The Party is Over.mp3
07/12/2020Devon
00:00:00 Hey everybody, I hope everyone's having a.00:00:03 Nice summer.
00:00:06 I know it's kind of a weird summer.
00:00:07 It's a weird year.
00:00:09 Kind of a weird decade.
00:00:11 Weird century.
00:00:13 It's very.
00:00:16 Weird time to be alive.
00:00:19 You know, when I was a little bit younger.
00:00:23 And I think there's probably still a lot of people that can relate to this sort of a thing, mostly what people were doing were just getting really hammered and really drunk and and smoking ungodly amounts of marijuana.
00:00:36 And it was, it was kind of expected.
00:00:40 That that should do that.
00:00:42 You know, we weren't, we weren't necessarily.
00:00:45 We weren't like the bad kids.
00:00:47 You know, in fact, many of.
00:00:49 Us turned out quite great.
00:00:53 Not all of us.
00:00:55 Not many of us.
00:00:57 And it was just it was seen as just.
00:01:00 This is what.
00:01:01 You do, you know.
00:01:02 Towards the end of.
00:01:03 High school.
00:01:05 Is when it starts you start, you know, experimenting with with sex and marijuana and drinking, and you have cake parties and.
00:01:15 And this sort of a thing was was relatively normal for a.
00:01:22 Really, like a decade of my life where everyone was, you know, working for the weekend.
00:01:30 Yeah, you work for your job and and honestly the the frequency at which I was partying was way more often than just the weekend.
00:01:40 You know, if you worked a crappy job is is.
00:01:43 Most young people do.
00:01:46 You would work your job that sometimes like.
00:01:50 You know, if you work in in the restaurant business, for example, or at a bar, you're working until you know as late as 2:00 AM, maybe later.
00:01:59 But for you, the party is just starting, right?
00:02:05 And you know, sometimes we would party until the.
00:02:08 Sun came.
00:02:08 Up sometimes, well beyond that.
00:02:10 Sometimes we'd start.
00:02:12 We would still be partying when lunch time rolled around and we'd.
00:02:15 Start barbecuing.
00:02:18 And it wouldn't matter if it was a Monday or a Sunday or a.
00:02:21 Saturday or whatever.
00:02:24 That was just.
00:02:26 That's just what life was.
00:02:28 And different people had, you know, they they had.
00:02:30 Different life paths.
00:02:33 Some of the people that were participating in in this kind of a lifestyle were were doing it because they were going to college, right?
00:02:43 So they didn't really.
00:02:44 They wouldn't have a job.
00:02:45 They weren't.
00:02:46 You know, there was some of us.
00:02:47 That worked.
00:02:48 Jobs and there were some of.
00:02:49 Us, who lived off of trust funds.
00:02:53 That sort of a thing.
00:02:55 But the great equalizer was the the party scene.
00:03:01 Now that's where we all coalesced.
00:03:04 Because as I said, it was the partying, there was the glue that held us together in retrospect.
00:03:13 And maybe on some level, we knew this back then, which is why we kept partying kept.
00:03:17 The party going.
00:03:19 But if it wasn't for the party.
00:03:23 We wouldn't have anything in common.
00:03:25 We wouldn't hang out with each other.
00:03:26 We'd have nothing to talk about.
00:03:28 We'd had different life goals.
00:03:30 We had different world views and but all that becomes it's insignificant when you're drunk out of your mind and.
00:03:38 High as a kite and listening to a DJ and there's different colored lights flashing your face.
00:03:49 None of that matters.
00:03:52 There's always some kind of pop culture reference that gets you through the conversation and.
00:03:59 And you can enjoy your dopamine rush while they enjoy their dopamine rush.
00:04:05 And again, I lived in a society that told me that that's really what you're supposed to be doing.
00:04:09 You're supposed to do that.
00:04:10 Supposed to seal your wild out?
00:04:13 You're supposed to experiment with all these things and and then, you know, eventually, once it's out of your system.
00:04:22 Then you can settle down and and find a.
00:04:25 Good girl and.
00:04:27 And start a family and all that sort of.
00:04:28 A thing a lot of the men.
00:04:30 That I associated with during this time of my life.
00:04:34 I never during that time wound up getting married and starting a family.
00:04:41 In fact, that was the death.
