're growing up your entire life, especially the children of the boomers.
01:30:08 We weren't raised by tablets like the children of Gen.
01:30:10 X and millennials, but we were raised by television.
01:30:15 And so you're raised watching from, you know that from a very early age, from the time that you can crawl, watching all these fictional.
01:30:26 Examples of relationships.
01:30:30 And because it was, you know, before all the degeneracy, a lot of these fictional relationships were idealistic in some ways.
01:30:43 And so when you start to get into that arena of trying to find your relationship, the model that you have is probably a little unrealistic and?
01:30:53 I I don't know.
01:30:55 Like my parents didn't really fight that much.
01:30:58 And had like, I don't want to say it was like a fairy tale story, but they they met very young.
01:31:04 My mom was 18 and my dad was like 21 or something like that, like.
01:31:09 They were very young.
01:31:11 They met at a church dance.
01:31:13 You know, I mean, like, the kind of story that you can't, like kind of.
01:31:15 You make you can't make this **** up.
01:31:18 They meet at a church dance.
01:31:20 And, you know, instantly fall in love, get married pretty quick.
01:31:25 Like within a year.
01:31:27 Of meeting and my mom's 19 when she's having her first kid.
01:31:36 You know, and so you're like, well, that's that's the way.
01:31:38 That's the way I guess it is.
01:31:44 No, it's not all right.
01:31:50 Yeah, men, men have, you know, men have.
01:31:53 Unrealistic expectations also.
01:31:56 Alright, let's see here.
01:31:57 Half a cent.
01:31:58 100% degree dev.
01:32:00 You got a sweetheart in Saint Petersburg, Russia.
01:32:03 I've wanted to visit and go go 9 and vacation with, but Russia placed bat **** woo flu restrictions where you can't get on a bus without papers.
01:32:15 But as Christians, we refuse to get on the the shot, but I feel so bad because she's by herself and she's lonely.
01:32:26 Well, I'll tell you one thing.
01:32:28 I don't want to.
01:32:31 I don't want to give you.
01:32:31 Bad news.
01:32:33 Long distance does not work.
01:32:37 Long distance does not work.
01:32:43 And honestly, a lot of that has to it comes down to.
01:32:49 See here a lot of times long distance problem, not always.
01:32:52 Sometimes other circumstances, but a lot of times long distance is this.
01:32:58 It's the the the other jet that's trying that, you know, that's that's coming back and saying alright, let's try to do this, but I'm not going to give up my dream.
01:33:08 I'm not going to be the wing on your jet.
01:33:10 I'm still trying to be.
01:33:11 The wing on this other jet.
01:33:17 Because if I wanted to be the wing on your jet, I would just go to where you're at, where where you planted your flag, where you're doing your thing.
01:33:27 And so if they're not willing to do that, they're not.
01:33:29 It's they're not.
01:33:29 Being serious.
01:33:30 And so that's why it always it always fails, always fails and everyone will take.
01:33:35 That's not like some crazy insight.
01:33:38 Everyone will tell you that.
01:33:40 Everyone will tell you that.
01:33:41 Oops, that was crazy trippy.
01:33:45 All right.
01:33:50 Yeah, but everyone tell you that long distance never works.
01:33:53 You know, what's the old saying?
01:33:54 A bird in the hand is worth.
01:33:55 Two in the Bush.
01:33:58 I guess that sounds way more sexual these days. Uh, let's see here. $1.00 Pill Miller, voice for XMPP, is supported.
01:34:08 I just need to enable the module for it.
01:34:11 I should have it up within five days.
01:34:13 Realistically, my wing is visiting me for a while.
01:34:16 Well, that's good.
01:34:17 Like, like I said.
01:34:20 I'll get around to looking at that.
01:34:22 A lot of things I'm doing around the pillbox.
01:34:26 Is I'm just trying to, especially as I want to get into getting that crowd source movie done.
01:34:32 I I need to get rid of.
01:34:34 I got to eliminate a lot of my things on.
01:34:37 My to do.
01:34:37 List so I can focus more on this.
01:34:40 My New Year's resolution.
01:34:42 If you want to call it that is to focus.
01:34:44 More on on.
01:34:46 Doing this and a lot of things are in the way of that are just simple things around the pillbox that have piled up and and so that's why I'm trying.
01:34:54 To go full force with it.
01:34:57 I'm getting a lot done and so it's it's.
01:35:01 It's it's working out so far.
01:35:04 Here we go.
01:35:10 I all right.
01:35:12 Five cents.
01:35:12 I think you would very much enjoy analyzing this.
01:35:17 You give me a link, I'll take that.
01:35:19 Look at.
01:35:19 That link what is it the the?
01:35:21 Milgram experiment 1962.
01:35:25 I'll write that down.
01:35:32 The Milgram experiment.
01:35:38 1962.
01:35:43 All right.
01:35:46 Tipsy Mcstay Agger very generous donation $88 is this better, you ****** ****? Yes, it is. Yes it is. But I could do without the language. Try to be respectful.
01:35:59 All right.
01:36:04 Our, our, our mold, whatever.
01:36:08 Watch this, particularly one that do you all right, I'll.
01:36:11 I'll watch that.
01:36:12 That's the same thing.
01:36:13 Right?
01:36:13 Or no, that's something else.
