Pillstream： Nostalgia.mp3

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00:05:22 Someone heard typing.
00:05:24 So what happened?
00:05:24 I don't know what happened there, but I I went live, and then there was no audio, so I had to go into BS, remove my audio source.
00:05:32 In fact I tried like 3 different mics.
00:05:34 None of my mics worked, so I'm not sure what happened with BS there.
00:05:40 I I swear it was not user error.
00:05:44 Anyway, welcome to the nostalgia stream, I guess.
00:05:49 I'll have to.
00:05:50 To sniff that up at the beginning off of it, I'm sure that was really exciting.
00:05:56 Staring at a a DOS screen for a while.
00:06:00 I just thought it was funny.
00:06:01 You know, there's I see all these people streaming video games during this coronavirus.
00:06:08 Quarantine, including people who I don't want to be mean here, but maybe it's not age appropriate.
00:06:17 And and and if it you know if it.
00:06:19 If it is maybe they should be streaming a game like the game I'm I'm about to load up, which honestly I'm not this old.
00:06:28 This isn't even age appropriate for me, just in the other direction.
00:06:33 Uh, but I I don't.
00:06:35 Know maybe it.
00:06:35 Sort of is.
00:06:36 I mean it it existed when I was a kid, and I sort of played it when when my dad had this, we're going to talk about nostalgia.
00:06:45 But like in in the.
00:06:46 In the the spirit of nostalgia, my dad.
00:06:51 Had a what they would call a laptop back in the 80s it was a luggable computer.
00:07:00 It was basically like a sewing machine.
00:07:03 I don't know if your your mom sews.
00:07:05 If she didn't.
00:07:06 She's a terrible mother.
00:07:07 But but sewing.
00:07:08 Machines you used to have, I mean they're.
00:07:11 Like these big.
00:07:12 You know well every no one.
00:07:13 Everyone knows what a sewing machine is, but you'd have like these covers.
00:07:16 You could like, latch on to the top of most of them.
00:07:18 And there's a handle, so you could like it would be sort of portable.
00:07:21 Well, this computer was kind of like that.
00:07:24 It was this huge suitcase and you would set it up on a desk.
00:07:29 A sturdy desk.
00:07:31 Not, not any desk that they sell at Walmart today it would.
00:07:34 It would totally collapse any desk that you would put it on today.
00:07:39 And then you would unlatch it on from the bottom, and the keyboard would come down.
00:07:46 I mean, it was this.
00:07:47 It was a huge full size keyboard.
00:07:49 And that would reveal a little green or sometimes amber monochrome monitor.
00:07:57 And then two, usually big floppy drives.
00:08:01 And I remember my dad took one of these home from work because they were getting actual laptops, so they gave him one of those because we we didn't have any PC's at the time.
00:08:12 We had an old Apple 2E that was also a second hand from my my my grandfather on my mom's side and he gave it to us.
00:08:21 And so one of the the only pieces of software we had for this suitcase.
00:08:32 Was the game I'm about to load up and we can start doing a a gaming stream of this game.
00:08:39 I don't think we're actually gonna play it too much.
00:08:41 I just thought it'd be funny to have it here.
00:08:44 So let me load it up here.
00:08:46 See back in the good old days, you had to do all this kind of ******** stuff.
00:08:51 So I'm going to hit escape because I'm not going to use a joystick, no joystick required for this game.
00:08:59 In fact, I can only imagine it making it worse.
00:09:03 OK and now?
00:09:05 There's horrible, horrible PC speaker music playing in my headphones right now, that's.
00:09:13 I can't.
00:09:14 I can't stand this for very long, so I'm gonna just go ahead and hit another key so it stops.
00:09:19 Thank God.
00:09:20 OK, it has stopped.
00:09:22 This is King's quest.
00:09:24 But anyway.
00:09:27 One of the I wanted to do a stream on nostalgia.
00:09:31 Yes, I was thinking I I've.
00:09:33 Been doing a lot of work on the the pill box lately, and when you're just doing work and and sometimes I usually almost always listen to streams and and you know, podcasts or whatever you want to call them videos and YouTube and D live and yadda yadda yadda.
00:09:54 I decided I would actually just listen to the radio.
00:09:59 Yesterday I decided, you know.
00:10:02 I I'm just I have this constant stream.
00:10:06 Of of news and information going into my brain non-stop and and and by the radio. I don't mean like ham radio.
00:10:13 I've been doing that too much too, because you.
00:10:16 Know you, you.
00:10:17 You're it's the same kind of a thing.
00:10:18 It's just, it's just coming from weird old boomers and you know, on on ham radios and I, I mean, just, like, Normie, Normie.
00:10:26 Radio like nor me like I hadn't listened to Normie radio.
00:10:31 I couldn't even remember the last time I had, like, just listen to normal radio, you know, music, radio.
00:10:36 And I, I you know, I I I didn't want to listen to.
00:10:40 The complete degenerate new stuff that they play on the radio, I wanted to listen to, you know, hold on a second, turn off something.
00:10:51 There we go.
00:10:52 I wanted to listen to, maybe not quite oldies.
00:10:57 Yeah, kind of oldies, I guess now.
00:10:59 Just something that would be more reflective of what I would have listened to the radio on the radio.
00:11:04 When I used.
00:11:05 To listen to the radio, which was.
00:11:06 You know a while back.
00:11:09 And so I did.
00:11:11 I turned around, and I actually have because I've got all these antennas and stuff I was able to tune in some pretty distant.
00:11:19 Radio stations and one of them was playing.
00:11:23 And I forget, I think everyone knows this song, and I probably should have looked this up before I did the stream on it, but there was a song called The Good Old Days.
00:11:33 And I I remembered it from, you know, when I back, when I'd go to the clubs and and that was one of the.
00:11:40 Songs that they would play and the lyrics struck me where let me look it up right now actually.
00:11:49 The good old days.
00:11:57 Oh, maybe is it?
00:11:58 Is it Macklemore?
00:11:59 Oh, my God.
00:12:00 Now I feel even OK.
00:12:03 Well, anyway.
00:12:05 That's not it, though, is it?
00:12:08 I thought I was older than that. I guess that's only from 2017.
00:12:13 I don't think that's maybe that's not the right one.
00:12:15 Maybe it is.
00:12:16 Yeah, I think that probably is.
00:12:18 Well, anyway, in the lyrics it's a it's a terrible song.
00:12:20 It's a terrible club song, but in the lyrics they talk.
00:12:23 About, you know.
00:12:25 Oh wait, I wish.
00:12:25 Someone had gone back and told.
00:12:27 Me that these were going to be the.
00:12:29 Good old days.
00:12:30 You know, how come no one no one went back in time and told me and is right now?
00:12:34 Is this the good old days for in the future, is it going to be like?
00:12:38 Am I going to be looking back at right now, which just seems like the normal like the?
00:12:43 And am I going to say, ah, those were the good old days and you know, it's it's a pretty simple concept and it got me thinking because I remember thinking about this one of the first times I heard this song that that.
00:12:59 And there's a lot of reasons why that's the case.
00:13:03 There's a lot of.
00:13:03 Reasons why you might think back to now.
00:13:09 While you're sitting in self quarantine.
00:13:13 There's a lot of reasons why you might think back to now and say ah.
00:13:19 Those those remember.
00:13:20 When we were stuck in quarantine for.
00:13:23 Coronavirus that was.
00:13:25 That was awesome.
00:13:26 That was fun.
00:13:27 That was.
00:13:28 That was the good old days.
00:13:30 And part of this is a black pill, and part of this is a white pill.
00:13:35 So let me explain why nostalgia.
00:13:39 Works the way.
00:13:41 That it does.
00:13:44 First of all, you're always getting older.
00:13:48 You're already older now than you were when this stream started.
00:13:53 You're older than you were when you, when I just said that you.
00:13:58 Were older a?
00:13:59 Second ago, you're always getting older.
00:14:01 It never stops.
00:14:02 You're always getting older.
00:14:05 And they don't sell a lot of products.
00:14:10 To make you feel older.
00:14:12 They don't sell a lot of products to make.
00:14:14 You look older.
00:14:16 You know what? What?
00:14:18 Precisely, do you see them selling it it it it's, you know, it's.
00:14:23 Youth youth.
00:14:26 Everyone wants to be youthful.
00:14:28 Everyone wants to be younger.
00:14:29 Everyone wants to feel younger, look younger, be younger.
00:14:33 No one wants to be older.
00:14:35 And that is.
00:14:35 Because and this is, you know, part of the blackpill.
00:14:38 Part of it is.
00:14:40 After you reach a certain age, from that point on, you're just essentially you're slowly dying.
00:14:46 You're you're slowly, very slowly, thankfully, but you're you're slowly dying.
00:14:53 You know, once you reach, once you reach your peak.
00:14:57 Which I don't know.
00:14:59 Maybe is like around.
00:15:01 22 or three or something like that.
00:15:05 I mean at that.
00:15:06 You're just.
00:15:07 That's it, you know, that's why your metabolism slows down, because until you get to that point, your metabolism is going fast because it's it's growing all the, you know, the new things you get as you as you get older, you know, like it's making you taller.
00:15:22 It's making you know, all of your organs bigger and.
00:15:25 Better and enacting all these new mechanisms and hormones and stuff as you get older, so your metabolism just has a lot to do.
00:15:33 That's why.
00:15:35 It slows down once you reach this peak because.
00:15:39 It's done.
00:15:40 It's you're you're done.
00:15:42 There you are.
00:15:44 And now you just kind of.
00:15:46 Very slowly die.
00:15:48 Very slowly, but that's what's going on.
00:15:52 And a lot of these things.
00:15:54 Aren't really that noticeable.
00:15:57 I mean, for me at least, I mean I I'm sure you are once once you get.
00:16:00 I mean, I'm not that old, but.
00:16:01 Once you get to like maybe like 50s and 60s or something, maybe it it starts to really be noticeable, I don't know, but.
00:16:10 I mean, I don't really.
00:16:11 I don't physically feel.
00:16:12 That different than I did when I was.
00:16:16 You know, maybe even like 16 or 17, but I guess let me rephrase that.
00:16:20 The one thing that did change.
00:16:23 And this change is in your in your.
00:16:25 It changes pretty early on like it changes in your like late 20s, early 30s.
00:16:32 Is that when I was 17, I could drink, you know, like a case of of Keystone light.
00:16:40 Eat like 3 burritos from a drive through Burrito Place and stay up till like 4:00 AM smoking cigarettes on a porch.
00:16:50 With my friends.
00:16:53 Be up at noon.
00:16:55 You know, hanging out and feeling fine the next.
00:16:57 Day that that.
00:16:59 You can't do like that.
00:17:01 Gets ruined.
00:17:02 I think pretty fast.
00:17:04 I mean I get, I get hung.
00:17:06 I mean, I don't drink anymore, but on the.
00:17:09 The occasion that I.
00:17:10 Do it's not like a rule like I I I'll drink.
00:17:12 Every once in a while.
00:17:14 But on the and on the occasion that I do I get.
00:17:16 I get hungover for for days sometimes and and from not even.
00:17:20 Drinking a lot.
00:17:22 So that changed for me, but not really a whole lot fundamentally changes.
00:17:29 So you don't feel different?
00:17:31 I look different.
00:17:32 I've certainly got a few Gray hairs now.
00:17:35 And you know that that's a little alarming at first when you get your first few Gray hairs, you're like, oh, my God, what's happening to me?
00:17:43 I'm I'm this wasn't supposed to happen.
00:17:46 Because when you're younger.
00:17:47 You feel like?
00:17:48 Yeah, it's like when you watch these videos of these people at spring break, they're like, oh, Corona, Corona Chan can't.
00:17:55 Don't hurt me.
00:17:56 I'm invincible.
00:17:57 I people get mad at those people and I, you know, they are.
00:18:01 They're being foolish, you could say but.
00:18:04 It's kind of.
00:18:05 I don't blame them because I probably would have been like that.
00:18:09 I can't say for sure, but I probably would have been like that because you do feel invincible at that age.
00:18:16 I get a lot of crazy ****, a lot of crazy **** thinking like, well, it doesn't matter.
00:18:21 I had no concept of of.
00:18:23 Of my life ending.
00:18:25 You know, when you're that young and you're, you know, you're not dying yet.
00:18:29 I guess that's what happens.
00:18:32 Once your body is is completed, once you've reached that peak where your body is done being built up and and you are on the very slow.
00:18:41 It's like you.
00:18:42 Maybe not.
00:18:42 Maybe not immediately, but that's when you start to.
00:18:45 Realize. Oh.
00:18:47 So I'm dying now.
00:18:48 I better.
00:18:49 I want to live as long as possible.
00:18:50 I'm not getting.
00:18:51 I'm no longer being.
00:18:53 My building is no longer being constructed.
00:18:56 You know, I I can't.
00:18:57 I can't have them change the carpet here.
00:18:59 Or maybe you can do some minor modifications, but the building's pretty much there, so now you just need you want to maintain it as much as possible.
00:19:05 Because you're no longer brand new, you.
00:19:07 Your package has been open.
00:19:08 And you're no longer in mint condition.
00:19:12 And you know for the.
00:19:14 For the most part, these.