00:04:42 Knell, right.
00:04:45 If one of your one of the boys start getting serious.
00:04:50 With a girl.
00:04:52 It was like they.
00:04:54 It was like finding out that they.
00:04:56 They died like.
00:04:57 Oh, no, what he proposed.
00:04:59 Because you knew that that.
00:05:01 That that chapter of his life, the chapter that you.
00:05:04 Were still right in the.
00:05:05 Middle of.
00:05:06 Was over.
00:05:08 And so they would fade away.
00:05:11 And often never talk to them again.
00:05:13 Never see them.
00:05:14 Again like that was it.
00:05:17 I remember.
00:05:20 Towards the end of this part of my life.
00:05:27 That the the party was over.
00:05:33 Not just in the micro, like, not just a party, but like the party.
00:05:37 The decade long party.
00:05:39 It was over.
00:05:42 You know several of my friends had.
00:05:45 Had you know they did get married and had.
00:05:48 Left the party scene or whatever.
00:05:50 Or they had moved away to chase.
00:05:54 Some career or.
00:05:56 Or what have you.
00:06:02 Every year.
00:06:05 It lost some of its mystery.
00:06:08 I mean, you've already been there.
00:06:09 You've already done that.
00:06:12 The really the only way you could.
00:06:15 I guess keep the excitement going as if you.
00:06:18 Were to keep doing maybe.
00:06:21 Harder and harder.
00:06:21 Drugs and doing kinkier crazy sexual things and just yeah, just get more and more irresponsible.
00:06:30 But I I had never.
00:06:32 That was never my plan.
00:06:33 My plan had always been look you.
00:06:35 Know I'm just going to do.
00:06:36 This little period of.
00:06:37 My life.
00:06:38 And then I'll you know.
00:06:41 I'll be a respectable member of society.
00:06:45 And it's a sad thing because that's that's how you, especially when your brain is now hardwired at this point.
00:06:53 I mean for 10 years.
00:06:56 And not just by the way, not just the.
00:06:59 The presence of of the drugs and the alcohol in your system all the time.
00:07:05 But it it you realize.
00:07:08 That because that's how you socialize.
00:07:12 How do I socialize with people who aren't drunk and high as a kite?
00:07:17 You know, especially I don't have anything.
00:07:18 In common with.
00:07:19 Them how do I find people that I have something in?
00:07:21 Common with.
00:07:25 And there's just this real.
00:07:28 Grieving process that you go through.
00:07:33 When you realize the party is over.
00:07:37 And this applies in the micro too.
00:07:42 I mean, if if people maybe weren't necessarily as irresponsible, I guess as I was, you still went to parties.
00:07:51 I'm assuming at least you know most people listening have at least been to some parties.
00:07:56 Maybe this might be a little more relatable.
00:08:00 Maybe you've been to a party.
00:08:02 Where it starts to wind down, it's now you know, you guys have been drinking since.
00:08:10 You know, 7:00 and now it's like 3:30 in the morning or something like that.
00:08:17 And now you know because you, I mean, everyone's passed out on like couches.
00:08:23 Everyone's partied out, they're done.
00:08:26 The party is pretty much over.
00:08:31 But then you have that friend that.
00:08:32 Had to work late.
00:08:35 Or maybe you.
00:08:35 Are that friend that had to work late?
00:08:39 And he shows up.
00:08:42 And he sees the people passed out everywhere.
00:08:46 He sees the half empty keg, you know, all the empty bottles of beer everywhere.
00:08:51 The the the pipe you know with, with the ashes all over the place and ashtrays full of cigarette butts, you know, like it's just the aftermath.
00:09:04 Of all the fun.
00:09:06 That he missed out on because he was working late.
00:09:10 You know.
00:09:10 At whatever.
00:09:13 And it is like watching the the grieving process.
00:09:19 Take place in.
00:09:20 That scenario, the 1st is the denial, you know.
00:09:24 Come on, guys, wake up.
00:09:26 Wake up.
00:09:26 Wake up, Billy.
Speaker
00:09:27 Wake up. Oh yeah.Devon
00:09:29 You you could still drink some more like you're.00:09:32 Don't be such.
00:09:32 A lightweight man.
00:09:33 I'm here, man.