01:36:14 All right, I'll copy this.
01:36:15 Link also.
01:36:19 That's something else.
01:36:24 OK.
01:36:26 Cringe panda, with five cents.
01:36:29 What is it with people who live together for like 5 or more years, then finally when they get married, they decide to divorce after a few months?
01:36:38 I don't know. That's a good question. That's not something I have a whole lot of experience in. UMI would say it's a little odd if you're living together for five years and not getting married, there is probably something.
01:36:54 There's probably a reason.
01:36:55 For that, like I said, my parents.
01:36:58 They they they met and.
01:37:03 Were married within a year.
01:37:07 And I feel like that's that's kind of like a really, honestly that's a realistic timeline at that's in the modern world.
01:37:14 That's insane, right?
01:37:15 You're supposed to, as you said, live together for, like, years, and make sure it's going to work, but no.
01:37:21 Now you really shouldn't be doing that.
01:37:24 You really shouldn't be doing that, and I know there's a lot of these.
01:37:27 You know, the the manosphere, Mig Tau types that that would say that you're crazy to to dive in with someone so quickly, but no you if if you're not able to.
01:37:41 If there's hesitancy, that's when there's a problem.
01:37:44 If it took you five years to pop the question, that's when there's a problem.
01:37:49 It shouldn't take you five years to figure out if, if you like someone enough to marry them.
01:37:56 And yeah, there there's legal risks and and all this other stuff that's a.
01:37:59 Whole nother topic but.
01:38:01 If you're just talking about emotionally and and bonding and stuff like that, it shouldn't take five years.
01:38:07 But yeah, I've never.
01:38:08 I've never lived with someone for five years and I've I've never been married, so I can't tell you what or divorced, for that matter.
01:38:16 High Priest King Terry.
01:38:19 Even less that it's so small it can't even calculate.
01:38:21 It that's kind of funny, but thanks anyway.
01:38:25 Gummo is a 1997 film or an American experiment.
01:38:31 Is the 1997 American experimental drama film. That's enough for me to know it's bad experimental drama film.
01:38:38 No, thanks.
01:38:39 Those theater and film kids were always ****** **.
01:38:41 Weirdos, especially the ones obsessed with film, always debased and sick.
01:38:46 They never made great classics like clerks.
01:38:49 Well, clerks is terrible.
01:38:51 And uh, but gummo is especially bad.
01:38:54 It's especially bad because, look, I was kind of a film dork.
01:38:57 I wanted to make movies when I was.
01:38:58 When I was younger, I was never a lefty, you know, like the kind of I know, I know exactly you're talking about.
01:39:04 I was never like the the film school Kid I hated.
01:39:07 Those *******.
01:39:09 But the.
01:39:11 And they and a lot of that's why I watched gummo so long ago, was I I was into filmmaking.
01:39:17 This was supposed to be like some hot he was the hot, cool director that made kids, which from a a filmmaking standpoint was actually pretty good.
01:39:25 And you know, if you given the resources he had available and just as a film is good.
01:39:31 I mean, it's a super degenerate terrible movie.
01:39:35 When you understand what he had to work with and and if you just want to judge it based on how an audience would receive it is a is is technically a good movie, right?
01:39:46 And then so that's what my expectations were like.
01:39:49 Oh, well, it's going to be like kids, only in like.
01:39:51 A trailer park.
01:39:52 And then you watch and you're just like, oh, good God.
01:39:55 What is that?
01:39:56 Well, I don't even know.
01:39:57 What am I watching?
01:39:58 This is just it's like a.
01:39:59 It's like a freak show.
01:40:01 It's a terrible, terrible movie.
01:40:04 Terrible, terrible movie. All right.
01:40:07 So let's see if I missed anybody.
01:40:08 Else I did not, I don't think.
01:40:13 So let's see.
01:40:15 Where's this?
01:40:16 All right, good.
01:40:18 I got to go.
01:40:19 Normal chat here.
01:40:23 Cringe Panda $0.25 Emily giving you ****. You. I know you've done it before.
01:40:32 I keep getting told to watch Deliverance.
01:40:34 Am I going to like it well?
01:40:37 Again, I don't like recommending movies that have a high level of degeneracy.
01:40:43 Deliverance has a anal rape scene, so you have to be aware of that.
01:40:49 Deliverance was also, in my opinion, a a horror film designed to make city folk afraid of country.
01:40:59 I mean, that's essentially what it is.
01:41:01 It's kind of like when we when I did the video on Easy Rider.
01:41:07 And an Easy Rider, because there was.
01:41:09 It was just a bad movie with with, you know, stupid hippie writers that didn't know how to do story structure or how to end a movie or have any kind of ending.
01:41:19 The end of Easy Rider.
01:41:22 They just, they just kill the main characters.
01:41:26 Totally randomly, hillbillies from the South, just for no reason at all, just murder them for no reason.
01:41:39 That was one of many examples of this.
01:41:41 There were so many ******* movies around that time period where it was just depicting the Southerners as and and this was probably tied to the the civil rights movement, right?
01:41:54 It was probably it was just residue from that.
01:41:57 Like, let's demonize southern whites.
01:42:00 And it depicted southern whites as just these inbred ******* that were violent for no reason.
01:42:06 And Deliverance is is basically.