00:19:15 People that are partying on the beach, they're still at the factory being created.
00:19:18 You know, they're not.
00:19:20 They haven't even their package hasn't even been.
00:19:22 They haven't.
00:19:22 Been put in their package yet.
00:19:25 So you you can't.
00:19:26 You can be upset with them, for, you know, being stupid, but you got to understand that like, they just don't even have a concept of that.
00:19:36 That's part of why when you look back on today.
00:19:42 You will think to yourself, wow, that's those were.
00:19:46 The good old days.
00:19:47 You know that that was the good old.
00:19:48 Days because for no matter what, you'll be younger, no matter how old you are now and.
00:19:54 No matter how.
00:19:55 Old you'll be in a week or.
00:19:56 A year or ten years or whatever.
00:19:59 You'll you'll be younger.
00:20:01 And there's just something.
00:20:05 Better about, you know, in some ways, not always at all.
00:20:09 Not always.
00:20:10 There's a lot of good things about getting older, but there it's you.
00:20:14 Youth is something that you are always losing.
00:20:17 You're all it's.
00:20:18 It's like an.
00:20:19 Hourglass, those those.
00:20:21 Old hourglasses, where the sand is just kind.
00:20:23 Of pouring out.
00:20:24 While each of us.
00:20:25 Has each of us are one of these hourglasses?
00:20:29 And once we hit that hit that peak where we're we're we're done.
00:20:32 And we're putting.
00:20:33 The package or the package is opened rather that hourglass just kind of gets tipped over.
00:20:38 And eventually it.
00:20:39 Runs out of sand.
00:20:40 And we don't know how much sand is in there.
00:20:42 That's that's the terrifying part, I guess, right?
00:20:45 So you look back.
00:20:47 And you had more sin.
00:20:51 Regardless of how bad it was, no matter how horrifying it felt at the time, you had more sand, like, if nothing else, you had more sand.
00:21:03 And it so it just.
00:21:06 You knew there was some plus also hindsight, right is 2020.
00:21:11 So now that you're still alive and you're looking.
00:21:14 Back at these at these times.
00:21:17 You also know you make it through it.
00:21:20 So at the time, one of the most terrifying things about when you're in a bad situation is you don't.
00:21:27 It can feel like you're not going to make it through it, right?
00:21:30 Like a lot of people like right now.
00:21:31 I'm sure there's a lot of people.
00:21:32 That are in quarantine that are thinking to themselves like, oh, this is the end of the world.
00:21:36 I'm not going.
00:21:37 To make it.
00:21:37 Everyone's gonna get like, yeah, hopefully now you guys.
00:21:40 Feel that that.
00:21:40 Way, but I guarantee you there's there's a.
00:21:42 Lot of people that are thinking that right now.
00:21:45 And if you're thinking that right now and then in 10 years, you look back at it, you know you made it through.
00:21:52 So you don't have that, that emotional pressure, that weight.
00:21:56 On you of like.
00:21:57 Ohh I'm not gonna make it.
00:21:59 I'm not gonna make it.
00:21:59 And you're gonna feel a little silly for thinking you're not gonna make it.
00:22:03 And that's going to just add to nostalgia.
00:22:09 I I I.
00:22:10 It's just, it's an interesting thing that and I think that if.
00:22:13 We were to, really.
00:22:15 Appreciate the fact that.
00:22:18 Every moment, every.
00:22:19 Moment not it's not just this moment.
00:22:21 It's not just the quarantine, it's really every moment of your life.
00:22:26 At a later point at a later date.
00:22:29 You're going to look back at that.
00:22:32 And think to yourself.
00:22:34 Wow, that was.
00:22:35 That was great.
00:22:36 That was good.
00:22:37 Or if not great or good because nostalgia is not always happy, right?
00:22:41 Sometimes it's sad, but it's it's always a pleasant feeling.
00:22:47 There's always something, something good about nostalgia.
00:22:50 Like I never look back at the past.
00:22:54 And think about.
00:22:56 Even painful moments.
00:22:58 Because I've had painful moments in my life, you know, like, let's just say like a bad breakup.
00:23:02 Or something, right?
00:23:04 You look back at a time where you know you felt hopeless and terrible and and just like the world was.
00:23:11 Going to end.
00:23:11 And you know like ohh, she was the one.
00:23:13 And now she's gone and blah, blah, blah blah blah, you know, whatever you look back at that moment and think to yourself.
00:23:19 Oh, this, that that's.
00:23:23 That was that was so.
00:23:26 Like there's something I don't.
00:23:27 I don't know what the word is for it.
00:23:29 Well, maybe nostalgia, right?
00:23:32 There's, but there's something pleasant about the even thinking about those moments, those moments that felt.
00:23:38 Terrifying, like you were lost like that.
00:23:41 The pain would never end like you would.
00:23:44 You didn't know what you were going to do that you didn't know how you were going to make it through it.
00:23:49 Maybe it's the fact that you.
00:23:50 Did make it through it.
00:23:53 That makes it pleasant.
00:23:54 Maybe it's the fact that the pain is gone.
00:23:58 Now that the the.
00:24:00 The wound is at least has some scar tissue.
00:24:02 On it now.
00:24:04 That makes you think back and and think of it as something pleasant.
00:24:09 But the point is.
00:24:11 Every moment of our lives, regardless of how terrible they are, you know, I'll tell you one.
00:24:15 Thing, and I've talked about this a little bit, there was a time in my life.
00:24:21 When I was like, you know what, like I I live for those of you who don't know, I live out in a I I call it euphemistically a bunker, but it's it's just basically this old ****** house in the middle of nowhere in the desert.
00:24:37 And that's not this isn't the first experiment.
00:24:40 In fact, this is not.
00:24:42 This is not an experiment.
00:24:43 There was a beta test.
00:24:44 I I guess you could say for what I'm doing now that happened several years not several years ago, but like like a little like I think, but about seven years ago, we'll say seven years.
00:24:56 Where I said, you know what?
00:24:58 I'm tired of.
00:24:59 I lived in San Francisco at the time and I was just surrounded by all this degenerate nonsense.
00:25:05 And I was just.
00:25:06 I was so burned out on the rat race and just, you know, moving across the country chasing that dollar, you know, working for the either.
00:25:15 Multinational corporations, or just sociopaths or both, and it got to the point where I was just like, you know what?
00:25:23 **** all this.
00:25:24 I'm going to sell everything I own on, like, Craigslist and.
00:25:28 Just move out to the.
00:25:29 Desert and build an earthship and you know, try to have like a really simple life.
00:25:36 And I had no idea what I was doing at all.
00:25:38 I had no idea what I was doing, and I'll probably go into detail about that story because I have a lot of footage from it because I've always been a photographer and I've always, you know, been involved in film and video.
00:25:48 And so I've got like.
00:25:49 I've documented it pretty well, so maybe I'll pull some of that stuff up sometime.
00:25:54 But what I did was.
00:25:56 I mean exactly that.
00:25:57 I sold everything that I own.
00:25:59 I sold all of my garbage, you know, like the, it's kind of like that scene in Fight Club where he's sitting on the airplane and thinking about all the the things in his apartment.
00:26:10 And you know the the classic line where event, you know, the things that you own end up owning you.
00:26:16 And that which is the truth.
00:26:18 And you realize that, especially when you're trying to get rid of everything that you own, you're just like, Holy God, I had no idea.
00:26:24 I had so much.
00:26:28 Once you get rid of it all like I had so much crap I had, I had, like full arcade machines.
00:26:34 You know, I had just stuff you don't need and.
00:26:38 That you're you're tethered to it.
00:26:40 It's like it's kind of like a ball and chain.
00:26:42 It's it's the your stuff is the ball.
00:26:46 And your desire to be the alpha slave is the chain.
00:26:52 And once you cut that chain and and get rid of the ball, it's kind of it's.
00:26:58 It's a little weird at first.
00:26:59 It's, you know, they they, there's the story of.
00:27:03 I don't know if this is true or not, but I've heard it said that in India, what they do when they want to train an elephant for tourists or whatever, is they they chain an elephant to a like a steak in the ground or something.
00:27:19 They tether the elephant right and they raise it like that so that it knows it.
00:27:23 Can never get.
00:27:24 It can only go so far because its leg is chained to like this.
00:27:29 This pole on the ground or whatever, and eventually it's more convenient just so they can move the animal around and stuff like that beyond and not have it change the ground constantly.
00:27:41 They all they have to do.
00:27:44 Is they tie a rope around that foot?
00:27:47 But the ropes not connected to anything.
00:27:50 And the elephant is so used to to if it feels that, you know, there's a rope around its foot that, oh, I can only go so far.
00:27:57 And I better behave and stuff like that.
00:27:59 The the elephant.
00:28:01 That's enough to keep it in line.
00:28:02 It thinks like, oh, I'm chained up now.
00:28:05 And that's as far as it goes.
00:28:08 And in in some ways, that's kind of how it is is once you even after you get rid of that chain and that that ball of garbage and stuff you don't need, you still have kind of the muscle memory, right.
00:28:20 You still have that.
00:28:24 You don't realize how free you really are.
00:28:28 At first, and then eventually, because you know we're not elephants, we're smarter than elephants.
00:28:33 Eventually you figure it out the, but also not only do you figure it out the.
00:28:39 The problem is.
00:28:41 You have that tendency.
00:28:44 To want to start creating your a new ball like you want to start having more stuff again.
00:28:50 Like it's it just changes like it's really hard.
00:28:54 It's really hard to have a life where.
00:28:58 All you like, I don't think humans are built this way, or at least a lot of humans aren't built this way.
00:29:04 It would be really difficult to live a life where everything that you own could fit in a suitcase.
00:29:10 And a few people have done it and it's very freeing.
00:29:15 That there's times in my life where I've done that and it gives you a lot of versatility, but anything that you own is going to tie you down to to it and you know, look, obviously that applies to stuff like pets and children and wives and stuff like that, more than more than the stuff.
00:29:34 But the stuff is the same way.
00:29:35 You know, like in the in the case of the arcade machine that I was talking about, well, how, where am I?
00:29:39 You know how versatile can I be if I have to own this arcade machine and you know, going to drag it around with me everywhere I go?
00:29:49 At any rate, what I did was I sold all my stuff.
00:29:54 Including this arcade machine, and I went out into the desert, and when I say the desert, I don't mean like the desert.
00:30:03 Like where I'm at now, where I at least am somewhat close to civilization, and I have interaction with humans on a fairly regular basis.
00:30:10 You know, it's not always, but you know it, it's not like a huge ordeal.
00:30:14 To come into contact with humans, I was in an area that was so remote that I could walk outside and look in every direction and it was just endless.
00:30:25 It was just endless.
00:30:28 It was like you.
00:30:29 It was the horizon.
00:30:31 You would just see the horizon all around you, and that is a very cool.
00:30:39 Very cool experience too, but it's also like everything it it it it.
00:30:46 It comes with its drawbacks, and one of those drawbacks was I I still remember, I mean.
00:30:53 This was a.
00:30:54 This was the.
00:30:55 High desert.
00:30:55 So when it wasn't just hot all the time, it was hot in the.
00:30:58 And then it was cold in the winter.
00:31:00 And I remember I went a AC couple. I think I went like 2 1/2 months.
00:31:06 Without seeing a human being without like, I mean, I was talking to people on like FaceTime and Hangouts and stuff like that.
00:31:15 On my I I had Internet access.
00:31:17 Believe it or not out there and I had my laptop and I could actually talk to human beings.
00:31:22 And you know, I wasn't just completely isolated and cut off from the universe.
00:31:27 But I I did not see a person like face to face.
00:31:32 I did not see a human.
00:31:34 For something like 2 1/2 months.
00:31:36 And it was really start like I don't think that I don't think human beings are.
00:31:42 Built to do that because it started to make me just feel kind of crazy.
00:31:48 I can't really describe it.
00:31:49 I don't know what it was, but it was just this.
00:31:52 It was just this urge to, like, be around humans.
00:31:55 And and finally, that's what happened is I just drove a couple hours to a Walmart.
00:32:01 And I just walked around in this Walmart to be like around people for a while and I I didn't need anything.
00:32:10 And so I just like bought some random **** and I still remember the cashier because I'm the kind of person I don't want to talk.
00:32:19 To the cashier.
00:32:20 I don't wanna have like in fact, I get irritated when I'm at a store and someone's like, hey, can I help you?
00:32:25 It's like, no, you can't.
00:32:26 Like you probably can't.
00:32:27 I mean, I'm not trying to be * ****.
00:32:29 You probably can't because I I I research what I'm gonna get, and then I go get it.
00:32:33 You know, if I'm if I if I actually have to physically go to.
00:32:37 I'm not just browsing, you know.
00:32:39 I know what I'm.
00:32:39 I know what I want and my guess is your minimum wage.
00:32:43 Ask can't can't inform me on anything.
00:32:46 Just you know it is what it is.
00:32:48 And I'm usually in a hurry.
00:32:50 If I had to go to an actual physical store too, and I don't want to.
00:32:53 Sit there and chit chat.
00:32:54 It's nothing personal.
00:32:56 That's not that.
00:32:56 I don't like people.
00:32:57 I just, you know.
00:32:59 Leave me alone.