00:09:34 Like it's time.
00:09:35 It's time to party.
00:09:36 Man, Party's not over. Let's go. Let's come on.
00:09:40 And that's how it starts, right?
00:09:43 And then it turns into anger.
00:09:47 Anger is you ******* *****, you ******* *****.
00:09:52 You're gonna pass out on me.
00:09:53 Man, you're not gonna be able to come on.
00:09:56 Kind of. You *******.
00:09:57 *****, you can't hold your ******* liquor.
00:10:01 You know, and and then you have the the the next step, you know bargaining.
00:10:04 Come on, man. Come on.
00:10:06 I'll drive you.
00:10:06 I'll drive.
00:10:07 You to Taco.
00:10:07 Cabana, I'll drive you to Taco Cabana.
00:10:10 Man, look, I can.
00:10:11 Drive. I'll go.
00:10:12 Do it.
00:10:12 I'll do another beer run.
00:10:13 I got, you know, my parents have.
00:10:16 Of a cabinet full of of liquor, we we can go right now.
00:10:21 Like my friend Jim.
00:10:23 He's got.
00:10:23 He's got like a whole bunch of ******* shrooms.
00:10:27 That'll pep everyone.
00:10:28 I'll, I'll drive it.
00:10:28 I'll drive across town.
00:10:30 I'll hook this **** up, you know, and this.
00:10:31 Kind of thing goes on.
00:10:32 But I mean.
00:10:35 The party's over.
00:10:38 People are done.
00:10:41 So then of course.
00:10:43 The next step is depression.
00:10:47 Where Billy realizes that.
00:10:51 The party's over.
00:10:53 No one's gonna party.
00:10:54 With him.
00:10:56 And next thing you know, he's sitting in a lawn.
00:10:58 Chair in the backyard by himself.
00:11:00 Thinking of thinking about like.
00:11:03 All the fun he must have missed out.
00:11:04 On the party the night.
00:11:08 That will be talked about.
00:11:11 For years, he missed out on it.
00:11:14 And then maybe after, you know, some time of introspection, maybe reevaluating your life a little bit as your.
00:11:24 Drinking by yourself and a stranger's backyard surrounded by passed out people you accepted.
00:11:30 The the party's over.
00:11:32 And so that's how it happens in the micro.
00:11:36 And the way that happens, the macro and the party is over it, it's it's similar.
00:11:42 You know when you first notice it, like maybe you.
00:11:44 Go to the bar with your friends.
00:11:51 For the first time.
00:11:54 Maybe ever.
00:11:56 You feel kind.
00:11:57 Of old.
00:11:59 You look at the other people at the bar.
00:12:04 And the age difference is enough.
00:12:07 They're not, they're they're.
00:12:08 No longer part of your your peer group.
00:12:12 So when you first experience this.
00:12:15 At first, it's denial, like wow.
00:12:19 I don't know.
00:12:20 I'm not that old.
00:12:22 I don't have any Gray hair or anything.
00:12:26 You know, maybe I don't know, maybe those, maybe they have fake ID's, you know, maybe maybe it's because I don't really go to this club very often. Maybe this clubs always.
00:12:36 Just like kind of.
00:12:37 Younger it's it's like the younger crowd.
00:12:40 Yeah. I I I don't.
00:12:41 Feel old.
00:12:43 And then if your other friends.
00:12:46 Start to notice this too and and they don't want to come out anymore.
00:12:52 Well, that's when the anger kicks in.
00:12:55 Like, oh, come on Jim.
00:12:58 Well, let's just go out.
00:12:59 Let's go out.
00:12:59 What are what are you?
00:13:00 Gonna stay home and just play video games.
00:13:03 You just stay on with your girlfriend and play ******* Scrabble.
00:13:05 Come on, Jim, let's just go.
00:13:06 Let's just got a few drinks.
00:13:08 You can be my wing.
00:13:08 Man, you know, we'll hit on some girls or.
00:13:11 Whatever you know, just like the old days.
00:13:13 It'll be it'll be fun.
00:13:14 Come on.
00:13:15 But the party?
Speaker
00:13:16 'S over.Devon
00:13:17 And then it's the same process you know, with, with bargaining, I would say it's a little different.00:13:21 You know, if you do the same sort of a thing.