01:42:10 A giant glass full of that.
01:42:13 It's a giant glass full of the southern people, or just these, you know, dysgenic inbred.
01:42:22 White basically like that's what it is.
01:42:25 And these these city, city dwelling or suburban dwelling.
01:42:32 Nice white folk go to the South and just get terrorized by the horrible Southerners.
01:42:39 That, that's that's the take away of deliverance, really.
01:42:43 Is it a good movie?
01:42:45 Again in the same way that kids was a technically?
01:42:51 Like in terms of the structure and everything like that, right, like and for the audience, the context of who was the audience at the time, it was an effective movie.
01:43:00 But good is subjective I guess.
01:43:03 I don't know that I would say it was something you should watch.
01:43:07 Like you said, there's a famous anal rape scene in it.
01:43:12 High Priest King Terry.
01:43:13 I had to take a film class in college.
01:43:15 I was late one day and walked into class and it was some black and white film of a starving artist cutting their own eye.
01:43:25 Or something gross.
01:43:26 I walked out of class horrible way to spend a Friday afternoon.
01:43:29 Yeah, well, I mean.
01:43:30 And what's her name?
01:43:31 The the spirit cooking chick.
01:43:40 She did a lot of.
01:43:42 ****** ** movies like that, where it's just her slicing her belly open and.
01:43:46 And some of it was simulated, some of it wasn't.
01:43:50 But yeah, there's lots of just awful **** like that. A lot of quote UN quote artists that want to quote UN quote experiment.
01:43:59 It's just really they want to make something as ugly as their their soul on film.
01:44:06 Tipsy MCC stagger 14 or 148.8?
01:44:14 Of these things that are $0.05 each I'm not.
01:44:16 Gonna do the math, but thank you.
01:44:19 Check out.
01:44:19 The Battlestar Galactica episode the woman King before the vaccine stereo was up.
01:44:26 Yeah, it's still.
01:44:28 That's still on my that's still on my list.
01:44:31 In fact, I think I even have that.
01:44:32 Tab open still somewhere.
01:44:35 Let's Fast forward here.
01:44:38 ******** ******?
01:44:39 Do you think the CIA is trying to start a color revolution to **** with Russia because they are planned invasion?
01:44:44 You talk about with the.
01:44:47 Oh, so that's that's something.
01:44:50 You're talking about Kazakhstan, right?
01:44:52 There's a revolution going.
01:44:54 On I'll tell you one thing, if I've learned.
01:44:56 Anything almost none of these revolutions.
01:45:00 Including the American Revolution.
01:45:02 They're not organic people get and the way they.
01:45:05 Get reported is.
01:45:07 You know, like right now, the one in Kazakhstan is, is that oh, it's it's about gas prices.
01:45:13 Everyone's mad about gas prices, and so they stormed the capital and their government resigned and and now it's, you know, they they shut the Internet off.
01:45:21 It's like this whole ******* crazy thing that's I don't even know what's going on.
01:45:24 Uh, partially because they did shut the Internet off, which is another reason why you guys need to get ham radios and get communications that don't require the infrastructure.
01:45:34 Because they will get here if things ever if.
01:45:37 And I don't know if they ever will, maybe they won't.
01:45:40 But if they ever do eventually kick off here, you better believe they're going to shut down the Internet and stop.
01:45:45 So you won't be able to communicate.
01:45:47 And find out what.
01:45:47 The hell is going on, but anyway.
01:45:51 Those that revolution that's going on there first, we don't even know the specifics of it, but the way it's being reported is that, Oh yeah, everyone just got mad at gas prices and over to the government.
01:46:02 That's ******* ********.
01:46:03 That didn't happen.
01:46:04 That's not what's going on.
01:46:06 And you better believe that there's intelligence agencies involved.
01:46:10 Which intelligence agencies and what their?
01:46:13 You know, what their motives are?
01:46:14 I don't know.
01:46:15 I don't even know enough about the region locally to to to give an intelligent guess.
01:46:21 But yeah, it's it's definitely not just people got mad about gas prices and overthrew their government that much.
01:46:27 You can be sure of.
01:46:33 If you're from Persona 2, any thoughts on Jack Goldman ****.
01:46:38 Oh yeah, I didn't.
01:46:39 I didn't even know who.
01:46:39 That guy was.
01:46:42 I didn't even know who that guy was.
01:46:43 Until what you're talking about is there was a there's a manosphere guy.
01:46:51 That goes by the name of of Jack Murphy and Larps as this very masculine life coach.
01:47:03 And you know he's he's a beer drinking traditional Catholic.
01:47:10 But then it turns out well, first of all, his last name is really Goldman, not Murphy.
01:47:17 Also turns out that he is into.
01:47:21 A **** fetish.
01:47:23 He has a **** fetish.
01:47:25 He's also said questionable things about little boys on social media.
01:47:30 And has likely participated in gay ***********.
01:47:36 Yeah, definitionally, he's a grifter.
01:47:39 And that's the thing to it.
01:47:40 So he has he.
01:47:42 He puts on this show like he's this Irish guy, this Irish Catholic masculinity coach.
01:47:49 And it turns out he's a degenerate Jew.
01:47:52 Why is anyone surprised?
01:47:53 Why is anyone surprised?
01:47:54 He also charges a lot of money.