00:32:59 I'm here to get XY and Z and get the **** out.
00:33:02 That's that's what I'm there for.
00:33:06 That was not the case that day, I.
00:33:10 I was.
00:33:10 I was.
00:33:11 I was the guy.
00:33:12 I was.
00:33:12 The annoying guy in line.
00:33:14 Like, hey, how's it going?
00:33:15 You know, like, oh, I see you're getting the pop tarts you like Pop Tarts.
00:33:20 You know, stuff like that.
00:33:23 And and then getting to the cashier and just sitting there and just just chatting like just trying to like.
00:33:29 And she was, you know, she was real nice.
00:33:31 And, you know, I don't remember what we talked about it anymore, but.
00:33:35 It was just funny because I remember as I walked out to my truck in the parking lot just thinking like how weird all that had been.
00:33:42 But I I I I I felt relieved.
00:33:45 Like I I had something about it in my soul, had been like a weight had been lifted.
00:33:50 I I'd finally proven to myself that I wasn't the last man.
00:33:54 Live on the planet or I don't know what it is, but that that weird panic that I've been building in me for just slowly for the last 2 1/2 months was finally gone.
00:34:06 And so.
00:34:08 I went to, went back to the the I don't even want to know what you would call it.
00:34:14 My camp.
00:34:15 I guess in the middle of the desert.
00:34:17 And shortly after, maybe a few days afterwards, there was a snowstorm.
00:34:24 And I remember walking out.
00:34:26 Into the the the next morning.
00:34:31 Walking out and I'd never seen anything like this.
00:34:34 I had never seen a desert.
00:34:36 Just completely.
00:34:40 With snow.
00:34:43 As far as the eye could see.
00:34:46 Totally untouched by by anything you know, because all the desert animals, obviously they're, you know, they're they hide out during the winter.
00:34:56 There's there's like nothing alive but me for for miles and just looking out at it.
00:35:06 It was.
00:35:10 But I couldn't.
00:35:11 Really appreciate it because all I could think of.
00:35:13 Was wow, this is this is so.
00:35:19 I mean, I don't want to sound trite, but like, magical.
00:35:24 And yeah, I have no one here to share it with.
00:35:30 I'm just completely by myself and this is beautiful and no one's gonna see this. No one's gonna see.
00:35:35 And I took some pictures.
00:35:35 I guess I can show you guys and you can see it, but it's not.
00:35:38 It'll it.
00:35:39 I mean, pictures do not.
00:35:40 Do it justice.
00:35:41 It was just.
00:35:42 It was so quiet and just.
00:35:45 It was the stillness and the pristine.
00:35:48 I don't know.
00:35:49 There's just no way to to describe it.
00:35:51 It was just like a it was a.
00:35:52 It was a type of.
00:35:56 That you feel.
00:35:59 And you can't put.
00:36:00 That on a on a JPEG, you know like.
00:36:04 That was just.
00:36:06 And it was something really cool about it.
00:36:08 But it was also kind of depressing because, like I said, it was like there's no one here that is sharing this moment with me.
00:36:14 And that's when I realized, you know.
00:36:18 I'm I don't think I'm doing the.
00:36:19 Right.
00:36:19 Thing you know, I'm.
00:36:20 I'm out here.
00:36:22 And this is cool and I'm learning a lot of stuff and it wasn't always cool.
00:36:26 It was really horrible.
00:36:27 Most of the time.
00:36:30 But I need to.
00:36:32 Not just be out here by myself, this is just this is madness to a certain extent, and it would lead to madness eventually.
00:36:38 I think if I would have stayed out there.
00:36:40 For a really.
00:36:40 Long time I was, I was out there a much longer after that moment.
00:36:43 And it did.
00:36:43 Get a little crazier, but it was at least I went regularly back into civilization once I realized, OK, you can't go 2 1/2 months.
00:36:52 Again, without seeing people, this is just to.
00:36:56 But the point of of telling the story is, as you can tell as I tell it, there's there's a lot of nostalgia to it.
00:37:02 There's a lot of.
00:37:04 Good feelings and and I'll.
00:37:06 I'll tell you.
00:37:07 When I was in it, it did not feel good.
00:37:10 I got to a point where I mean deep an idea I did.
00:37:14 I was not prepared.
00:37:15 I was prepared for.
00:37:17 I looked up the climate on the Internet before I had I bought this plot of land in the middle of nowhere and went out there.
00:37:23 And I I don't know what I don't know why I I didn't.
00:37:28 I don't.
00:37:29 I think I I I looked at the wrong data or something because like the.
00:37:33 The climate I had prepared for was like 10 degrees warmer in the winter and or maybe even 20 degrees warmer in the winter.
00:37:42 A couple of those nights.
00:37:43 And about 10 degrees cooler in the summer and cause I I thought I had done my due diligence and either the the climate data they had because it was such a remote area they didn't have accurate readings or it just, you know, it was looking at the wrong thing, but it doesn't really matter.
00:38:02 The point is I went out there.
00:38:03 And I was totally unprepared.
00:38:05 The I was in an RV, kind of like Breaking Bad style and in the middle of nowhere.
00:38:11 And the the soonest winter hit, all of the pipes in the RV froze and burst.
00:38:18 Like immediately? Like rub immediately.
00:38:23 And you know the generator broke like right away.
00:38:29 At one point.
00:38:31 I remember it was so cold.
00:38:34 I had my cat with me.
00:38:38 The cat's water dish would freeze solid overnight.
00:38:44 I'd have to wake up in the morning and, like, melt the cat's water.
00:38:50 On a pro on on a propane space heater every morning and.
00:38:58 It was miserable.
00:38:59 I I remember using that same propane space heater to heat up a can of Spaghettios and just sitting there watching my breath because you could see it.
00:39:09 It was so cold and I'm and this is inside outside it was even colder, obviously.
00:39:13 And so I'm just inside huddled around this space heater like.
00:39:17 Staring at the clouds of of moisture as I exhaled and and and watching the the the can of Spaghettios slowly bubble and just thinking to myself like what the **** are you doing, you're.
00:39:30 Like what is this?
00:39:32 And it was bad.
00:39:32 It was bad.
00:39:33 It was bad.
00:39:34 You know, you I I went to some dark places in my head, you know, and.
00:39:40 But now I look back at it, and as you as you can hear my voice, it was.
00:39:45 I'm so glad I did it.
00:39:46 I'm so glad I did it.
00:39:49 No matter how.
00:39:49 Horrible it got.
00:39:53 It was always teaching me something.
00:39:57 You is always teaching me my limits.
00:40:00 Like how far can I go, you know?
00:40:02 Like how it was it was a survival situation.
00:40:06 And we live in a in a world now that very few of us are ever put into survival situations.
00:40:12 You know, like the our safety is relatively guaranteed, or at least it would appear that way for a lot of us, not all of us, but for a lot of us.
00:40:24 You you very rarely feel endangered, especially when you're like we we're talking about the people on the beach celebrating, doing body shots and and laughing about coronavirus.
00:40:33 They, I mean they feel invincible, so that there's some people, no matter where you live, and no matter what your environment is to a certain extent and you know until you reach a certain age, you kind of just.
00:40:43 Innately feel invincible.
00:40:48 So it's it's I'm so.
00:40:49 Glad that I.
00:40:50 Did that and I could feel my get to my limits.
00:40:54 And get to because I did.
00:40:57 I got to my limit.
00:40:58 I I I you know, a few months after that I I reached my limit to where I was like I.
00:41:03 Might actually die.
00:41:05 I have to. I can't.
00:41:07 Be out here anymore.
00:41:08 And then I you know, I I finally I gave up and again I'll like I said I'll tell maybe I'll tell that story.
00:41:15 Sometime but.
00:41:18 That's that's something that is nostalgic because.
00:41:23 I did survive it.
00:41:25 I was younger then.
00:41:30 The other aspect I guess.
00:41:32 To nostalgia.
00:41:34 That we might not want to admit.
00:41:38 That applies, I think, even to when a lot of us, when we talk about ohh I wish we could go back to the 1950s.
00:41:46 I wish we'd go back to the 1960s or or whatever and and and when when things were more based, you know, we want to live in that black and white movie or, you know, all that footage that I was capturing. And I posted on, you know, some of the clips on Instagram. I got a bunch of these old film reels. And from the everywhere, the 50s and 60s and.
00:42:06 Even some 70s and 80s stuff, and I was capturing them digitally.
00:42:10 I'm still going to use a lot of that stuff.
00:42:12 For future videos.
00:42:14 And it you know it it you.
00:42:16 Look at this footage.
00:42:18 And you're like.
00:42:19 Uh, I.
00:42:21 You know, I really wish I could live in that time.
00:42:23 That looks so much better than today.
00:42:24 You know, there's no drag queen story hour.
00:42:27 There's, you know, it's just there's no Tinder, there's no coronavirus.
00:42:34 You know, like it's just.
00:42:36 I want to go back and and live in those times.
00:42:39 You know, in, in the more homogeneous America that I'll never get to know.
00:42:44 And I think that the.
00:42:49 That draw that that allure, some of that is a little artificial.
00:42:54 I mean, there's obviously real reasons to want to go back and and live in those times and and, but if I'm being completely honest with you guys, yeah, I'm a I'm a propaganda.
00:43:05 Expert and I know I know what I'm doing.
00:43:08 I sometimes like propaganda is not evil.
00:43:10 It has a bad word.
00:43:12 But when I when I use that footage in my videos, I know what I'm doing.
00:43:15 I'm I'm doing it to to create some of these emotions in you.
00:43:19 I am.
00:43:20 I'm not trying to manipulate you.
00:43:21 I'm just trying to communicate these emotions.
00:43:25 And that's the best way to do it with with with images or there's.
00:43:28 Anyway, there's other.
00:43:29 To and, but one of the reasons it is a little artificial.
00:43:35 I mean it's it's cool to see, you know, especially when you look at the footage where it's so foreign to you, that's why you're drawn to it.
00:43:42 You know, there's an honesty about that, absolutely.
00:43:46 But there there, there was also kind of a saccharine side to it.
00:43:49 Where you don't.
00:43:53 You didn't live.
00:43:53 It you know and and so you didn't see the dark side of it necessarily.
00:43:57 You didn't see the downsides?
00:43:58 Like no, no time is 100% good. In fact, every time I would say is almost equally bad.
00:44:07 I mean, there's there's lulls and and, you know, that goes up and down.
00:44:11 There's some extreme examples.
00:44:12 Right.
00:44:12 You know, like, I don't think you know, World War 2 as an example, had a lot of pluses to it.
00:44:20 And the horrors of of, of stuff like that.
00:44:22 You know, you can't really.
00:44:24 That doesn't really qualify.
00:44:26 But in terms of just everyday civic living, but even then, by the way, I bet there's people that are nostalgia or nostalgic for world, I mean, well, now almost everyone's.
00:44:37 Almost everyone's dead.
00:44:38 That was involved with that, but I guarantee you there's a.
00:44:41 Lot of really old men that think fondly about, you know, some of the times in World War 2.
00:44:48 But anyway the.
00:44:50 The artificialness of it is it's, well, the grass is always greener.
00:44:55 On the other side, right.
00:44:56 It's that.
00:44:57 It's not that there's.
00:45:00 Actually, anything that you can put, it's not that, that.
00:45:04 Past is better, it's that the present.
00:45:08 Is unsatisfactory to you.
00:45:11 And so almost anything looks better, you know.
00:45:15 And I'm not saying that that's the driving force behind what you might experience when you watch some of this old footage and you want to go back and live in that.
00:45:26 It certainly isn't the driving force for me.
00:45:28 I mean, there's there's some real reasons you'd want to go back.
00:45:33 Of that.
00:45:34 But there is, you know, if we're being honest here, that there's an element that is just that you're dissatisfied with your present.
00:45:41 And so, I mean, it could be looking at this 1950s footage or it could be looking at a, you know, a artist's rendition of what the future would like, a Star Trek type of thing, like almost anything would look better.
00:45:54 You know, whether it's maybe or maybe it's not even looking back to 1950s, maybe it's the 1700s.
00:46:00 Maybe it's the time of Christ, you know, maybe it's caveman times.
00:46:04 Could be better.
00:46:06 Because there there's always.
00:46:07 Going to be something better.
00:46:09 You know, because it's different.
00:46:12 People like different.
00:46:15 UM, you know what was the the apple slogan for so long? Think different.
00:46:22 Maybe it still is, I don't know.
00:46:25 But that is the.
00:46:29 That it the reason why that slogan resonated with people is.
00:46:34 People like different.
00:46:35 It doesn't always have to be better.
00:46:36 They just want to change.
00:46:38 Another perfect example, hope and change.
00:46:42 Change, change, change.
00:46:44 But you you hear all the time from these Obama bots.
00:46:48 Which, by the way, have just been traded in for Maga Tarts.
00:46:50 That it's just.
00:46:53 That's a reality that I I don't think that I quite realized until after Trump, that because I didn't really see it in in past presidents.
00:47:01 But maybe this is this could be a new phenomenon, I don't know.
00:47:04 But it seems as though.
00:47:07 At least you know certainly with Obama and with Trump.
00:47:09 The last two presidents have just been like a cult of personality.