00:13:23 Right where you're.
00:13:24 Saying come.
00:13:24 On Jim, come on.
00:13:26 If you go, you know.
00:13:27 Come on.
00:13:28 Just just stay for a little bit.
00:13:29 I'll pay for all the cab rides, you know.
00:13:32 I'll pay for all your drinks.
00:13:33 Just come on, you know, come be my wingman.
00:13:37 But you're also kind of internally bargaining, right because you're starting to feel a little pathetic at.
00:13:41 This point.
00:13:43 And so you're just you're telling yourself.
00:13:47 Internally, well, I'm just, you know, I'm just doing this.
00:13:50 We're also, am I supposed to find a girlfriend?
00:13:53 We're all you know.
00:13:53 How else am I?
00:13:54 Supposed to what am I?
00:13:56 What am I supposed?
00:13:56 To do on a Saturday night.
00:13:58 You know like.
00:14:00 And so you have like this internal bargaining going on, the external bargaining going on, the people around you.
00:14:08 And then eventually.
00:14:12 You hit depression because the party's over. You might.
00:14:15 Go to the club by yourself once or twice.
00:14:20 Just to see what it's what it's like.
00:14:24 You know, just in the same.
00:14:25 Way I don't know, you might.
00:14:27 Go try going to a movie by.
00:14:29 Yourself to see what it's like, and it's just like that basically it.
00:14:33 Yeah, it just it's depressing.
00:14:37 It feels pathetic.
00:14:39 Or, you know, going.
00:14:39 To dinner.
00:14:41 By yourself?
00:14:44 Because you realize in that moment how much?
00:14:48 How important the social aspect.
00:14:51 To the partying once.
00:14:53 You know if if.
00:14:54 It was just about the drugs, if it was.
00:14:56 Just about the.
00:14:57 I mean, you could do.
00:14:58 That by yourself?
00:15:01 You could just stay home and.
Speaker
00:15:02 I mean.Devon
00:15:03 I I mean, I think there's people that do.00:15:04 This but I I can't really relate to.
00:15:08 That you can just.
00:15:09 Stay home and and get drunk and.
00:15:11 Smoke pot and and.
00:15:13 You know.
00:15:15 That's depressing.
00:15:17 And and maybe during the process you might do that once or twice to try it out, but it's just as depressing, if not more so.
00:15:23 Than going out by yourself.
00:15:25 And then you get to the acceptance.
00:15:28 The acceptance is that, yeah, I guess I'm. I'm too old for this. The party's over.
00:15:34 If I keep doing this, it's.
00:15:35 It's really pathetic.
00:15:37 The reason I was thinking about this kind of a thing.
00:15:43 Is I kind of feel like?
00:15:47 Where we.
00:15:48 Are in Western civilization.
00:15:51 If you look at it as.
00:15:54 As a party, as you look at it as decadence that was enjoyed.
00:16:02 Like a party.
00:16:06 The party's over.
00:16:07 And I feel like there's a lot.
00:16:08 Of people.
00:16:10 Who just you know, because of when they were born.
00:16:14 You know, either just barely got.
00:16:16 To catch the tail end of the party.
00:16:19 Or now I mean if I.
00:16:20 Mean the party's over now.
00:16:22 So now they're they're showing up.
00:16:27 And the party's.
00:16:27 Already over.
00:16:30 They're kind of going through this same process.
00:16:34 You know there right now there's a lot of people in denial that, oh, no, you know, the party's not.
00:16:39 Over we can still fix this.
00:16:41 All we have to do is is reelect Trump reelect Trump and he'll he'll deport the likely over 20 million.
00:16:51 Illegal immigrants.
00:16:52 And cancel the millions of of visas and, you know, incentivize white births and we will somehow miraculously.
00:17:07 Get back to these images of America. These pictures of the party when the party was going on before I got here, you know these pics. These images at least 1950s images.
00:17:24 We'll be able to.
00:17:25 We can rekindle that we.
00:17:26 Can I don't?
00:17:27 I don't have to have missed the party.
00:17:28 We can we can make the party still happen.
00:17:31 Like I'm here now and so we can still, you know it's.
00:17:36 Not really over.
00:17:43 And there's people.
00:17:43 That are angry.
00:17:44 They're at the anger stage.