01:47:56 Or his his masculinity coaching, I guess.
01:48:00 But I was not even aware of this guy.
01:48:02 I was not aware of this guy, mostly because I would never in a million years pay for a masculinity coach, you know, like, like at that point I almost don't feel bad for the people that that were following him because, like, they were, who pays for him, masculinity coach.
01:48:21 At that point, you're on the same level as the simps that are paying for farts in a jar from some ethos.
01:48:28 Like, really like, that's the level of of loser you are, if that's what you're doing.
01:48:32 If you're paying money for a masculinity coach, you might as well be paying for Bell Delphines bathwater.
01:48:40 I mean, it's.
01:48:40 It's that ******* ********.
01:48:43 But yeah, I that's that's my thoughts.
01:48:45 I wasn't even aware of the guy existed until this whole controversy came up.
01:48:52 Cringe panda. Have you ever? If you ever get to the end of the last chase, the big take away is the speech the top chew gives at the end.
01:49:00 All right.
01:49:00 Well, I promise I'll get to it.
01:49:02 I'll get to it tomorrow.
01:49:02 So all that stuff's on my laptop and I.
01:49:05 Just haven't had my laptop with me.
01:49:08 But I will watch it tomorrow.
01:49:10 And a lot of it was.
01:49:11 I've just.
01:49:12 Been I've been doing flooring.
01:49:14 Cheap flooring.
01:49:15 I got a good deal on some.
01:49:16 Cheap, but it doesn't look as bad.
01:49:19 Flooring to replace this like I just have like there's one room that's still just since I moved here.
01:49:24 Like I said, they ripped out everything.
01:49:25 They ripped out all the fixtures, pulled out all the carpet and everything, and there's a one room that's just had a concrete floor this whole time I've.
01:49:33 Been here.
01:49:35 It's just bare concrete and I'm not.
01:49:38 I'm not fancying up at all like I'm just making it not bare concrete.
01:49:42 So I've been doing that.
01:49:44 Uh, so yeah, I'll get to that tomorrow.
01:49:49 Zammo how much was mafia?
01:49:51 How much was mafia movies about relaxing?
01:49:54 How much?
01:49:55 Excuse me.
01:49:55 Were mafia movies.
01:49:57 About relaxing societal norms and getting us to accept a certain amount of corruption.
01:50:06 People like look.
01:50:07 People, if they wouldn't make them with.
01:50:08 People then watch them.
01:50:11 That's the one thing. You.
01:50:11 Got to remember.
01:50:13 It's one thing to say, oh, well, they make these movies because they want to prepare people for this and there is some truth to that.
01:50:23 But they wouldn't make them if.
01:50:24 People didn't watch.
01:50:25 Them and Americans especially, romanticize a lot of times they romanticize.
01:50:35 And they like people who operate just as a general rule.
01:50:41 They like power hierarchies.
01:50:45 And they like power family based the idea of a family based power hierarchy.
01:50:52 That is so strong that it can operate outside the law.
01:50:58 Is a very attractive thing to Americans.
01:51:01 Maybe not just Americans, but Americans.
01:51:05 And look, I like the idea.
01:51:07 That is what?
01:51:10 I think people are drawn to when it comes to mafia films.
01:51:14 Is the idea that you can have a blood?
01:51:22 What is?
01:51:23 What am I trying?
01:51:24 Basically a community that's based on on blood, right like.
01:51:30 Blood relatives.
01:51:31 And close knit connections.
01:51:34 That operates with a very strict moral code.
01:51:40 That you and I might not agree with.
01:51:42 But it's the you.
01:51:44 The what's attractive isn't necessarily the moral code itself, but it's the adherence and the enforcement of that moral code.
01:51:54 And it's such a strong, tight knit community that it's able to operate effectively outside the law, like their family comes before the law.
01:52:06 Now there's all this other degenerate stuff that comes along with that, but I don't think that's always what draws most people to the idea of of Mafia films.
01:52:17 Now if you want to know what would be the motivation aside from, you know, money, because people like mafia movies and they go to see them.
01:52:24 You also got to think about.
01:52:25 Who is really who's really the mafia?
01:52:28 How how many Jewish mafia?
01:52:31 Movies are there like none.
01:52:33 When a good portion of the organized crime in America, at least, was Jewish.
01:52:38 And still is.
01:52:40 But there's never that movie that, that movie never gets made.
01:52:43 It's it's always about the Italians, right?
01:52:46 I mean, occasionally they'll have the Jewish character in in the Italian Mafia movie.
01:52:54 But it's never the.
01:52:55 The focus is never on the Jewish mafia.
01:52:59 But yeah, no Americans, Americans really like that idea.
01:53:03 This idea that of hierarchy, that is, is family based and is.
01:53:12 The authority of the family is above that of.
01:53:15 The the government.
01:53:17 That's a romantic idea.
01:53:18 And look, I like that idea.
01:53:24 All right, let's see if I missed anything else here.
01:53:30 We got a tip here.
01:53:43 Where is it?
01:53:44 Oh, here we go.
01:53:45 Cringe panda.
01:53:45 Do you look like Dave Cullen?
01:53:48 No, Mike, I have a brother who's a ginger, though.
01:53:53 So I definitely have the the the ginger jeans are are in my family.