00:47:13 And so we have, they just have these cult followings.
00:47:17 And just in like if you were to ask, you know, Obama disciple, what did you and and remember they used to post these videos all the time.
00:47:25 People, it might have been people like Steven Crowder, people like that.
00:47:28 Back in the day where they be like, oh, what has Obama done there?
00:47:31 What are his policies that you like?
00:47:33 And then they could never really say anything, you know, they.
00:47:35 New there's a lot of people like that with Trump, or they'll they'll maybe they'll list stuff, but it's stuff he hasn't done.
00:47:41 Like they'll be like ohh well, he built the wall and it's like did he.
00:47:47 Did he really?
00:47:48 Because I don't think there's a wall.
00:47:51 You know.
00:47:53 But they're just, they're just they they like.
00:47:56 They're emotionally attached to it at this point.
00:48:02 Anyway, this is.
00:48:03 This is just a cozy stream, I know.
00:48:05 That was kind of a maybe a long and the enduring opening monologue for talking about this stalgia and whatnot.
00:48:15 And let's let's at least play a little bit of this game that's shockingly, it's streaming a lot.
00:48:21 Better than I.
00:48:21 Thought it would.
00:48:23 I know that like it looks choppy, but it's.
00:48:27 And it's just choppy, it's it's a choppy game.
00:48:30 If if at least the feedback that I'm getting from YouTube is any indication of how it's streaming, it's streaming way better than my streams usually go.
00:48:38 So I'm a little surprised and I have not last time I played this game.
00:48:45 Was probably on a floppy.
00:48:48 And I very, very, it's so vague like I I remember that you had to type stuff in like look tree.
00:48:57 And get rock and and **** like that.
00:49:00 But I don't remember really anything else beyond that because I was.
00:49:03 I was very young and I was I.
00:49:05 This was like I said and.
00:49:08 I don't even.
00:49:09 I don't even know what year this is from.
00:49:11 I I'm assuming that's got to be the 80s, so here's what I'm going to do.
00:49:16 I met just you because I just said that.
00:49:17 I'm going to say.
00:49:23 This is a very beautiful tree.
00:49:26 Yes, it is.
00:49:27 It's a very beautiful.
00:49:28 It's so beautiful.
00:49:31 Let's walk around here a little bit.
00:49:36 You know what this might might, might, might not be the best idea. This is not the most action-packed video game that I could be doing a gaming stream of. Oh, and I'm already dead.
00:49:50 Well, yeah, OK, there, I guess maybe I I.
00:49:53 I'm I'm wrong?
00:49:54 The action is, it's unstoppable. There's just so it's so action-packed.
00:49:59 I've already died.
00:50:01 Misfortune strikes you.
00:50:03 You have fallen into the Moat, your struggles and cries have attracted the hungry alligators.
00:50:09 They do not want to let you go.
00:50:11 Let's see what happens when I press enter.
00:50:13 Well, I can't, I can't.
00:50:15 Get out of the Moat.
00:50:19 And I seem to have drowned.
00:50:26 That was really loud.
00:50:27 PC speaker music in my ears.
00:50:30 But at least it appears as though I've taken out one of the alligators with me.
00:50:34 It's not just.
00:50:36 It's not just me that died.
00:50:38 I was able to wrestle an alligator to its death.
00:50:43 At any rate.
00:50:44 I don't think we're going to do the same thing.
00:50:47 I don't have a lot of super chats I.
00:50:48 Think it's because it's bright early in the morning?
00:50:50 A lot of you guys are either working from home or or whatever, but I do have at least a couple here, so let's take a look.
00:50:57 UMI have two.
00:51:01 All right, we got one that just says it's about damn time, bro. For $2.00. All right, I hope you mean.
00:51:09 My audio problem, or maybe just doing another stream?
00:51:14 I was going to do it yesterday.
00:51:16 It's just that yesterday the weather was nice enough for me to actually get a lot of stuff done.
00:51:20 And by the time I got it all packed in and everything, I was just exhausted.
00:51:23 I didn't have anything to talk about and I was just.
00:51:25 Like if I do.
00:51:26 A stream now which is going to be, it's just going to be no fun for anybody.
00:51:31 It's gonna be useless because it was.
00:51:33 It was late at night.
00:51:34 Yeah, it was a long.
00:51:36 And then we have civilian soldiers, 762999 I I've constantly.
00:51:42 Or I constantly dream about packing up my truck and camper and driving out with my family to live a simpler life with Twin 3 year olds.
00:51:50 It's hard to not be stuck in that route or not be stuck in the rat race for now.
00:51:55 Yeah, I mean, that's The thing is, again, the things you own end up owning you and I don't want to be.
00:52:02 Uh, you know, like, I'm not saying that.
00:52:04 Well, you own the.
00:52:06 You own 3 year olds.
00:52:08 But that's one of your responsibilities, and it gets tougher to do it once you have kids.
00:52:13 Not impossible, though.
00:52:15 Not impossible it it depends on on the.
00:52:20 Your financial situation, certainly.
00:52:23 And you'd need to.
00:52:25 It depends on what kind of job you do, like if you do the kind of a job, that's the.
00:52:29 Cool thing I think a lot of people are learning.
00:52:32 About the in in this coronavirus quarantine is there's a lot of jobs that can be done from home.
00:52:40 And if they can be done from home, they can be done from a homestead.
00:52:44 Now, not perfectly, because you know, like there is something to be said for the interaction.
00:52:51 But I've been working from home like even when I was working for big, like big multinationals, I worked from home for years and it wasn't a big deal.
00:52:59 I mean I I there's sometimes I I didn't even meet. I'd say 80% of the people I interacted with on a.
00:53:05 Almost everyday basis, I don't even know what they look like.
00:53:08 You know, I'd hear them on conference calls or, you know, read emails from them or even instant messages and stuff like that.
00:53:15 But I would never meet these people.
00:53:17 And it that's OK that it works.
00:53:19 You know, like you can do a lot of jobs that way.
00:53:22 It's it's also a little frightening, though.
00:53:24 I think about like.
00:53:26 Because if you have a job like that.
00:53:31 I don't want to say you're not producing anything useful.
00:53:37 But that's kind of the case, you know, like it because if you.
00:53:40 Can do it from home.
00:53:42 On a conference call, it's like, well, I mean, you're not actually making anything, you know, you're not build.
00:53:48 I mean, you're not.
00:53:50 You're not growing food.
00:53:52 You're not making machines.
00:53:54 And the problem is, that's so many jobs in America are like that.
00:53:58 Like everything that, that actually and that's another that we're learning with this coronavirus is that everything is created in China.
00:54:06 Everything, almost everything is our medical supplies.
00:54:10 I posted this on on Instagram.
00:54:12 The fact that China was getting upset with us and.
00:54:15 They said that.
00:54:18 They it was it and.
00:54:20 I don't.
00:54:20 I don't know how this changed.
00:54:21 It got smoothed over, but for whatever reason, China was their state.
00:54:25 Media was saying ohh clearly the Americans made coronavirus and unleashed it on to our public and and now they've got this vaccine already.
00:54:32 You know obviously they they this was an attack my take on that.
00:54:36 For now, at least, is that if it is.
00:54:40 Man made and there's an argument to be made for that.
00:54:43 You're not going to be able to hide that, right?
00:54:45 Like you can't hide the fact that a virus has or at the very least you, you can't hide the likelihood.
00:54:52 I guess you can never really prove, but you can't hide the the high probability that it was engineered if.
00:55:00 If it has, if it exhibits certain.
00:55:06 Markers I guess you could say and so they can't really hide that from their people.
00:55:12 So let's just give it a scenario.
00:55:14 Let's just say hypothetically, that they engineered this virus in in their lab and that they've got in Wuhan and then totally innocently, by the way.
00:55:25 It gets.
00:55:26 And then it it creates the pandemic.
00:55:30 Well, if you're the communist government, you don't want, I mean, you're to look stupid, right?
00:55:34 You're going to look, that's going to make you look bad and so you can't say, well, we accidentally let this virus out and it killed a bunch of people.
00:55:44 You have to say, Oh well.
00:55:46 I mean you you can hide the, I mean you can't hide the fact that it was engineered because Chinese people aren't stupid, you know?
00:55:52 And and they can read the eventually the.
00:55:56 I mean, I know they're Internet censored, but I'm sure stuff gets in.
00:55:59 Right.
00:55:59 So if they get their hands on the data and they look at it and be like, wow, this was totally engineered, this didn't come from a bat or whatever.
00:56:06 And and again, this is just all hypothetic.
00:56:08 I don't know.
00:56:08 We'll find out.
00:56:09 Maybe eventually, someday.
00:56:11 And they, you know, they you can't hide that, but you can hide the source and you can blame it on your enemy.
00:56:20 In this case, the United States and but anyway, but while that was all going on.
00:56:25 They were.
00:56:26 They were even threatening to withhold.
00:56:28 Medical supplies.
00:56:31 From the United States because we don't even make our own penicillin.
00:56:35 We don't.
00:56:36 We don't even make.
00:56:37 Our penicillin or our our, our, our our masks or or anything we don't make anything here.
00:56:48 That, that's that's a scary thought.
00:56:53 It's a scary thought because not that I I see us going to war with China or something like that anytime soon, but the possibility.
00:57:01 Absolutely exists that that could happen.
00:57:04 And then.
00:57:07 Have all our stuff.
00:57:08 I mean, like that's well that there's that's no way to run.
00:57:11 That's no way to run a government or a.
00:57:15 And it's also kind of what we're experiencing now, you know with the the reason why diversity is such an issue in the United States and with unemployment and with with everything else is you have some people, they're just not.
00:57:29 I mean they they're not capable of the stay at home.
00:57:32 You know, work from home job.
00:57:34 They just don't have the aptitude required to stay at home and to.
00:57:41 Do a job that you can do from home like they they have the the the ability to maybe make brake pads all day on an assembly line.
00:57:50 You know you can maybe teach them that.
00:57:52 OK, all you have to do is you know, you Weld this thing to this thing, and they just do that repetitively all day long.
00:58:01 You can't.
00:58:01 You can't.
00:58:02 I mean, you can't get them to to write an app.
00:58:05 You can't get them to do design work and stuff like that.
00:58:10 So what are going to do with these people if all those jobs are happening in China?
00:58:16 And so it it creates so many different I I'm I'm thinking preaching the choir.
00:58:20 I think you guys get all this.
00:58:24 But there's the corona.
00:58:25 Chan has been at at the very least been shining a lot light on all the problems tied to globalism, or at least a lot of the problems.
00:58:34 But everyone's done.
00:58:37 Done all this?
00:58:38 Take before.
00:58:39 I don't think I have to go into it too much.
00:58:47 And then we got uh Overlord VHS does a vomit emoji?
00:58:53 OK, I'm not sure what that's about.
00:58:55 And you only gave me.
00:58:56 $0.99.
00:58:56 You know I.
00:58:56 Should do.
00:58:57 I should do the.
00:58:58 I should do the Stephan Mall.
00:58:59 And you did you guys see this the other day?
00:59:02 Or Stephen mall?
00:59:03 And you like someone gave him 2 bucks.
00:59:06 And I'm sorry, I I don't like punching, right?
00:59:08 It's just that there's.
00:59:10 I got to say something about this just because.
00:59:14 I can't.
00:59:14 I used to like mildly give, you know.
00:59:17 Dig it.
00:59:18 Mauling you on Twitter.
00:59:19 And now that I'm not on Twitter, I I don't have that outlet.
00:59:22 And and I I like mauling you.
00:59:24 I do.
00:59:24 I like his channel.
00:59:25 I think he's done good stuff.
00:59:27 But he just every once in a while he just is just insufferable.
00:59:31 He just does something that I can't just be like.
00:59:34 Yeah, that's cool.
00:59:34 Whatever. Like, OK, so someone gives them $2.00, a $2.00 super chat.
00:59:40 And he's like, offended. He's, like, offended that he got the $2.00. And you can tell and he gets upset. And he says something like.
00:59:49 Look, listen, if you're just gonna give me $2.00, then just I'm. I'm going to try to characterize it as honestly as possible.
00:59:58 I'm not going to get exactly right, but I think you guys will know what I'm talking about, but it's like if you if you're only.
01:00:03 Going to give.
01:00:03 Me two dollars.
01:00:04 Then clearly you need that money more.
01:00:06 Than I do, I mean I mean.
01:00:08 Just don't. Don't even give me the $2.00.
01:00:10 I mean, if if you only have $2.00 then then use that $2.00 to you know to to, to for for your bus fare to go to your to your stupid ****** job where you only make $2.00 a week because it was only $2.00 I mean $2.00.
01:00:25 And it's like you could tell that as he was doing it like he was realizing that, like, oh, I'm coming across this.
01:00:31 Kind of an *******.
01:00:32 And so he tried, but it was too late.
01:00:34 He tried to like.
01:00:36 To make it sound like I'm not being * **** for complaining about your money, your dirty, filthy, poor person.
01:00:47 But yeah, I was just like Jesus, man.
01:00:50 Like it?
01:00:52 It's free money.
01:00:53 I mean, I you don't.
01:00:54 It doesn't mean you have to.