00:17:48 Where they're just looking for the person.
00:17:49 To blame? Well, it's.
00:17:50 Only over because the ******* boomers.
00:17:54 It's over.
00:17:56 Because of XY and Z.
00:18:00 Or it's not.
00:18:03 It's it's really not over.
00:18:05 You're just.
00:18:06 You're just telling me it's over because.
00:18:10 You don't want me to have any fun.
00:18:14 You're just being * ****.
00:18:15 You're just.
00:18:15 Trying to stop me.
00:18:17 From enjoying the party, well, I just got here and I'm going to.
00:18:20 Enjoy the party.
00:18:22 Don't tell me it's over, I.
00:18:23 Just got here.
00:18:29 You know, and they get to the bargaining.
00:18:32 OK, well, maybe the party.
00:18:36 Is a little bit over, but we can still salvage, you know, part of it, right? Like, you know, you know, maybe maybe it'll never be like it was in the 1950s.
00:18:48 But maybe we.
00:18:48 Can at least you know, stop immigration now.
00:18:52 And, you know, deport some of the.
00:18:53 People you know and you know, OK, we.
00:18:56 Can't have the wall but.
00:18:59 Maybe we?
00:18:59 Can streamline the immigration process and maybe we can make these these visas harder to get and.
00:19:09 Make the immigration more merit based and you know it. It it won't be like the night, it's never going to be like the 1950s I guess.
00:19:19 But like we can maybe it'll be.
00:19:21 A more colorful version.
00:19:23 Of the 1950s, you know it. It won't be the same party, but it will be a different party. It'll.
00:19:29 Still be good.
00:19:33 And then you get to the next level, which obviously is depression.
00:19:39 Where you realize?
00:19:41 How bad the corruption is?
00:19:43 You realize that the ruling class.
00:19:46 They're it's not that.
00:19:47 They're bad at this.
00:19:50 They just they.
00:19:50 Don't want what you want.
00:19:53 And they never will want what you want because your interests conflict with each other.
00:20:01 So if they appear to be on your side, it's really just because they're treating you like a child and you.
00:20:09 They don't want you.
00:20:09 To throw a tantrum.
00:20:13 And you realize this.
00:20:16 Lie after lie after lie.
00:20:19 You realize that?
00:20:22 None of the bargaining in the world is is going to change this reality that we're headed to a a really dark time.
00:20:31 That the party is indeed over like it is over and you can, if you get angry about it.
00:20:37 It's not gonna change things.
00:20:40 If you if you try to think of a way you can bargain and and find some way to weasel out of it, it's not going to change things.
00:20:49 And if you stick your head in the sand and pretend.
00:20:51 It's not.
00:20:51 Happening it's it's not going to change things.
00:20:55 And so you accept.
00:20:58 The idea.
00:21:01 The reality?
00:21:04 That the party's just over.
00:21:07 OK, well.
Speaker
00:21:09 Now what?Devon
00:21:11 I mean, the party can't one of.00:21:12 The reasons you.
00:21:13 Didn't want the party to be over, was you.
00:21:15 Didn't know what?
00:21:16 How else to exist.
00:21:19 And that's kind of how.
00:21:20 It is.
00:21:22 When you realize that.
00:21:25 The When you think of Western civilization.
00:21:29 What that meant the American dream.
00:21:33 What it meant?
00:21:36 When you realize.
00:21:39 It's gone.
00:21:41 That it's over.
00:21:46 You don't know.
00:21:47 You feel lost?
00:21:52 Well, one of the reasons you clinged so hard to the.
00:21:56 The dream, one of the reasons why.
00:21:57 You were in such denial.
00:21:59 Why you were so angry and why you desperately wanted to find a way that it wasn't over.
00:22:05 And why you were so depressed once you realized that it was?
00:22:12 Is you don't know what's next.
00:22:18 You don't know what's next.
00:22:21 In in my life, once I realized the party was over, there was a period.
00:22:26 I don't know how long it was exactly, but it wasn't a short period of time where that acceptance will just say that acceptance level or phase or whatever you want to.
00:22:35 Call it.
00:22:36 I mean it it was.
00:22:39 He was kind of just like.
00:22:42 And he was like, being dead inside a.
00:22:44 Little bit.