01:54:02 But I don't look like him.
01:54:03 I mean, I'm.
01:54:06 I've got some similar genetics.
01:54:08 I've got some Irish and some Scottish and.
01:54:11 You know Anglo.
01:54:15 You know, there's there's most of my genetics are Anglo.
01:54:19 Anglo-Saxon.
01:54:21 Soy pill, the new mailman, or the new mailman's been stealing my paychecks for two months.
01:54:28 And trying to charge my boss's account using the routing and account number you had to close his account and make a new one and we will both use Zell.
01:54:39 Going forward, I will drop you a money bomb in a week when it's all sorted.
01:54:44 Great stream, by the way.
01:54:46 Oh, thank you.
01:54:47 That's ******* crazy.
01:54:48 By the way, it's almost impossible to fire a mailman.
01:54:52 It's almost impossible to fire a mail.
01:54:55 The the stories I've heard that from the the people involved with the disciplinary process, they literally the there was a guy who was caught stealing ****** that were supposed to be delivered and not just stealing ******, ************ to them at work.
01:55:14 And he got caught jacking off to stolen mail.
01:55:18 At work and they couldn't fire him.
01:55:22 It's almost impossible to get fired as a mailman.
01:55:25 So good luck. Hopefully you know do something about that. Bill Miller $1.00 if you want to talk about the server, you can e-mail me at Pill Miller at ProtonMail.
01:55:37 Or I'll copy these things.
01:55:41 Let me put.
01:55:41 This here.
01:55:48 OK. And then .88 of these coins from you can't read, that looks like gift gas or something as he sends me a picture of my light fixture.
01:56:01 $1.00 from Cringe Panda? I read day.
01:56:03 Of the rope.
01:56:04 And at least two characters die in the state of mental confusion.
01:56:08 Is this a Mormon thing?
01:56:10 Do they teach that death is confusing so dark?
01:56:13 No, no, I don't think it's it's mental confusion.
01:56:16 It's that, you know, having never died before.
01:56:20 Right.
01:56:23 But I've been in, I've I have been in a near I've had near death experiences.
01:56:29 I've experienced some traumatic injuries.
01:56:34 You when your body.
01:56:37 In your brain experience, trauma to the degree that the characters in in my book.
01:56:44 You know, do.
01:56:46 You don't really have a good grasp as to what's actually happening.
01:56:50 You're not thinking you're not writing some.
01:56:54 Like you're if if the if, you've, if you've suffered an injury so severe that it's killing that you're dying.
01:57:02 You're not thinking clearly.
01:57:05 You're not thinking about like, oh, I'm going to write my memoirs in the in the the remaining 10 seconds that I'm going to be alive.
01:57:12 You have pretty random thoughts.
01:57:15 One example I was in a head on collision with a diesel truck while driving an old Honda Accord and I wasn't wearing my seat belt and my head smashed into my windshield and knocked the windshield out.
01:57:32 My shoulders hit my steering wheel so hard that it it made it heart-shaped.
01:57:39 My bumper flew off and did damage to another car that was on a different Rd.
01:57:45 like it was it was.
01:57:47 Going from 50 to 0 basically.
01:57:51 And my memory.
01:57:53 Of that moment, and the moments immediately afterwards until I completely blacked out.
01:58:01 Was not.
01:58:03 Rational it wasn't like, oh, there goes my bumper flying through the air.
01:58:08 Oh, look at all this glass flying around.
01:58:11 It was very confusing.
01:58:13 It was very confusing.
01:58:15 I remember the the cop afterwards because I was pretty much just completely out of it, bleeding from my head and just.
01:58:22 In my car that was all smashed.
01:58:25 I mean unrecognizable.
01:58:28 And I'm sitting in the car.
01:58:30 And I was thinking to myself well this.
01:58:33 Is a weird dream.
01:58:36 I'm sitting in my car and and it's just completely destroyed.
01:58:40 What a weird dream to have.
01:58:42 Why would I dream about sitting in my car and just it's just.
01:58:47 Called and I had no idea where it was or what was I.
01:58:49 Thought I was having a dream.
01:58:52 And a cop walked up and and I don't.
01:58:55 I know.
01:58:55 I knew he was talking to.
01:58:57 Me, but I couldn't make sense of the words because it just it was.
01:59:00 It literally sounded like like it just sounded like gibberish.
01:59:06 I couldn't process like I could tell that there was noise coming out of his mouth.
01:59:11 But I couldn't.
01:59:12 I also couldn't.
01:59:13 I couldn't.
01:59:16 I couldn't make sense of his face.
01:59:18 Like it's hard to explain that, but it was almost like.
01:59:22 I mean, I could tell he had a face.
01:59:24 You know, but I couldn't.
01:59:27 Like there must be part of your brain that catalogues faces or?
01:59:32 And and, and maybe judges that, you know, like things about people based on their features, you know, tries to do, you know, tries to decipher the the information, the visual information that is your face and that part of my brain must have just been funked up because it just.
01:59:49 It just like his face, didn't make sense to me.
01:59:52 Like there's no way to explain that that his face didn't make sense, and I couldn't understand his words.
01:59:59 And yeah, so like that's and I've had other I've had some other crazy things like not quite as dramatic as that necessarily, but.