01:00:55 I mean, if your mom and your.
01:00:56 Own people are giving you 50 bucks.
01:00:58 100 bucks and.
01:00:58 Then someone gives you 2 bucks. You know, maybe you don't have to read their chat, but like to to sit there and and **** all over your free money is kind of. I mean, if it's only $2.00.
01:01:08 Come on, man.
01:01:11 So anyway.
01:01:13 Speaking of which, Ryan Erdman, $2.00. Thanks, man. No, man. Thank you. See the.
01:01:20 See the difference there?
01:01:21 You know mall new.
01:01:22 That was mall.
01:01:23 You have been like, yeah. Thanks for nothing, bro. You're you're $2.00. What's that going? Thanks, man.
01:01:33 For the for the the half gallon of gas.
01:01:39 Alright, cipher $5. The new Discord server is up. I sent you an invite on ProtonMail. Could you repeat the e-mail? Repeat the e-mail.
01:01:49 Well, I got 2 emails.
01:01:53 Well, I'll have to check out the server.
01:01:54 Like I said.
01:01:56 We got to figure the community stuff and I got to maybe offload some of that to someone else.
01:02:02 And you know, maybe you could be the discord person.
01:02:04 I'll have to check it out.
01:02:06 I'll look at the invite.
01:02:07 I don't know if you sent to the one that I've been checking.
01:02:09 I've been checking.
01:02:10 What is it?
01:02:12 Rope movie.
01:02:15 I think it's rope movie at ProtonMail.
01:02:19 Let me look.
01:02:21 Yeah, it's rope movie.
01:02:24 At protonmail.com for the movie stuff.
01:02:27 And then it's.
01:02:30 It's evil, Hillary.
01:02:32 At ProtonMail.
01:02:35 Dot com for random stuff and I haven't been checking that one recently.
01:02:43 499 Primal Ghost, Comfy stream or wait, I skipped 1 miseria Armory $2.00 yo call it the pillow box, not the bunker. You're right, it is the pill box. I keep calling the pill box and then I.
01:02:57 Forget that I called the pill box and I called the bunker, but it is the pill box.
01:03:02 Primal Ghost 499 comfy stream? You should do more movie analysis. Videos. Yeah, I know. And I have a list of especially now. I guess people are at home with nothing to do. It's just I don't.
01:03:14 Want to be?
01:03:17 I just don't want to be like doing videos like that just to be doing videos.
01:03:22 And so a lot of my my past ones were just they were movies that I I had something to say, you know about.
01:03:28 Them and now it's kind of I'm, I've.
01:03:31 Said what I had to say about a lot of movies and I don't want to just be doing it to just have content, you know, like, oh, here's another movie review that I'll make.
01:03:40 Something up, I'll.
01:03:41 I'll try to, you know, conjure up some angle to make it seem more subversive than it is just to have content.
01:03:48 Like I don't want to do that and I know I don't have.
01:03:50 To do that for a.
01:03:51 Lot of stuff.
01:03:51 There's there's a lot of.
01:03:55 You know, subversive movies, it's not necessarily anything that's.
01:03:59 Hard to find. It's just.
01:04:03 The other thing is too The Simpsons video.
01:04:06 I I legit, that's kind of what slowed the production down is I had no idea it was going to take me so long.
01:04:12 I was like, oh, yeah, I'll just.
01:04:13 Watch all The Simpsons.
01:04:14 I'll just watch all 30 ******* seasons of The Simpsons real quick, and then I'll make a video about it and then, and it's still going on.
01:04:21 I'm like, I'm still in the teens.
01:04:23 In in terms of the the seasons, it's just, you know, there's so many I get.
01:04:28 So burned out on.
01:04:30 On the on Homer's voice and Bart's so burned out on that ****. So I should just pause that, or maybe even just do break it up in the different videos because I have a lot of. I have a lot of.
01:04:41 Material in The Simpsons.
01:04:44 But I do get like this weird OCD thing where like I want to finish it once I start it.
01:04:48 So I just like you know, I'm just like, yeah, I'm gonna watch all The Sims.
01:04:52 And well, you know, maybe I'll, maybe I'll pause it just so I can get another video out.
01:04:57 That's not just a stream.
01:04:59 And because The Simpsons one is probably going to be a while like a while.
01:05:05 But I'm also working on book two and now the movie and stuff like that, so I'm doing a lot of stuff.
01:05:09 It's just it's just.
01:05:11 You're right, it's kind of slowed down the production on the, on the movie stuff.
01:05:16 And I know a lot of.
01:05:16 People like that.
01:05:17 So I'll I'll look at at maybe trying to get something like that out.
01:05:20 Pretty soon here, Kilo Blunt 10499, can you say? Well, I'm going to be reading.
01:05:26 OK.
01:05:28 Let's see here.
01:05:30 I will say it.
01:05:32 Lift waffle is a super based guy.
01:05:36 Thanks Devin.
01:05:37 You helped me.
01:05:37 Red Pill, my wife about a year ago.
01:05:39 Cheers, king.
01:05:41 All right.
01:05:41 Well, hopefully Lyft waffle.
01:05:43 Is a super based guy.
01:05:45 Now, I've said it twice.
01:05:49 Robert Morgan, $3.
01:05:52 Fist bump.
01:05:54 Right back at you.
01:05:56 Or wait, should I? Mulling.
01:05:56 You it up $3.
01:05:59 More like more like crappy. Not enough money bump. Ah. All right, Alex Norton, 400 rubles. Someone actually emailed me.
01:06:12 And and and explain to me that the rubs are rubles.
01:06:17 Oh, and that's what you're telling me?
01:06:18 Maybe you're the one.
01:06:19 That emailed me.
01:06:19 Those rubs are Russian rubles.
01:06:21 You asked on the previous stream.
01:06:23 Wanted to ask, what do you think about Adrenochrome?
01:06:26 Do you think it's real well?
01:06:33 Ohh I'd I I know a little Russian and I blanked on on.
01:06:36 Thank you spaciba spicy ABA Devon stack.
01:06:46 Yeah, I don't remember a lot of Russian.
01:06:51 Yeah. Noga. Nimo. Noga.
01:06:57 Yeah, the I mean, dream Chrome is real, it's.
01:07:00 A real thing.
01:07:01 Whether or not the elites are taking mega doses of adrenochrome is another thing.
01:07:08 I here's the thing with the people always talk about, they always say, well, why would they do it?
01:07:12 You know, why would they do all this horrible stuff that children and there's so many different reasons.
01:07:17 I mean that I I get why they're saying that you're, I mean, horrible.
01:07:20 You're not a horrible person.
01:07:21 So you don't think about this stuff.
01:07:24 And I mean, neither did I until I had to start researching it, and I had to ask.
01:07:27 Those same questions.
01:07:28 I had to be like, well, what would be, what's the point of all this?
01:07:31 And then you start to realize.
01:07:33 There's actual practical reasons for them doing this.
01:07:36 And I don't.
01:07:37 Mean it's good.
01:07:39 I'm just saying that.
01:07:41 We live in a universe right now, and maybe for I, maybe this has always been the case.
01:07:46 I don't know, but we live in a universe where the the.
01:07:51 The people that.
01:07:52 Float to the top are are psychopaths and sociopaths.
01:07:56 And if you think about it, that makes sense, right?
01:08:00 Like if because if you have empathy.
01:08:04 How are you going to send like you're not going to be willing to do what it takes to get to that that position because there are.
01:08:11 There are other people that are willing to do literally anything, anything, to get to the top.
01:08:19 And so those are your competitors and if you're like, well, I will do anything for power, but I won't do that, you know.
01:08:28 Not gonna get it.
01:08:29 You're not gonna get to the top.
01:08:30 You're not gonna be a contender.
01:08:31 So I think.
01:08:35 The the the kids stuff, like a lot of people say, oh, well, it's for the black male.
01:08:39 I think that's part of it.
01:08:41 And I also think that's maybe why they're trying to normalize it like the.
01:08:44 People at the top.
01:08:46 Top, top, top are using it to to blackmail the people at.
01:08:50 Top right.
01:08:51 And so the people at the top are like, well, let's normalize it.
01:08:54 So you know you you can't really blackmail me with it anymore.
01:08:58 I mean, that's part of it, I think.
01:09:02 But more in the black male ****.
01:09:03 I think it's it's like a it's like a **** test.
01:09:06 You know, it's a test.
01:09:08 It's like, what are you willing to do?
01:09:09 It's like gangs, right?
01:09:11 Where to make sure that you're really like, they talk about this like, oh, if you're going to join a gang, what they like the bloods of the ***** or whatever.
01:09:19 You know, they they make you go and and at the end, after you do all you know you you do all the other horrible **** at the end.
01:09:25 You could just go kill a grandma or something and then they keep the gun.
01:09:29 And then if you ever cross the gang then they'll they'll give the the murder weapon to the cops.
01:09:34 And then you're, you know, you're ******.
01:09:35 Or whatever I.
01:09:37 Don't even think.
01:09:37 See, that's the thing with.
01:09:38 That's kind of the same thing.
01:09:39 People are saying with, you know, with the kids stuff, they're like, oh, well, you know, they they keep the tapes of you ******* the kid to death or whatever, and then they they'll release that tape if you know that, you know, if you ever cross.
01:09:51 I don't even think that.
01:09:53 That part of it is the part that matters.
01:09:56 It's it's not, it's not.
01:09:58 Oh, we'll release the tape or we'll release the gun or whatever because have you ever heard that happening?
01:10:05 I mean, there's never been a tape of anyone ******* a kid that's ever been released, right.
01:10:10 Ever that I can think of.
01:10:12 And, you know, they burn some of these people and.
01:10:15 And they go to jail.
01:10:16 But very, very infrequently, but there's never like a tape.
01:10:20 You know there's never, like, there's not.
01:10:22 There's never anything that shows the horror.
01:10:24 There's never, you know, it's like with Weinstein and stuff like that.
01:10:28 There's no tape with Epstein.
01:10:30 They deleted all the, you know, they went in there and confiscated everything that was in a safe.
01:10:34 We don't.
01:10:35 We're not.
01:10:35 We don't get to see that.
01:10:36 Stuff it's, you know, it's so you know, or Hillary's laptop or I mean humans laptop or, you know, whatever. So I don't think that's what it is.
01:10:46 So much as it's will you do it.
01:10:50 You know, because once you do it.
01:10:53 I mean, once you're, you're not just proving you're so desensitized that you're willing to do the most horrific thing ever, but it also kind of has to kill.
01:11:05 Think about it, like if you.
01:11:08 I can't, I.
01:11:08 Mean everyone that's religious, with very few exceptions.
01:11:12 I guess evangelicals are different or they're weird and they think that like.
01:11:16 Everything's forgivable, like you could literally rape a kid to.
01:11:19 Death while you.
01:11:23 I don't know genocide ING another the whole country and it's it's cool as long as you accept Christ before you die.
01:11:31 I don't.
01:11:32 I don't believe that.
01:11:33 And I don't think a lot of people believe that.
01:11:35 Well, let me rephrase that.
01:11:37 I don't believe that there's a lot of people also that don't believe that and there, like I said, there are evangelicals and there are people that do believe that.
01:11:47 I just, you know, there's I, I find that hard to believe and I think that those people that that do that.
01:11:55 With the kids stuff.
01:11:59 It's not just for the psychological are you willing to do anything?
01:12:03 But it's also it's like a no going back.
01:12:07 It's like a no going back kind of a thing where if you've done that.
01:12:11 You don't think you're redeemable because you're not really, in my opinion, you're not.
01:12:16 And so you will never betray them because you've already.
01:12:20 I mean, you've.
01:12:21 You've closed the door to heaven.
01:12:24 There's no getting, like, no matter what happens now, nothing you do.
01:12:28 Could ever undo that.
01:12:33 And so.
01:12:35 Once you reach that level, you're I mean, from the elites point of view.
01:12:41 You're liberated.
01:12:43 You know, you're free now to be as evil.
01:12:45 As you want.
01:12:47 And so it's I think that's the practical reason why they do that because.
01:12:55 There's no going back from it, so it's not only just are you willing to do whatever, but now you're.
01:13:01 You're in here for good.
01:13:02 You know that you're one of us.
01:13:04 For good.
01:13:06 And the adrenochrome stuff.
01:13:09 You know that that might just be the icing on the cake that just might be the.
01:13:13 I mean, I don't know.
01:13:15 Like, like I said, there's never been like an adrenochrome drug bust.
01:13:19 We don't know for sure.
01:13:20 We I we know it's a real chemical.
01:13:23 We know.
01:13:25 That the, I mean, think of what they're doing in the open.
01:13:28 Peter Thiel.
01:13:29 He's got that company now where they're pumping young blood into old people.
01:13:33 That's what they're doing in the.
01:13:34 Open and these.
01:13:39 Rumors of vampires have existed for eons, and I think a lot of that kind.
01:13:45 Of fiction these.
01:13:46 These old monster stories are rooted somewhere.
01:13:52 In reality.
01:13:52 They didn't just come from nothing.
01:13:55 Maybe maybe someones imagination every once in a while you know.
01:13:58 But like I think there a lot of them are just really embellished.
01:14:02 You know, alter or or metaphors for something that was really happening for them to resonate and last as.