00:22:45 Everything, everywhere, every way that you got dopamine, every way you got social interaction is is gone.
00:22:52 And so even if it would often end in a hangover or or, you know, weird arguments or or waking up next to someone that you have, no.
00:23:04 Idea how you.
00:23:05 Ended up with them the night before and you know, even if it created all these really all, even if all these bad things are now.
00:23:15 You know, remove from your your existence.
00:23:20 They're still.
00:23:22 It was still a system that you understood.
00:23:25 It was still you knew how to party.
00:23:28 You knew how.
00:23:28 To navigate that way of living.
00:23:34 You know when I say.
00:23:35 I'm black pilled.
00:23:37 People think that means that I'm stuck in the depression phase, no?
00:23:45 And a lot of people stuck in the anger phase are the ones that think that no, don't get me wrong, there is depression that you will go through if you become black pilled.
00:23:58 And the trick is to try to.
00:23:59 Just sail through it as.
00:24:00 As as quickly as possible because it's not fun.
00:24:08 But Black Pilled really is reaching that acceptance phase.
00:24:14 Reaching that, that level where OK.
00:24:19 I I could stop wasting my time.
00:24:24 Trying to prop up.
00:24:26 This corpse of the American dream.
00:24:30 I can stop putting my my hopes and my dreams into these institutions that hate me.
00:24:41 I can stop being disappointed.
00:24:44 By these politicians that lied to me.
00:24:50 I can stop living in denial.
00:24:57 Of what's happened to my society, my people, my nation.
00:25:01 And start the the hard and and sometimes terrifying work.
00:25:08 Of thinking about.
00:25:10 OK, well, now what?
00:25:13 What do we do now?
00:25:17 You know, my whole life I was invested in this American dream idea.
00:25:20 You know, they've taught me since.
00:25:23 Kindergarten that this is.
00:25:26 You know, this is what we do.
00:25:27 We're all it's we live in this melting pot, this meritocracy.
00:25:31 And you know, we all are created equally.
00:25:34 And you know, we go through and.
00:25:38 Based on our achievements, we can, you know.
00:25:42 One of us could become president.
00:25:45 Any one of us could become the CEO of the next, you know, Microsoft or whatever.
00:25:52 Once you accept that.
00:25:53 That was never true.
00:25:58 And once you accept that.
00:26:02 That is.
00:26:05 A bygone era.
00:26:07 Even if elements of it were true, that's that's long gone.
00:26:11 That ship has sailed, and once you get over the anger that's attached to that.
00:26:18 And once you get over this knee, jerk need to try to salvage it.
00:26:24 And you get through the depression of of really understanding the loss.
00:26:31 And you take the black belt.
00:26:34 And you start looking at solutions.
00:26:37 The reason it's not depressing anymore is it's kind of like if you've ever changed jobs.
00:26:45 You know, I.
00:26:46 There's I, I, I've done a lot of different jobs in my lifetime and I found that every time I got a new job.
00:26:51 It doesn't matter how, I mean *****.
00:26:53 I mean, you could be a terrible job.
00:26:56 That for the first little bit, no matter.
00:26:58 What it was?
00:26:59 I mean, it could be like I was a grocery.
00:27:01 Bagger at 1:00.
00:27:01 Point right?
00:27:02 And even being a grocery bagger like.
00:27:04 A bag boy.
00:27:06 At least for the first few days, it was interesting.
00:27:13 It was interesting to see.
00:27:16 How a grocery store functioned it.
00:27:19 Was interesting to see.
00:27:22 Ohh yeah, that door that's at the back of the grocery store that says employees only.
00:27:26 That's what's back here.
00:27:27 It's like lockers and, like, a break room.
00:27:29 OK, that's interesting.
00:27:31 It was interesting to see the backroom in the stockroom and it was interesting to see you know how they put new groceries on the shelves and you know it's interesting.
00:27:40 Ohh, there's some guy that from coke that comes out and stacks all this stuff up for us.
00:27:44 It was interesting to find out that some old ladies would tip you a couple bucks when you brought their groceries.
00:27:51 To their car. It was.
00:27:53 I mean.
00:27:53 There was, it was new.
00:27:55 There was weird new things that I was learning.
00:28:00 By being a bad boy, it didn't last long.