02:00:10 When you're in like a a, a situation like that that you're not thinking clearly and you kind of think about random she.
02:00:18 And so when I wrote those characters, when they were dying, they weren't aware that they were dying because in that situation and and, you know, the situations I've been in that have been like that, am I actually aware of what's happening?
02:00:32 I don't think that most people are because you're you're in shock and your your brain.
02:00:38 Is just trying, it's just trying to like it's in survival mode.
02:00:41 It's just trying to live and it's failing so it's not exactly allocating a whole lot of resources to.
02:00:47 Your you know, to your ability to to wax philosophical, you're just.
02:00:54 You're just barely, you know, functioning cause well.
02:00:57 I mean.
02:00:57 And you're ceasing to function.
02:01:00 So I when I wrote those things or those those thoughts that the characters are having as they.
02:01:06 It was the way I imagined.
02:01:09 You would, you know, maybe what those characters would be thinking about with their brains giving up.
02:01:21 Hi, pricing, Terry, something you should talk about since Zell was mentioned, IRS is cracking down on phone apps that many independent contractors use for payment, hard to use strictly cash now because people don't always carry and zoomers can't do checks.
02:01:38 Government is really trying to squeeze the American people now.
02:01:41 Well, even if Zoomer did checks.
02:01:43 Uh, checks.
02:01:45 Over a certain amount are reported.
02:01:49 UM, yeah, it's it's real difficult. I mean, you could use crypto, but then you have to cash out eventually.
02:01:55 And unless you do something like, I don't even know if it's still a thing.
02:01:59 Local Bitcoin, where you could go meet someone.
02:02:03 And like in some back alley and give them Bitcoin for cash like I don't know if that's still a thing that's.
02:02:08 That's used that in fact, that's used to be.
02:02:10 The only way you could really do it.
02:02:12 But all these, all these platforms like Coinbase and stuff, they report to the IRS.
02:02:20 Yeah, they're.
02:02:21 It's funny because they don't care if someone like.
02:02:27 You know Amazon, I think, avoided paying federal taxes last year, right?
02:02:34 And that's not.
02:02:34 A big deal, but that they'll they'll sure as **** got mad at you if you if.
02:02:38 You're not paying taxes.
02:02:39 Cringe panda.
02:02:40 Sometimes I do think about death and then I remember you saying that boomers are terrified of dying.
02:02:46 Why are they so afraid of death?
02:02:48 Fear of hell.
02:02:50 I think it's because.
02:02:55 Don't have a whole lot of faith.
02:02:59 They're the 1st.
02:03:02 I don't want to say they're the first atheist generation.
02:03:07 But they're the first generation to not just take the afterlife as as as seriously as probably almost every other generation, or certainly several generations before them.
02:03:20 It was the first generation to where it was widely acceptable to openly and often question even the existence.
02:03:28 Of the afterlife, and I think it really shook up the faith.
02:03:33 Of the boomer generation.
02:03:35 And so a lot of them and probably more of them than maybe at least, you know, maybe not forever.
02:03:41 But like any other generation in recent memory, they're the first generation to really fear death because they lack a belief, by and large.
02:03:53 A real belief in an act.
02:03:57 You know, thanks to all this technology, all this stuff that.
02:03:59 Like gave, gave.
02:04:01 Way to like the new atheist movement and stuff like that.
02:04:03 That was the children of these, these boomers, right?
02:04:08 And those children got it from somewhere, right?
02:04:10 It was.
02:04:10 They got it from their boomer teachers and philosophers.
02:04:15 And you know, I mean, like the influences on the generation that like the the new atheist movement that was big a few years ago, was a direct product of Boomer influence.
02:04:29 And so I think that you have a.
02:04:30 Lot of these.
02:04:32 Boomers who fear mortality as a result of.
02:04:35 That, but also just you know.
02:04:37 They they've, they've always feared getting old.
02:04:41 And part of that was they, you know, it's the hilarious irony of boomers.
02:04:47 That freak out.
02:04:48 When you criticize them, is a big part of the boomer identity.
02:04:53 Wise, you know, trust No 1 / 30.
02:04:57 And it was a big part of the boomer identity was demonizing their elders.
02:05:05 That was a huge part of it.
02:05:07 Huge part of it.
02:05:11 And so it's just a little ironic that now that that younger generations are.
02:05:17 Or criticizing them that they that they're freaking the **** out.
02:05:21 Well, it's not ironic.
02:05:22 It makes perfect sense right now.
02:05:24 They're now they are.
02:05:26 They're the old people, you know, they spent their youth.
02:05:29 Criticizing the old people and now they're the old people, and that's a hard thing to deal with.
02:05:35 UM and additionally you have, uh, I mean just.
02:05:41 There was this celebration of youth.
02:05:45 That their parents allowed to let go on?
02:05:48 I think partially because of the horrors of World War 2 and all the largesse of the the victory.
02:05:55 You know, you had these guys that had stormed beaches and watched their friends get, you know, their 19 year old friend get shot in half.
02:06:02 And, you know, had exploded and **** like that.
02:06:05 And that was their youth, right?
02:06:08 They grew up when they were 19.
02:06:09 They were watching their friends explode or burn to death.
02:06:13 Or or whatever.
02:06:14 And so when their children are like 19, they want them to just have it as easy as humanly possible and.