01:14:07 Long as they did.
01:14:09 I think they had to be metaphors for something real, so I would not be shocked in the least at all.
01:14:13 If there was some kind of adrenochrome aspect of this.
01:14:19 But if you're asking.
01:14:19 Specifically about, I know a lot of people are geeking out about that video.
01:14:23 They get sent around like, wow, look at the the movie stars, they look like they're missing their adrenochrome.
01:14:30 I don't think that because they you'd still be able to get it.
01:14:35 You know, like if it was like, think of it this way, if you're.
01:14:38 If they're literally doing adrenochrome like it's a drug.
01:14:44 I mean there I I really don't think the coronavirus quarantine is is interrupting that supply chain as long as that, you know like it it just seems.
01:14:54 You know, I think it's wishful thinking.
01:14:56 I think there's a lot of cute people that are just really.
01:14:59 Anything that happens, the cute people are like, ohh, see, it's part of the plan.
01:15:02 It doesn't matter what happens.
01:15:04 I mean, when this when this blows over?
01:15:06 If it blow, I mean, I don't know it.
01:15:08 Could blow over.
01:15:09 Like I said I I'm I've been doing a wait and see attitude with this because it doesn't really affect me as much like quarantine.
01:15:15 For me it's it's every.
01:15:16 OK.
01:15:17 So and I already have and I've been telling you guys to do this, so I don't even feel that bad.
01:15:22 I've been telling for over 2 years I've been saying here's what you get.
01:15:26 Get it now.
01:15:27 I thought maybe the Civil War would be the thing to do, or the reason to do it, but.
01:15:33 I was even explicit in that video that hey, it doesn't have to be a civil war.
01:15:37 Could be anything.
01:15:38 Get this stuff and have this stuff in case something bad happens.
01:15:41 Well, something bad happened.
01:15:43 We don't know what yet, and there's different theories on that.
01:15:45 But if you're me, it's like you're just like, all right, you know, I guess there's a quarantine going on out there.
01:15:55 Here we go.
01:15:57 Slam Fire 9010 dollars.
01:16:00 Devin, you are a gentleman and a scholar.
01:16:02 Thank you.
01:16:04 And no room for squares 2 dollars.
01:16:09 Laughing face.
01:16:10 See now, if I was mauling you, I'd.
01:16:12 Be like.
01:16:14 Yeah, more like. More like frowny face. Because you're $2.00.
01:16:23 All right. And then we got the lead guitar £2.00, so that's slightly more than.
01:16:32 Then then $2.00 and ohh and you said don't go mall and you on me.
01:16:36 Well, too late.
01:16:38 Well, I'll do it.
01:16:39 I'll do.
01:16:39 It in in a really bad British accent.
01:16:43 Too bloody pounds, more like more like.
01:16:47 02/2 week to give me enough.
01:16:51 Money and I can't do it.
01:16:55 I don't know.
01:16:56 That was.
01:16:59 But yeah, thanks for your.
01:17:00 £2.00.
01:17:01 What is the pound? What is it still like like a buck and 1/2? So you're you're you're above the threshold anyway, right?
01:17:09 Leo the burn tickler. $5.00. So Stefan is a cat girl? He thought if.
01:17:14 I donate money to him.
01:17:15 Will he make me?
01:17:16 Wear the the the **** cage.
01:17:21 And I I don't know why I had thought.
01:17:23 Of it from that angle.
01:17:24 But I mean, that's essentially what he's reducing himself to.
01:17:26 If he's doing that because I've seen those clips of, you know, like what?
01:17:31 What, what?
01:17:31 I think what is it, Mr.
01:17:33 obvious, who he does some OK stuff, but he's too much of a libertarian in my opinion.
01:17:38 But you know, I'm sure he's a nice guy, he.
01:17:41 Posted some video where he was talking about the thoughts.
01:17:44 You know that one that goes off.
01:17:46 About not, but about only getting 5.
01:17:49 Dollars a month from someone or something like that.
01:17:51 I don't know.
01:17:51 I was.
01:17:51 I wasn't watching.
01:17:52 I was just listening to it as I was doing stuff.
01:17:55 Eric Meza $5 stream not showing up on the subscription fee. Yeah, you know, that's happening not just to me.
01:18:01 There's so many channels that I subscribe to and I'm just like you know, this this guy has has to have made a video by now.
01:18:07 It's been like a week.
01:18:08 Or whatever.
01:18:09 And then I go to their tab and then they've made like 3 videos.
01:18:14 And it it never shows up in my feed and I know I'm not just missing it because you know, as someone who is on YouTube myself and this is part of you.
01:18:24 Know my job, I.
01:18:25 Guess I I I've got my YouTube feed.
01:18:28 I check it multiple times a day.
01:18:31 There's no way that I'm missing this stuff, you know and.
01:18:37 That's just something we got to deal with, which is why, by the way, subscribe to me on D Live Devin Stack on D live.
01:18:44 So not black pill on deli.
01:18:46 There's some black pills on deli.
01:18:48 Those are not me.
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01:18:52 On D live so go to D live forward slash or what is it dlive.tv/dev and stack? I think there's a link in the description and then you can subscribe there in case this.
01:19:07 You know this ends up they end up kicking us all off because I don't think that the.
01:19:15 The six gajillion.
01:19:18 Sealed indictments are for Google executives, and I don't think that the CEO stepping down really means anything honestly because.
01:19:28 Is that you?
01:19:29 Think of it this way.
01:19:30 Think of it practically.
01:19:33 The CEO's.
01:19:34 Stepping down is like their punishment, like haha.
01:19:38 You know, patriots in charge, you know you you have to step down.
01:19:44 You could no longer be the CEO of Microsoft anymore.
01:19:47 Bill Gates.
01:19:48 Like, that's his punishment.
01:19:50 Oh, no, don't make me retire with millions of dollars.
01:19:56 Please queue.
01:19:57 Please kill the show.
01:20:00 You know what?
01:20:01 I mean like that's.
01:20:02 It doesn't make any sense to anybody that isn't religiously or emotionally.
01:20:08 Connected to you.
01:20:11 Casey Shannon, $5 what are your plans for a lady and little black pills on your homestead?
01:20:18 There's, you know.
01:20:21 I'm not going to say I don't want to get it.
01:20:24 Maybe someday I will get into it.
01:20:26 That part of my life, but it's there.
01:20:30 There's there's.
01:20:33 There will be little black pills.
01:20:35 You know that's that's part of the plan.
01:20:38 I'm not going to be.
01:20:39 Just out here by myself and you know.
01:20:43 I as much as I enjoy solitude and I and I have a high tolerance for it.
01:20:47 It's like I like the story I talked about with the with the Walmart, you know, from going out of the desert.
01:20:56 Yeah, I just.
01:20:57 I can't be alone constantly.
01:20:59 And it's it's funny because I like having plants because I like watching them grow and.
01:21:04 And I like nurturing them and stuff like that.
01:21:06 And and I just think having I'm really good with kids too.
01:21:09 I've got lots of nephews and nieces, you know.
01:21:11 Like got lots lots.
01:21:15 You know, I like kids.
01:21:19 So it will that is part of the.
01:21:22 That is part.
01:21:23 That's part of the plan that I'm trusting.
01:21:24 That's the only plan that I'm trusting.
01:21:28 Wild burn, $2.00 propertarianism or strasserism for the W Devon.
01:21:35 More like.
01:21:36 Poverty because you're $2.00.
01:21:40 Yeah, yeah, I don't.
01:21:43 We have poverty, poverty arena, ISM.
01:21:48 I actually don't know what stress or rism is, and I'm have to Google something now.
01:21:52 And I got to stop saying Google, I hate that that became a verb in my vernacular.
01:21:58 I'll look into that.
01:22:01 And I actually, I really will.
01:22:02 I'm not one of those people.
01:22:03 I actually have notes that I take and I'm going to type that into my notes.
01:22:07 By the way, I started to watch like last stream, or maybe it was the stream before that people told.
01:22:13 Me that I should.
01:22:13 Watch the Golem, which is like this 19 movie from the 19.
01:22:20 Like 1915 or so, it's really old.
01:22:22 And I was like, this would be cool.
01:22:24 Would you guys be interested in in?
01:22:27 I'd probably have to do this on D live, even though so this movie is.
01:22:30 It's in the public domain, I'm assuming because it's on YouTube.
01:22:34 You can just watch it on YouTube.
01:22:36 I don't have to go hunt it down.
01:22:37 It didn't take a lot of work, but it's a silent film.
01:22:40 And so at first, before I thought about it, my first thing was like, oh, this would be really cool because it's in the public domain.
01:22:49 We could do like we could watch it together live and I could go through and and give you my thoughts live and maybe even show you the process of how I go through a film.
01:22:58 But then I was thinking like well.
01:23:02 Yeah, but it's like a silent film.
01:23:04 I don't know if people would have the the patience for that, you know, because and I haven't watched it yet, so I don't know some of these silent films are more worthy than other others.
01:23:14 So I don't know if that's something that would be something you guys would want, but I'll look up.
01:23:22 Stress or rhythm?
01:23:24 That's on my note anyway. Civilian soldier 760-2499. Take my filthy $5. It's shameful.
01:23:31 I just finally got the audio version of your book today.
01:23:35 Can't wait to listen.
01:23:36 Well, thank you and thank you for the.
01:23:38 Uh. The five bucks there. Lucid legend, 84. Two dollars. Your view on queue throughout all this queue, obviously.
01:23:49 Obviously you believe in queue because you only had two filthy dollars to rub together and I don't know, I'm I don't have any more of those.
01:23:58 Can do.
01:24:01 Yeah, same.
01:24:01 It hasn't changed I years ago, I said, look, guys, it's not that.
01:24:06 I don't believe everything Hugh says.
01:24:10 I believe some of the stuff that he says because I've verified some of the stuff in my own research, this is in fact I almost feel like.
01:24:17 I mean, he's probably just like, I don't know who Q is, but.
01:24:23 It's not.
01:24:24 It's not some, it's not what you think it or it's not what Q tarts think it is.
01:24:30 OK, it's either.
01:24:33 Just some random people who are having fun and a total recreational type of lark.
01:24:40 Maybe there's some way they're monetizing it with merchandising or or Youtubers, or I don't know, or what I think might even be more likely.
01:24:51 In fact, I'll say I think it's more likely.
01:24:54 Is an official siop of some sort.
01:24:57 Like an official PSYOP, meaning an intelligence agency.
01:25:04 Maybe even a private intelligence agency.
01:25:06 It could be something like a black water black cube, kind of a thing.
01:25:09 I don't know.
01:25:10 Is is doing?
01:25:12 And it's there to pacify people.
01:25:16 And it's doing a good job.
01:25:20 Honestly, I'm surprised it's still.
01:25:22 I'm surprised we're still talking about this.
01:25:24 I thought when all of the original predictions, like the big ones, like the trust sessions, kind of big ones, when they all fell apart, I thought that it would disintegrate and it just seems to like not ever die.
01:25:38 I don't understand.
01:25:43 Yeah, I have.
01:25:44 I have two videos.
01:25:45 On it, one is Q is like bit connect.
01:25:49 And the other one is just why I never talk about queue or something like that, but they're this is like I said years ago, I think they're both like 2 years old.
01:25:57 I covered this where I was like guys because I kept hearing.
01:26:00 About Q and.
01:26:01 I I I paid attention to it.
01:26:02 I was like well.
01:26:03 You know, I don't know, maybe this seems a little weird but.
01:26:05 Maybe that would be real I.
01:26:06 Guess. And then I realized.
01:26:10 After a while because I don't want to say anything about it until I.
01:26:13 Could see a lot of people jumped on it, I think because they knew it was popular and it would make money.
01:26:20 And so they jumped on it and a lot.
01:26:22 Of people I think that did that.
01:26:25 They have to stay with it now.
01:26:27 Like, I don't think they personally believe it.
01:26:30 But they're making money on it.
01:26:32 And so now.
01:26:33 They have to keep.
01:26:34 Keep it going right because.
01:26:37 Not just cause, it'd be embarrassing to be like ohh I guess.
01:26:40 This was all fake.
01:26:43 But because they're.
01:26:43 Still actively making money on it and.
01:26:47 You know you never want it.
01:26:48 That's I never want to be put in that weird position.
01:26:51 I mean, I.
01:26:51 Would never do.
01:26:52 That, but it would still be embarrassing, right?
01:26:54 To be like oh.
01:26:54 I guess I.
01:26:55 Guess I'm ********.
01:26:57 So I I never.
01:26:59 I never jumped on that train because I was like, I don't know, this seems a little weird to me.
01:27:04 And then.
01:27:06 It just you know, nothing ever happened.
01:27:09 And and again this same thing when when this is over, whether it ends up being like a real pandemic and everyone, you know, a bunch of people die and and whatever or nothing happens because it could go.
01:27:19 The way I.
01:27:19 Think or you know something in the middle or whatever, when, but when this, whenever.
01:27:25 It doesn't matter.
01:27:26 When the coronavirus things over and there hasn't been mass arrests.
01:27:31 All these cute people that we're telling you that that's why this is happening.
01:27:34 It's all mass.
01:27:35 It's cover for like a whatever operation and.