00:28:01 It's not a lot to learn about.
00:28:03 Being a bad boy.
00:28:05 But it was new and exciting.
00:28:09 Well, maybe exciting is not the right word.
00:28:10 It was stimulating.
00:28:13 At least for that, that.
00:28:16 Brief beginning of it, right.
00:28:19 And as the jobs are marked more complicated.
00:28:23 That's pretty much how every job went.
00:28:25 You know, like it would just that phase would last longer because there'd be more to it.
00:28:30 You know, you'd be like, oh, that's how a TV station works.
00:28:34 I have no idea.
00:28:35 And because, you know, a TV station is more complicated than than groceries, you know, it stays stimulating.
00:28:45 But then eventually you outgrow that and then so on and so on and so.
00:28:47 On but you're.
00:28:49 You always have that.
00:28:50 That honeymoon period, right?
00:28:54 Where it's exciting and it's new.
00:28:59 And I kind of feel like what a lot of people are are overlooking.
00:29:05 Is that if you take the black pill?
00:29:09 The the the pill of acceptance.
00:29:13 And accept that the old systems.
00:29:16 Are gone.
00:29:18 The old institutions are gone.
00:29:23 And that whatever happens next.
00:29:28 That's going to come from us.
00:29:33 That phase.
00:29:35 Of learning.
00:29:38 Of stimulation, that honeymoon period.
00:29:41 I mean, that's going to go on for the rest.
00:29:43 Of our lives.
00:29:46 So understand taking the black pill.
00:29:49 Isn't about giving up on life.
00:29:53 Giving up on your people.
00:29:58 Giving up on your on your nation, your society, even.
00:30:05 It's just giving up on on the old.
00:30:09 Dinosaur institutions.
00:30:11 It's giving up on.
00:30:14 Failed systems.
00:30:17 Systems that you might feel responsible to keep going because they were created, at least initially.
00:30:26 By your ancestors, I mean they.
00:30:29 That that applies to me and many.
00:30:30 Of you.
00:30:32 But when you.
00:30:33 Realize that and when you get to that acceptance level.
00:30:38 You do realize this?
00:30:40 That is, is groundbreaking.
00:30:45 And as.
00:30:48 Proud as you should.
00:30:49 Be of those accomplishments that they made and the systems they created and the prosperity that that was generated from those systems.
00:30:59 Ultimately, the system failed.
00:31:02 Ultimately, the system failed to do what it was.
00:31:05 Designed to do.
00:31:07 And so as their descendants.
00:31:11 It's it's not your duty.
00:31:16 To preserve.
00:31:18 A corpse. It's your duty.
00:31:22 To give birth.
00:31:25 To the new system.
00:31:27 The system that will protect the next generations.
00:31:32 It's your duty now to to look at what failed and why, and to prevent that from happening.
00:31:40 And I know that's that's a monumental task and it's not even a task necessarily that can be accomplished in one generation.
00:31:47 But we got to get that we got to get that momentum going.
00:31:50 And if we don't, we're really no better than than the generations that people get angry with saying, oh, you just kicked all these.
00:31:56 Problems down the road?
00:31:58 You just kept.
00:31:59 You just kept putting band aids and duct tape on everything.
00:32:04 Then try.
00:32:04 To keep it all together.
00:32:06 You never really addressed the real problems.
00:32:09 Well, that's that's going to apply to you.
00:32:11 That's how your children are going to look at you if you don't suck it up, take the ******* black pill.
00:32:18 And accept that that's your responsibility now the older generations are never going to just hand you the wheel.
00:32:24 They're never gonna say, hey, you know what?
00:32:26 We've been in charge this whole time and we've decided you'd probably be better at this than us, so here you go.
00:32:34 Why don't you take control?
00:32:35 Why don't you take?
00:32:36 The wheel for a while.
00:32:39 They're never going to do that.
00:32:42 They're never going.
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00:32:43 To do that.Devon
00:32:52 The only way this happens is if we take the wheel.00:32:54 From them.
00:32:57 So anyway, I hope you guys are enjoying your.
00:32:59 Summer and I have a couple more videos.
00:33:02 They'll be coming out soon that I'm working on that are more along the lines of what I usually do and so look out for those in the meantime for Black Hills dime, Devon stack.
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