02:06:21 It allowed the the Boomers to really indulge and you know, there was a lot of celebrating of their youth that went on and.
02:06:33 It's they don't want to.
02:06:35 I mean, look, they anyone who is raised by boomers knows they they don't want to let go of.
02:06:41 You know, there was the, you know, first it was 30 is the new 20 and and that that was 40 is the new 20 and then it was you know like I can't tell you how many stupid mainstream news articles and TV shows and you know television magazines would have these stories about how like getting old is you know is is actually.
02:07:00 Like being young still like, like that happened forever.
02:07:05 It's still happening.
02:07:06 It's still happening.
02:07:07 Like you'll go to Drudge like I still go to Drudge sometimes just to see if they have.
02:07:11 If he has anything extra I haven't seen.
02:07:14 And there's still lots of headlines like.
02:07:16 Oh, wow, look, look how.
02:07:18 I don't think she's a boomer.
02:07:19 She's more of a Gen.
02:07:20 Right?
02:07:21 But she's old as **** now.
02:07:22 Like she's like 60 something.
02:07:25 And like ohh or no, maybe she's even like 70.
02:07:29 But it's like, oh, Madonna still sexy at 70, but before it was, Madonna was like Cher, you know?
02:07:35 Like I remember, like, in, in, in horror because it wasn't true.
02:07:40 In like the 90s and early 2000s, they would have like Music Awards and stuff like that, and they'd show Cher and like The Who was clearly an old lady.
02:07:53 Like she, no matter how much makeup they put on her now, no matter how much surgery she had, who was clearly an old lady.
02:08:00 They'd sticker in like this.
02:08:02 These really tight, revealing clothes.
02:08:04 And it was gross.
02:08:06 And then you would hear all these commentators talk about how ohh she's so beautiful.
02:08:10 Look how beautiful it's.
02:08:11 So powerful. How beautiful she.
02:08:13 Is and it just you know.
02:08:16 And there's a lot of examples of.
02:08:18 That and you could.
02:08:19 You know if.
02:08:20 You want to flip it.
02:08:21 Around to the guys you had the same thing with the men.
02:08:24 Think of.
02:08:24 How, especially during the 90s, the same time period right as the boomers got older, all their leading men actors, whether you're talking about Harrison Ford or you know any of these other boomer guys?
02:08:36 As they got old.
02:08:39 They kept casting them with like 20 year old love interests in the movies.
02:08:45 You know and and so as these, like Big boomer movie stars got older and it started to get like, with Sean Connery especially, they started getting kind of creepy and gross, you know, like, because, you know, Sean Connery would be like 70.
02:08:57 Five and his.
02:08:58 His love interest would be like 23.
02:09:02 And that went on.
02:09:02 You know, that's just they've been afraid of, of growing old and afraid of death forever.
02:09:09 Always been like that.
02:09:11 And you know, you don't have to be afraid much longer.
02:09:22 Cringe Panda were that were that *** in a ponytail.
02:09:28 And the **** who came to your high school and told the teachers to leave so they could do their same-sex mine?
02:09:36 Both boomers.
02:09:37 Yeah, it was, actually.
02:09:38 It wasn't even high.
02:09:38 School was middle school.
02:09:41 That was it was before high school.
02:09:43 We did sex Ed much younger than that.
02:09:46 In fact, it started in fifth grade.
02:09:50 And then I think that was in.
02:09:54 That might have been 7th grade.
02:09:57 That might have been 7th grade.
02:09:59 But it started in fifth grade like the first time we had sex Ed.
02:10:04 They rolled in like the big TV and had us watch like the video about ************ and stuff like that and that.
02:10:10 Started in fifth grade.
02:10:12 And they did it again in 6th grade, and then they brought like the degenerate and they were.
02:10:16 Yes, they were both boomers.
02:10:18 They were both.
02:10:19 The guy at the point tail was like a dried up old hippie and then like the lesbian was like.
02:10:24 You know, we'll probably also hippie.
02:10:28 But yeah, that's that's uh.
02:10:31 I think that was like 7th grade.
02:10:32 So that wasn't even high school.
02:10:34 They started that stuff really on.
02:10:40 Yeah, it's probably worse now.
02:10:44 Alright guys, let's see what time we got here.
02:10:49 Let me go ahead and wrap things up.
02:10:54 Check the regular chat real quick to see if there's anything I've missed, and then we'll.
02:11:01 Say good evening.
02:11:04 Truman says, have you heard that Macron, sadly unvexed or not citizens?
02:11:08 It's just a small leap to calling them non humans from there.
02:11:11 Yes, I have seen that rhetoric.
02:11:16 Have also noticed a.
02:11:19 A kind of a flipping of the script in the mainstream media.
02:11:23 I think that believe.
02:11:26 It or not?
02:11:27 They seem to be backpedaling a little bit on the lockdowns and everything else.
02:11:33 I don't know where that will lead.
02:11:34 I don't know that that will be the case everywhere.
02:11:38 I know that Europe has been way more locked down than America.
02:11:43 But at least in America, it seems as if they're starting.
02:11:48 To roll it back a little bit, or.
02:11:50 At least.
02:11:52 You know, they're not being, but who knows?
02:11:54 Who knows, right?
02:11:55 They're also at the same time today.