01:27:38 You know that they'll just act like they never made those predictions, and they'll go on to making some new predictions.
01:27:44 I promise you that because I've seen this happen a million times.
01:27:48 In fact, two years ago.
01:27:51 I I mean I I used to when there was a lot more cute people I would say something negative about queue and my comments would be just full of these queue people losing their **** and like, oh, you'll be sorry.
01:28:03 You'll be sorry.
01:28:04 You'll be eating humble pie when it all comes up.
01:28:08 I still get those messages, just not as often.
01:28:12 I've never gotten an apology.
01:28:16 But I you know.
01:28:19 I've been saying this is fake for.
01:28:20 A long time and look.
01:28:23 If by some weird chance.
01:28:26 It does end up being real.
01:28:28 I will say, hey, look.
01:28:30 I was wrong.
01:28:32 I didn't trust the plan I.
01:28:33 Guess I should have trusted the plan.
01:28:37 Yeah, but, but The thing is, I don't care about that.
01:28:40 I see I'm not doing this for ego.
01:28:42 It doesn't affect me.
01:28:43 I don't have.
01:28:44 My ego's not attached to this **** like so many of these people, so many people that do streams and stuff like that. They do it because of their ego. They're doing it for them. You know that. That's why.
01:28:53 And so they'd be super.
01:28:54 It'd really hurt them personally.
01:28:56 They have to, like, admit they're wrong, because that would hurt their ego.
01:28:58 I don't. I don't care.
01:28:59 If I'm wrong, in fact, in that case, I'd.
01:29:01 Be really excited to be wrong.
01:29:04 I'd be so I'd be.
01:29:06 Can you imagine?
01:29:07 Can you imagine living in the universe that the cute?
01:29:09 People think exists.
01:29:13 I'd be so excited.
01:29:14 That's why they like it, cause it's delusional, but it's it's that's what keeps them happy.
01:29:23 I would love to share that delusion.
01:29:24 Just you know, I don't.
01:29:28 Sorry for $5, Discord server has great video notifications with the ME 6 bot. Also Dev and we should.
01:29:36 Get the tidy.
01:29:37 Stream bot set up for D live notification.
01:29:41 OK.
01:29:41 I mean, it sounds like you know a lot about this stuff, so maybe you're someone I should talk to you about this.
01:29:51 I think you're the one that emailed me.
01:29:53 If not, e-mail me.
01:29:55 And we'll talk.
01:29:57 I'm trying to catch up on all that e-mail stuff.
01:29:58 I've been getting a lot of emails about the movie, which we haven't talked about, just to remind people I it, like, don't think that, especially now if you're stuck at home, now is the perfect time to start.
01:30:11 Some video for the movie.
01:30:13 You know, like if you want.
01:30:14 Well, I have gotten some emails people asking for direction.
01:30:18 That's The thing is.
01:30:19 This is all up to you guys.
01:30:21 This is like an open source movie in in a lot of ways.
01:30:25 I'm going to be directing kind of like maybe the core part with a couple actors, but in terms of the.
01:30:33 A lot of the other stuff like that's up to you guys. You know the scenario that you know that that's an NSA guy spying on people's devices and you know, also kind of what we want this.
01:30:45 Look, that Hollywood has been using their movies to to convey a message.
01:30:53 For well, for like over a century now, that's how long movies have been out.
01:30:58 And that's what we're doing.
01:30:59 We're trying to convey a message and just don't lose sight of that.
01:31:01 Don't hit people over the head with that.
01:31:03 It's a fine line, but just try to make something entertaining.
01:31:07 I know this sounds like you know, way too open-ended.
01:31:11 Maybe, maybe to some people, but that's how I want it. I want it to be so open-ended that you, you know, be creative and do do something.
01:31:17 Surprise me with something.
01:31:18 There's probably shift.
01:31:19 You're going to think of that.
01:31:20 I'm not going to think of.
01:31:21 So make come up with something that's going to be entertaining.
01:31:24 Interesting to watch that also on some level, conveys the kind of messages that we that we want to convey.
01:31:32 And beyond that, it's all up to you.
01:31:33 Do whatever you want as long as it fits within that universe of, you know, it's a devices camera that got activated, you know, like, whether it's a cell phone or a laptop or iPad or a security camera or, you know, whatever, any kind of camera that gets activated, it captures something interesting that would be funny.
01:31:51 Of the audience that fits in the the day of the rope universe and would fit in with the that that kind of a theme, it could be funny.
01:32:01 It can be scary.
01:32:02 It doesn't have to be, or it can be both.
01:32:05 It could be funny and scary.
01:32:07 It can be.
01:32:11 You can even you know, whatever emotion you want, but you try to try to evoke some emotion.
01:32:15 Try to have some kind of emotion going on because that's what's going to resonate with an audience if there's if you don't feel any emotion after watching it, you failed.
01:32:23 So you have to have some kind of emotion that that people feel when they watch it and.
01:32:30 Again, you don't.
01:32:32 You don't want to be.
01:32:32 Like and that's why.
01:32:34 We need to we need to build the wall or like or anything like like you don't want to act, you don't want to spell it out for the audience or it doesn't work.
01:32:43 It's most effective when you don't have to spell.
01:32:45 It out to the audience.
01:32:50 OK.
01:32:51 Fronz gives me two EUR I think the euro is more than I can't go money on any more people though I'm.
01:33:00 I'm out of energy.
01:33:02 Thoughts on pewdiepies?
01:33:03 Pill level?
01:33:04 Don't Molly mean?
01:33:06 Yeah, I.
01:33:06 Won't I?
01:33:08 I don't know.
01:33:08 I I I'm not like a big follower of PewDiePie.
01:33:11 I I I've seen a few of his videos and I watch him every once in a while, especially when people post them other places and and they mentioned that, oh look, he's obviously based.
01:33:20 I think he's probably like a, you know, like a based libertarian.
01:33:25 Honestly, I think he's probably like.
01:33:28 Yeah. I mean, it's probably like how I was in like 2014. You know what I mean, where as long as it's not hurting me and you know, don't take my my money with your taxes.
01:33:39 You know that that kind of a thing, so maybe is he more advanced than that?
01:33:44 I don't.
01:33:44 If he is, he can't show it and or he's.
01:33:50 Well, let me rephrase that if.
01:33:51 He is. He's a *****.
01:33:53 Because he can show it, he would just have to sacrifice some of his his Internet money, and he has that.
01:33:59 I I can't tolerate people like that, by the way, if you have enough Internet money, I mean, because I don't have a lot of money.
01:34:06 Guys, I don't make a lot of money doing this and I live very frugally because I.
01:34:11 Have to and I still am not afraid.
01:34:14 To to say what I think.
01:34:16 And so if you've got.
01:34:19 PewDiePie money.
01:34:21 I mean, that guy could just never do anything again for the rest of his life.
01:34:24 In fact his.
01:34:26 He just needs.
01:34:28 All we would need to do is is hire a couple people from the tribe to manage his portfolio and his family is is good for generations.
01:34:37 Honestly, he's got enough money for that.
01:34:43 So if he, if he, if he's hiding his power level.
01:34:46 When he's got that kind of a.
01:34:51 Then he's he's a ****.
01:34:54 So either he's not fully red pilled.
01:34:58 Or he is and he's a cook.
01:35:00 I guess that's the way to put it.
01:35:03 Mika Robinson, $5 I have noticed a lot of live streams on the homepage of YouTube, but none of none on the subscriptions.
01:35:10 Oh, you mean like?
01:35:11 Yeah, I know you're talking about.
01:35:12 Yeah, I get weird stuff on my homepage.
01:35:16 I also keep getting the Hoover Institute over and over and over again on autoplay cause I keep forgetting to turn autoplay off and after any video I watch it used to be Fox News and now it's the Hoover Institute constantly and I hate like I anything that auto plays that's like that where it's like here now here's what the billionaires want you to watch.
01:35:34 I thumb down it every time.
01:35:36 Every time and I I I would suggest everyone do the same.
01:35:43 Franz, what is your general opinion on Farrakhan?
01:35:47 Love your videos, by the way, keep up the good work.
01:35:49 Is there anything black peeling and back to the future?
01:35:53 There's some weird stuff with back to the future.
01:35:56 I haven't touched that because.
01:35:59 There's some really weird stuff that people have done really deep dives on and I don't want to.
01:36:07 Muddy the waters.
01:36:11 If I just looked, I mean if I ignore a lot of the weird stuff because there's a lot of weird stuff, I mean, just look at.
01:36:18 I I'm trying to think of like what keywords I mean.
01:36:20 It doesn't even matter anymore cause YouTube search algorithm is so ****** ** now.
01:36:24 You almost by the way, a little hack for that.
01:36:27 Is if you want to find stuff on YouTube that you can't find anymore because they've ruined like you know, no matter what you look for now it's just pages of CNN.
01:36:35 Like it's so stupid the the work around for that is you go to either Yahoo or Bing.
01:36:42 And then search for what you're looking for.
01:36:45 And then filter it by video.
01:36:48 And you'll usually find.
01:36:52 Not as easily, but you usually find it at least and like that's I've been finding a lot of stuff like I found like one video in particular, and I suggest you watch it.
01:37:01 Actually, it's very kind of creepy.
01:37:04 It a lot of people say, oh, you know.
01:37:08 What's his name?
01:37:09 The guy that put Cheetos on his face.
01:37:13 Oh ****.
01:37:15 Just had his name.
01:37:16 The tip of my tongue.
01:37:19 Fox News guy anyway, you guys know who I'm talking about.
01:37:23 The the the Fat Fox News Mormon convert that put Cheetos on his face.
01:37:27 That has his own radio show and used to have his own that owns the blaze.
01:37:33 Oh, why am
01:37:34 I it doesn't matter.
01:37:35 So that guy people, he said.
01:37:38 He used to be based, you know he.
01:37:39 Used to talk about.
01:37:41 He used to talk about Soros and, and he used to actually be on the money, and then all of a sudden he changed.
01:37:50 Well, there's a show that he did years ago.
01:37:54 And Glenn Beck, someone just said in the chat.
01:37:57 So Glenn Beck.
01:37:58 'S The guy he did this show radio show years ago where he was like, oh, I just got this information.
01:38:04 There's going to be this is going to change the world.
01:38:08 This is going to rock the country hard.
01:38:10 This involves people on both sides of the aisle.
01:38:12 This is insane, you know.
01:38:15 You're you're.
01:38:16 Everyone's going to just be.
01:38:18 I mean, we have the source.
01:38:19 He's afraid for his life.
01:38:21 We're we're going to come out.
01:38:22 With it tomorrow, blah, blah, blah blah blah.
01:38:27 Then he never talked about it ever again.
01:38:30 And the clip of him promoting this.
01:38:33 Is on YouTube.
01:38:34 If you look up Glenn Beck and Pizzagate.
01:38:39 But you have to look with like Yahoo or Bing or something like that.
01:38:45 Because if you look up, even if you look up almost the I think if you look up the exact title of the video.
01:38:51 It will not.
01:38:51 Show up, but it's on YouTube still.
01:38:53 It is on there, you just have to and.
01:38:57 There's there are rumors and I don't know how it could just be rumor.
01:39:01 That this source of his, you know, did come to him and said, look, I got, you know, I have information on the the pedo elite essentially and and and.
01:39:10 There and this is this is a big deal or or or it could be something about money?
01:39:17 I mean from Israel as an example and.
01:39:21 Then they threatened him because that's also right when his tone changed about.
01:39:26 A lot of this stuff.
01:39:30 It all happened like around that time period.
01:39:32 So the interesting thing to think about.
01:39:38 I don't know why I went off on that tangent.
01:39:40 I forget where I.
01:39:41 Went with it.
01:39:43 Oh, Farrakhan too.
01:39:44 You asked about Farrakhan.
01:39:46 I I'm not super familiar with Farrakhan, I just know that he's.
01:39:50 I know he's.
01:39:52 I know he's based on a couple issues.
01:39:58 And I know that he has.
01:40:00 You know, his influence must be slipping, though, cause he used to have enough influence to where he couldn't get banned from platforms.
01:40:08 Because if they banned them from platforms, you'd have too many Democrats.
01:40:17 Riding in the streets, right.
01:40:19 Those damn Democrats and.
01:40:23 But then Twitter banned him last year, so I guess his he doesn't have enough influence anymore, so he's probably.
01:40:30 I mean, he's old, he's really old.
01:40:32 So he's probably just a relic of an older time.
01:40:36 And it's too bad because there are things I do.
01:40:39 I don't know everything about him, but there's parts.
01:40:41 There's some things that I know about him that I like.
01:40:44 Let's all put that.
01:40:48 Leo the Bum tickler, $5. Can we do a double feature of the Gollum and the 26th version?
01:40:54 Of Faust.
01:40:58 Excuse me. Sorry about that.
01:41:01 I believe it's from the same director.
01:41:05 Uh, like I said, I don't know if the live thing.
01:41:07 I don't know if people maybe a D live stream would be good for that.
01:41:11 I don't know if people would have the patience to sit through.
01:41:16 Two, I mean, I don't know if they'll do.
01:41:19 One movie, but I'm going to write down Faust. Add that to look up 26. I haven't watched go on yet.