02:11:57 There was like 3 new 3 new variants that they.
02:12:01 Were talking about, so who the **** knows?
02:12:06 John Connor, did you know day?
02:12:07 Of the rope has been.
02:12:08 Used as a source and an academic paper.
02:12:12 Oh wow.
02:12:13 Heavily influenced by the Q Anon conspiracy theory.
02:12:16 Yeah, that's ********.
02:12:18 Dystopian America is supposedly a form of liberal democracy.
02:12:23 Oh, that's pretty funny.
02:12:24 I'll copy this link.
02:12:27 I'll look at that later.
02:12:28 I like how he thinks that I am into queuing on.
02:12:37 UNCA what? I don't know what that is. What?
02:12:39 Is unca.edu.
02:12:43 Unca.edu, what school is that?
02:12:55 Are you in Asheville?
02:12:59 What is Unca University of North Carolina, huh?
02:13:04 Interesting. That's kind of funny.
02:13:09 And that's kind of funny maybe.
02:13:10 I'll read it.
02:13:12 High Priest King Terry, New York State has a bill to allow the governor to arrest anyone deemed a public health threat.
02:13:20 The Governor of New York declared racism a public health.
02:13:24 Right now that.
02:13:25 They're wrong.
02:13:25 I'm not saying the authoritarianism is going to be rolled back.
02:13:28 I'm just saying that the current COVID narrative seems to that.
02:13:32 I think that even the Ultra Vaxxed super jabbed, normies are starting to get COVID fatigue.
02:13:42 And because our system is a system of pressure pressure valves and they're very good at reading the public and releasing it just in time before it turns into something.
02:13:52 They don't have control over.
02:13:56 I you know, I think it's possible they start to roll.
02:13:59 Some of this back.
02:14:00 A little bit AA Z.
02:14:03 Hey, Devin, I strongly advise for you to watch the USSR movie.
02:14:07 Moscow does not believe in tears.
02:14:09 It touches on a lot of themes you mentioned here, and I think you'd be surprised how many red pills that movie.
02:14:18 To be feminist drops on the audience, Moscow does not believe in tears.
02:14:27 I'm trying to.
02:14:28 You know, I was trying to find.
02:14:30 And I hope I can find it because I keep mentioning that same in Bratva where they have Gary Busey, the cop, the white cop that has the Russian guy in custody in some American city.
02:14:44 I forget which one and he's like, oh, well, you just killed the black guy.
02:14:47 So it's cool.
02:14:48 We're gonna let you go cause in.
02:14:49 America, we don't care.
02:14:51 They're not people.
02:14:53 I want to find that scene.
02:14:55 It's just a funny scene.
02:14:58 Anyway, let's take a look here.
02:15:01 All right.
02:15:02 Well, I think that that's it.
02:15:04 Hope you guys have a good evening.
02:15:06 We'll have a nice big stream on Saturday sometime.
02:15:10 Been working on for a.
02:15:11 Little while in the meantime, happy New Year once again.
02:15:15 And for black pilled, I'm of course.
02:15:19 Devin snack.
02:15:21 I thought that it was a matter of.
02:15:25 Real concern.
02:15:28 That planted story is intended to serve a national purpose abroad came home.
02:15:36 And were circulated here and believed here.
02:15:41 Because this would mean that.
02:15:46 The CIA could manipulate the news in the United States by channeling it through some foreign countries, and we're looking at that very carefully.
02:15:54 Do you have any people being paid?
02:16:00 By the CIA.
02:16:04 Who are contributing to a major circulation American Journal?
02:16:10 We do have.
02:16:11 People who submit theses to other two American journals.
02:16:15 Do you have any people paid by the CIA who are working?
02:16:27 Television networks, this I think gets into the kind of getting into the details, Mr.
02:16:36 Chairman, that I'd like to get into an executive session.
02:16:39 At CBS.
02:16:42 We had been contacted by the CIA as a matter of fact, by the time I became the head of the whole news and public affairs operation in 1954, the ships had been established and I was told about them and asked if I'd carry.
02:16:54 On with them we have.
02:16:57 Quite a lot of detailed information and we will.
02:17:03 Evaluate it and we will include any.
02:17:09 Evidence of wrongdoing.
02:17:11 Or any evidence of impropriety.
02:17:14 In our final report and make recommendations.
02:17:18 Do you have any people being paid by the CIA who are contributing to the national news?
02:17:34 Services AP and UPI.
02:17:39 Well, again, I think we're getting into the kind of detail, Mr.
02:17:42 Chairman, that I'd prefer to handle an executive session.
02:17:45 Senator, do you think you named the news organizations, do you?
02:17:48 Find that that remains to be decided.
02:17:51 But I think it was entirely in order for our correspondence at that time to make use of those CIA agents.
02:17:57 Chiefs of Station and other members of the executive staff of CIA as sources of information which were useful in their assessments of growth conditions.
02:18:07 When you say that continues to.
02:18:08 And you.
02:18:09 Well, I yeah, I would think probably for a reporter that would continue today, but because of all of the revelations of the period of the 1970s, it seems to me that the reporters got to be much more circumspect in doing it now or he runs the risk of at least being looked at with considerable disfavor by the public. I think you've got to be much more.
02:18:29 Careful about it.