01:41:29 I just, I mean I I went.
01:41:30 I got it.
01:41:31 I have a copy of it on.
01:41:32 My computer locally now, but I haven't watched it yet.
01:41:36 Run will be.
01:41:40 I'm an or I'm an apple cell.
01:41:43 They don't even let me do $2.00.
01:41:45 Apple cell.
01:41:49 Oh, are you mean like?
01:41:53 Because iOS has like weird super chat stuff or something, I don't know what you're talking about.
01:41:58 I'm assuming that something like that.
01:41:59 Well, that's all right.
01:42:00 I won't go mauling you on you.
01:42:03 I appreciate.
01:42:05 Every super chat.
01:42:08 Consta Bro $5 Canadian. Except for Canadian money, I cannot tank. I cannot handle leaf box.
01:42:16 You should try to watch some classic Soviet movies with subtitles would be cool to see you.
01:42:21 And yeah, there's some good Russian cinema.
01:42:25 There's some really.
01:42:26 I mean, I don't know.
01:42:27 I haven't watched a ton of it, but just from a because I've downloaded a bunch of it once and it was just skimming through it.
01:42:34 And like the cinematography was.
01:42:36 Surprisingly good, surprisingly.
01:42:42 But it makes sense.
01:42:45 Because you know, there's a certain tribe that's really good at filmmaking and.
01:42:50 And the Soviets, if you don't know, there's.
01:42:56 That tribe was very, very much a part of the Soviet Union.
01:43:04 Y MF2 bucks, what are you planning to shoot on red? No, that's the cool thing. So and this will be the last thing. All right. So again, with the with the film.
01:43:15 If you guys have not seen the movie, unfriended, or I, I think there's a sequel now even.
01:43:22 I would, I would suggest before you, if you're going to do, if you're going to add to this film, Watch Unfriended watch.
01:43:30 Maybe VHS is another movie watch.
01:43:33 You know, even if you want to go old school, the the Paranormal activity movie.
01:43:41 And it's found footage.
01:43:43 So the reason we're doing this is.
01:43:48 We can use phones, we can use iPads, we can use laptop webcams.
01:43:54 We can use.
01:43:55 Really, you know, security cameras.
01:43:57 We can use trail cams we can use.
01:44:00 You know the crappiest cameras you can imagine.
01:44:04 To tell a story because at the end of the day.
01:44:07 It doesn't matter. I mean, well, there is a quality threshold at a certain point. If it gets too bad, you know, no one's going to want to watch it.
01:44:16 People will watch grainy crappy.
01:44:18 I mean, look at Project Veritas.
01:44:20 People watch those because it's about the content.
01:44:23 It's about what's.
01:44:24 In the video.
01:44:25 You know it has nothing to do.
01:44:28 Well, I mean, in this case, it's not about the cinematography.
01:44:32 There's some films that are really beautiful.
01:44:35 And they're a little lacking in story, but they're still really beautiful.
01:44:39 So they're they're interesting to watch.
01:44:41 And that's not this film.
01:44:43 This film is going to be.
01:44:44 I mean, it's going to have an aesthetic about it, and I'm going to, you know, sex it up a little bit in post, but it's the it's not about the aesthetics so much as it's about the content.
01:44:57 Anyone can shoot any scene for this film.
01:45:01 Because the whole storyline is that it's an NSA employee or maybe a foreign intelligence.
01:45:08 Agent using his computer to spy on Americans and, well, not just Americans spy on nationalists, but also Antifa people too.
01:45:19 Like if you could do something funny or scary that involves an antifa person or or maybe even like a George Soros type.
01:45:28 A politician doesn't matter.
01:45:30 I mean it's.
01:45:30 The day of the rope universe any any faction within that universe?
01:45:36 This NSA person is just activating devices around the world and spying on these people, and so you can shoot a scene.
01:45:46 That would fit in that scenario with the crap you can black and white 80s security camera would look cool in fact.
01:45:56 I might even do something like that.
01:45:57 I I might make a couple of these myself just for fun.
01:46:03 When I shoot the even when I shoot the core part of it, because you're asking, you know, am I going to shoot on red?
01:46:08 No, I'm the same thing.
01:46:09 I'm I'm going to use the same constraints.
01:46:12 That you guys are going to have because it's still.
01:46:14 The same thing.
01:46:15 It's still the whole movie, like like, like I said, watch unfriended the entire movie.
01:46:22 There's nothing.
01:46:23 There's no.
01:46:25 The entire film is on A is a computer desktop and just windows popping up and like it's really.
01:46:31 I mean.
01:46:32 It's it's.
01:46:33 It's clever.
01:46:35 I hate to say, but it's clever and it never really.
01:46:38 It doesn't get old like you would think it would get old, right?
01:46:40 Like just staring at someones desktop for an entire movie, but they do a good job.
01:46:44 Of it, of keeping.
01:46:45 It fresh and interesting the entire time.
01:46:50 And you know that's going to be the big that's going to be the big task.
01:46:54 For me, once I have all these clips is trying to show these together in something that's.
01:46:59 Interesting to watch and coherent and everything else.
01:47:04 And yeah, it would be easier if I wrote a script and told everyone exactly what to do.
01:47:09 But I want to do.
01:47:10 That I want to leave this open to you guys, so we're going to.
01:47:13 Be shooting this on.
01:47:15 Just whatever you guys have that you think that would be activated by an NSA person.
01:47:20 And once you have that clip shot and like I said, I'm going to try to edit these down unless you know, maybe you find maybe you really surprise me come up with something.
01:47:29 Perfect, but most likely I'm going to edit whatever you send me down to, like maybe 3 minutes, 3 minutes or less.
01:47:36 So just keep that in mind.
01:47:37 Don't send me like an hour long thing.
01:47:38 Unless it's like the most amazing **** ever.
01:47:41 And even then, I'll probably add it down if it's like an hour and just keep that in mind that you know, we want to have as many people participating as possible.
01:47:52 Upload it somewhere, send me the link on rope movie at protonmail.com, rope movie at protonmail.com.
01:48:02 And I'll download it and include it in the film and that will be that.
01:48:09 So last but not not least, Elphin 199, will you ever do a bid on Metropolis? You know I've watched Metropolis a few times. I I was going to do a video on it like a year ago or so.
01:48:21 But again, with the silent film stuff, it's.
01:48:23 A lot harder.
01:48:25 And the context is a little more difficult too, because it's so old, it's.
01:48:32 I don't know that it.
01:48:35 I mean maybe.
01:48:37 Maybe it's it's in my maybe pile because like, I've watched it a couple of times and I've even, like, started to make a.
01:48:43 Video on it.
01:48:45 The problem is though, just it, it needs to be relatable and the reason why the the movie The Rothschild movie, right, the.
01:48:53 I guess it was.
01:48:54 Called the Rothschilds, and I think.
01:48:56 And and and that was pretty old.
01:48:58 It was from the 30s.
01:49:00 But the reason why it was relatable is, you know, everyone knows who the Rothschilds were and and Metropolis.
01:49:06 I don't know.
01:49:06 Yeah, maybe.
01:49:08 Maybe there's.
01:49:10 I mean, there's some relatable themes.
01:49:11 In it it's.
01:49:13 In many ways, it is timeless.
01:49:15 But it it's not as relatable as a lot of the other stuff so.
01:49:20 Maybe we'll.
01:49:21 We'll, I'll.
01:49:21 I'll think about that.
01:49:22 I I'll probably do something else first, like go or something like that.
01:49:26 If I'm gonna do a silent film and I think Metropolis might also be in the public domain.
01:49:34 I don't know.
01:49:34 It's like I know you can watch parts of it on YouTube.
01:49:38 Maybe the whole thing.
01:49:39 So with that, I hope you guys enjoy your quarantine.
01:49:43 Thank you for the the Corona box.
01:49:46 And thank you for the to the I.
01:49:49 I modded random people and I think that worked.
01:49:51 I don't think we had as much random spam going on in the in the chat.
01:49:57 So that's pretty good. And yeah, so, oh, I got one last one here. We got 20 or 200 rubles.
01:50:07 Appreciate that from Alex Norden.
01:50:09 Damn your accent is God tier.
01:50:12 Ohh, I'd have to sound that out.
01:50:13 It won't be good to hear.
01:50:14 If I have to sound that out.
01:50:20 Krasava mushik.
01:50:24 Ooh vashaw or something.
01:50:28 I'm not even gonna try to do that.
01:50:30 It would take me some time.
01:50:31 My reading is not as good as it used to be.
01:50:35 I I I know how to sound.
01:50:37 I knew a lot of.
01:50:38 I knew a lot of Russians and I still know a.
01:50:41 Few Slavic people.
01:50:43 And I I'm good at emulating that.
01:50:47 The way of speaking, but I'm I'm not I.
01:50:50 I barely remember the alphabet, you know, I'll be very.
01:50:52 I'll be very good.
01:50:54 Is that you clapped quiet and and so on.
01:50:57 I also wanted to ask a thing about the book.
01:51:00 Who was the character?
01:51:03 Of Wayne. Inspired by.
01:51:06 No, no one really.
01:51:10 And maybe he was like a composite of a bunch of people, you know.
01:51:17 Just you know, I think it was a character, a lot of people could relate to.
01:51:21 Because there's a lot of people like that on.
01:51:25 On YouTube and stuff like that, there's a lot of nationalists that that want what's best for people and and are trying to make things happen and maybe just don't know how to do it.
01:51:37 Wayne obviously is a lot more ******** than probably any YouTuber, you know, but.
01:51:46 But yeah, I mean, there's elements of there's elements of me in almost every character, but I think that's, you know, even the bad people.
01:51:53 But I think that's just how every author is because you know you know yourself more than you know anyone else.
01:51:58 And and so when you think of the dialogue or the way that they think about stuff, I mean it's in some ways it's kind of how you think.
01:52:05 About stuff.
01:52:05 But it's also, you know, if you're going.
01:52:08 To observing people, it's, it's how.
01:52:12 You can see how other people think and how it differs from you and and you you create kind of like these archetypes in your head, you know, like I think everyone does that.
01:52:20 Right.
01:52:21 You'll you'll be.
01:52:23 Things like when you're dating, right and after you've dated like a bunch of different girls.
01:52:28 The same thing you create archetypes of these women and then if you date another one of the.
01:52:32 Like there's there.
01:52:33 Will be instances after you've created these archetypes, you'll go out with a woman and be like, oh, you're one of those.
01:52:38 You know what I mean?
01:52:39 And it's because you've already created, like, this archetype of of.
01:52:44 You know that personality type and you kind of know what to expect and you're you know, you're if you're good at it, you're usually somewhat right.
01:52:52 And same thing with just other people, you know you.
01:52:55 Might have a boss.
01:52:56 Or you might have had a bought a lot of different jobs and you'll start creating archetypes in your head for.
01:53:01 Like, oh, he's one of those kinds of bosses and stuff like that and so.
01:53:09 Same thing with the with writing.
01:53:11 It's like you have these archetypes already in your head and you mix and match and that's how you create those characters.
01:53:21 Or at least that's how I do it.
01:53:22 I don't know, maybe.
01:53:23 Other authors do do it differently.
01:53:26 But all right, with that, I'm going to go.
01:53:28 I really appreciate it.
01:53:29 I'm sorry we didn't do much with the with King's Quest.
01:53:31 I know. Really, really sad. We didn't even get past the first screen. Huh? Score of 00 of 150.
01:53:39 Right.
01:53:40 And but it was, it looked like it was going way more boring if I played around with that.
01:53:45 I forgot how boring this game was.
01:53:47 I mean, it was probably really fun when it first came out, but this would have been like a lot of typing and arrowing and just dead air and yeah.
01:53:57 So anyway, you guys enjoy your I'll probably do another.
01:54:01 I'm trying to do more.
01:54:03 And I'm I'll probably do more often.
01:54:06 Maybe shorter streams too, where I don't necessarily have a topic, but I'm just kind of checking in with the status of the movie and maybe focusing on this community building stuff.
01:54:15 You know, if I get with that guy, the cipher guy or whatever, whoever your name was to do the the.
01:54:23 Discord server and stuff like that, but I need to have more frequent connection with you guys especially.
01:54:31 If we're all.
01:54:32 Stuck here.
01:54:32 You know, if we're going to be stuck at home for the next few months, I mean for me, like I said, not.
01:54:37 A big deal.
01:54:37 But for you guys?
01:54:39 You know, you got, you got nothing.
01:54:41 You got.
01:54:41 **** all else to do.
01:54:42 Right.
01:54:42 So I might as well give you.
01:54:44 Some content and.
01:54:46 Maybe this could be a fun time that we can start working on that movie together and.
01:54:52 Yeah, I think this this could be an.
01:54:53 Opportunity and maybe one day in 10 years.
01:54:58 We will all look back.
01:55:00 On this time, on this time that we're sharing together right now on this stream with nostalgia be like.
01:55:05 Remember that.
01:55:06 That black pilled stream.
01:55:09 He rambled about Molyneux being the stingy ************ and and we just stared at the King's Quest screen for two hours.
01:55:18 All right, guys.
01:55:20 For black pilled.
01:55:22 I'm Devin stack.